BillClinton Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 what really sucks is when you dont have them after being on them for awhile. thats enough to make you want to kill yourself. now this i know about, u get withdrawls from hell, cant control emotions, and i dont know about anyone else but u get a tingly sensation in ur head it fucking sucks my dr. says i may need them for life..:mad: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Swindle Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 i did saw help and got on the right meds to keep me even.......ban me i dont give a fuck Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
screambloodygore Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 suicide is fucking weak. such a bitch move, unless you are bed bound and a veggie. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blood fart Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 I had a long post written out about this last night, but decided not to post it. My father shot himself in the head when I was 5. I know that had he not done that, that my life would have turned out completely different. There were times in my life that I went through some rough shit and thought that I couldn't handle it anymore...but I stuck it out and things got better. All the hard times have just made me into the person I am today, and today I am a good person. I've had two REALLY close friends kill themselves. It sucked and I still get upset when I think about them. But I understand why they did it. One of them had been suicidal on and off for the ten years I knew her. She had a horrible childhood and things never let up on her as she grew older. After 27 years of bullshit, she couldn't take it anymore and hung herself. People will say that suicide is selfish, but it would be selfish of me to think that I have the right to dictate what someone else does with their own life. For me to say that I don't want to lose a friend that I care about, but that my friend has to keep living a life that she hates and that makes her miserable. As final example of how shit her life was...her mother was a drug addict and escort/prostitute. Due to spending all her money on drugs, she didn't have enough money for her only daughter's funeral arrangements. Her mom thought it best to hold a wake with kegs of cheap beer at the trashiest strip club in town and then her daughter got buried in Potter's Field along with all the other destitute people who have died in the city. I guess my point is that sure suicide sucks for those left behind to deal with it. But nobody can know what mental torture someone is experiencing for them to believe that death is the only answer to their problems. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DRUNKEN-ASSHOLE-ONER Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 Suicide is for tight pants wearing faggots. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DRUNKEN-ASSHOLE-ONER Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 helps me up when i feel down. Real talk. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BillClinton Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 Suicide is for tight pants wearing faggots. :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Decyferon Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 Depression is a bitch to deal with, i have had problems with it in the past but have worked out how to cope and deal with it and nowadays im fine and happy even though i still get down i know myself and know how to deal with it without meds I have had times where i have wished i was dead, but not to acually kill myself, more like get killed in a car crash or terminal disease or something but that is all in the past find something anything that you can hold onto and keeps you wanting more, for me i got back into drawing and painting and that really helped me get through shit, also i know it is cliche but exercise is god just get all that frustration and hate and use it and just drain all your energy til your completely spent and it does help in the short term obviously some people do need meds and counselling, counselling never worked for me talking about my problems and the stupid questions they ask you just mde me more angry. There was a dude who always talked about being depressed and having suicidal tendencies on here but doesn't seem to post anymore - i wonder what happened I can't remeber his username now though - he didn't seem depressed in an emo way more like he was trying to keep a grip of things Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mainframe Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 People will say that suicide is selfish, but it would be selfish of me to think that I have the right to dictate what someone else does with their own life. For me to say that I don't want to lose a friend that I care about, but that my friend has to keep living a life that she hates and that makes her miserable. Yes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nxrto Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 Nice to see such honest replies to this topic. Props. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wirkone Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 depression is hard shit to live with, thoughts of suicide always enter your mind, but when that happens, write on some shit, get your mind off of it, or smoke some buds, anything that can help you to take your mind off of it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dirtydoses Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 you're not that depressed if you can sit online all day and talk about how depressed you are. suicide is a topic i try to stay away from. i know why people do it, and i know why people hate it. i try to just leave it at that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SPORTO Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 DRUGS TAKEN ,FOR WHAT EVER REASON, CAN BE THE CATALYST OF CERTAIN PEOPLES SUICIDE. DRUGS PREVENT SUICIDE ITS NOT A CATCH 22 BY ANYMEANS, BUT DRUGS ARE SHIT Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dark_Knight Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 but alot of people need to realize when someone is diagnosed with something like depression they dont realize how hard it is for the mentally ill person to think logically. depression usually comes with another illness, like anxiety. which also makes things alot harder. alot of people see it as selfish because they cant comprehend it or understand. its one of those things you have to experience to understand. i do think suicide is selfish, but at the same time i know how it feels to be down that road. its not fun at all. Suicide is for people who are depressed and are mad because not enough people feel sorry for them. I had depression, and it sucked, but when you're really depressed you don't have the motivation to kill yourself. Suicide is for wack jobs and the paralyzed. That is all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SPORTO Posted July 20, 2009 Share Posted July 20, 2009 SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAD THAT DEPRESS SOPRANOS SON HAD B4 HE FAILED IN THE POOL, YOU GIGL'N BITCH. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thrashcat Posted July 21, 2009 Share Posted July 21, 2009 DRUGS TAKEN ,FOR WHAT EVER REASON, CAN BE THE CATALYST OF CERTAIN PEOPLES SUICIDE. DRUGS PREVENT SUICIDE ITS NOT A CATCH 22 BY ANYMEANS, BUT DRUGS ARE SHIT Catalysts speed things up. one of my favorite songs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
twinky the kid Posted July 21, 2009 Share Posted July 21, 2009 I had a long post written out about this last night, but decided not to post it. My father shot himself in the head when I was 5. I know that had he not done that, that my life would have turned out completely different. There were times in my life that I went through some rough shit and thought that I couldn't handle it anymore...but I stuck it out and things got better. All the hard times have just made me into the person I am today, and today I am a good person. I've had two REALLY close friends kill themselves. It sucked and I still get upset when I think about them. But I understand why they did it. One of them had been suicidal on and off for the ten years I knew her. She had a horrible childhood and things never let up on her as she grew older. After 27 years of bullshit, she couldn't take it anymore and hung herself. People will say that suicide is selfish, but it would be selfish of me to think that I have the right to dictate what someone else does with their own life. For me to say that I don't want to lose a friend that I care about, but that my friend has to keep living a life that she hates and that makes her miserable. As final example of how shit her life was...her mother was a drug addict and escort/prostitute. Due to spending all her money on drugs, she didn't have enough money for her only daughter's funeral arrangements. Her mom thought it best to hold a wake with kegs of cheap beer at the trashiest strip club in town and then her daughter got buried in Potter's Field along with all the other destitute people who have died in the city. I guess my point is that sure suicide sucks for those left behind to deal with it. But nobody can know what mental torture someone is experiencing for them to believe that death is the only answer to their problems. so propped. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DurkStevens Posted July 21, 2009 Share Posted July 21, 2009 when i was younger i became so depressed that i couldnt function in public and in every day life. I have to be pulled out of school. and had to be home schooled for awhile until i got over it. its not fun and i thought about suicide a few times but like my psychiatrist said its only temporary and you can overcome it. Half of the time you need to change somethin big. for example doing drugs..some people can doing drugs drink and smoke weed and keep them selves together but some cant. one of my friends in a mental home and every time she leave it shes fine until she slips and does drugs again then she changes quickly and spirals back into a deep depression.. but i dont feel that suicide is ever an acceptable option. sure you don't know whats going on in the persons head. but if they are treated correctly then can overcome it. they don't need to kill themselves. think about how many people your leavin behind that care about you..i hate talking about this shit but i felt the need to post i guess.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrChupacabra Posted July 21, 2009 Share Posted July 21, 2009 you're not that depressed if you can sit online all day and talk about how depressed you are. suicide is a topic i try to stay away from. i know why people do it, and i know why people hate it. i try to just leave it at that. Agreed. I've suffered through serious depression, my brother was killed a few years ago, but if i was ever actually suicidal, i sure as hell wouldn't be going online to forums and talking about it. It may sound brash, but when people are really suicidal, they usually don't talk about it and kill themselves. When people go around, be it in real life or the internet, talking about how they're going to kill themselves, or they "try" to kill themselves and fail, its usually just a cry for attention. Aids said it best though, i understand why some people find themselves in situations where they think its the best option, but i also know how devastating it is on their family and friends. Its a tough topic, and best not even discussed unless its on a serious one on one conversation with someone who truly is at risk. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DISTRACT Posted July 21, 2009 Share Posted July 21, 2009 What is the point of living, if in the end we all die? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CELT Posted July 21, 2009 Share Posted July 21, 2009 The aftermath of a suicide is something I unfortunately cannot shake from my head , and I haven't worked as an EMT in years . It's truly fucking awful , if you haven't personally dealt with the issue firsthand . Anyone on this board having thoughts or whatever can PM me privately and I'll listen . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
twinky the kid Posted July 21, 2009 Share Posted July 21, 2009 What is the point of living, if in the end we all die? thats on some philosoraptor shit. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ROK1T Posted July 22, 2009 Share Posted July 22, 2009 What is the point of eating, if later your going to be hungry again? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KnifeHits RS Posted July 22, 2009 Share Posted July 22, 2009 ^^^Pm me. I'm trying to hit a spot later. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SwampFightOner Posted July 28, 2009 Share Posted July 28, 2009 I was once described on here as the perfect candidate for a spur of the moment suicide. It's very true. I'm not depressed by any means, my life is fucking awesome. However, I'm emotionally unstable and when something goes wrong I can really go off the deep end for a lil bit Basically suicide is retarded, but I can see how it happens Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dowmagik Posted July 28, 2009 Share Posted July 28, 2009 A few years ago a buddy of mine killed himself by shooting himself in the chest with a rifle. His best friend just killed himself 2 days ago. Pretty fucked. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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