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You ever have a feeling that you're going to die?

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Its not because of a dream, its not because your sick, its not because you are in some life threatening situation. But all of a sudden you think you will die soon...

 

Its going to be long and drawn out. Like I have a disease. From a problem i dont know i have yet. Im thinking hospital beds, and no pain. I dont know...Im not really taking it that seriously because i have had this kind of feeling once before, and im still alive.

 

Last time i thought i was going to get hit by a truck. A dark green truck, crossing the street by the park that's near the elementary school. Everytime i was over that way i would see 3 or 4 green trucks. But it would never happen. Probably because i was looking around all the time, and running across the street. And you feel kind of invincible because you already know how you will die, so you cant die any other way. Anyone else ever have this feeling? I know im not the only one, i better not be...that would mean i have some kind of problem...

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ehhhh mine are more like i'll be driving somewhere, and start thinking "i wonder if this is what it feels like before all those people died." referring to all the relatively nameless people in every paper in every town who die in car accidents.....just going about their business when all of the right circumstances occured and they died. its along the same lines i guess.

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Yeah, you have some kind of problem...but not because of this. I think everyday is my last day. I just know it's gonna be one of those fags i crossed when i was younger that is still ass hurt that is gonna kill me. So i speed and drink and drive and could care less cuz i know im gonna die from some one shooting me. Everyday I think about that shit.

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I always used to think I was going to get shot in the back of the head walking around at night. That was back in the day, and Im sure the large population of crazy winos, drug dealers, and kids who thought they were hard didn't help.

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me too

 

sometimes i sit and plan for the worst in everything. that way if shit does jump off i have a plan. but nothing ever does.

 

 

but i'm ready if it does

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It's weird, I have thoughts like that a lot of the time. Most of the time

they're just farfetched.... but when shit does start happening and I put

one together that makes good sense, I somehow feel better, like I could

use it as an excuse to get away from the stress in my life.

 

 

No I am not suicidal, honestly the thought does not cross my mind at all

because it is not an option. This is just the way it is.

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Originally posted by Tyler Durden

ehhhh mine are more like i'll be driving somewhere, and start thinking "i wonder if this is what it feels like before all those people died." referring to all the relatively nameless people in every paper in every town who die in car accidents.....just going about their business when all of the right circumstances occured and they died. its along the same lines i guess.

 

Bingo.

 

I don't really get a 'I'm about to die' feeling, but in the back of my head somewhere I'm always waiting for that ambience of walking down the street to be shattered by a car losing conrol, skipping the curb at 70 and crushing me into a store front... which I'm cool with, if I do get taken out sporratically I want it to be completely chaotic. I HOPE TO GOD I DIE IN A SUDDEN ENGINE FAILURE PLANE CRASH. Lean back, plaster a smirk on my chin, recline and wait for impact. :dazed:

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Hm... maybe you are all paranoid schizophrenics??

 

I dunno. Ive accepted that humans die just like animals do. THis is because humans are animals. Ego ego ego.

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Originally posted by AevOne718

Hm... maybe you are all paranoid schizophrenics??

 

I dunno. Ive accepted that humans die just like animals do. THis is because humans are animals. Ego ego ego.

 

Humans that build pyramids are a little more advanced than your average animal.

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the pyramids were built for a KING. a king who thought that after death he becomes A GOD. Ego. EGO.

 

Animals piss on trees, humans build pyramids. If animals have aposable thumbs and big brains, theyd build pyramids too.

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Of course I'm going to die.

 

And so are all of you. We're all gonna die. It ain't about dying, it's HOW YOU GO ABOUT LIVING that really matters.

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Originally posted by AevOne718

Hm... maybe you are all paranoid schizophrenics??

 

that's what i thought for a long time. But i also thought that i had every other disease known to man. It was a "Oh no, i have very slight discoloration at the very end of my fingernail. Either i didnt get all the paint off my hands, or i have a life threatening disease. I must have cancer!" type of thing...kind of. Then i thought being paranoid about having all of these illnesses was a disease...then i thought it was best if i just stopped thinking about it...(thats always the right answer.)

 

I dont fear death at all. I have a lot of things to do before i die. I dont know exactly what those things are yet, but i know i dont want to die yet.

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Maybe you are a hypocondriac. My friend is like that. He would read ALLL THESE FUCING BOOKS on hepatitis. He would just sit in the library reading about hepatitis. He would do his best to avoid ingesting fecal matter and all that wierd paranoid germaphobic crap.

 

Haha, and the best part is, since he works out like a fucking madman, he told me a while ago he got a check up and the asstupid doctor tells him it was either a knotted muscle in his back or some sort of tumor. I dont know.

 

death.

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Originally posted by AevOne718

Hm... maybe you are all paranoid schizophrenics??

 

 

after having done a bit of reading i probably am schizotypal, and definetly paranoid. but i dont see how that comes into play here? unless your living in constant fear and suspecting that everything will cause your death........then your paranoid.

 

 

 

 

if anything, the feeling i get after i get really worked up over contemplating mortality and coming full circle to acceptance is a very comforting feeling.

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i always think about that shit...not nessecarily how im gona die, or when..but its always on my mind,i always think about like plunging or falling...its stupid shit, like the bus had to go over the curb today, to avoid hitting a car while taking a turn...i was worried itw ould fall over, and i was get plastered to the widows with 20 other people on top of me, and die

 

 

 

needless to say, im paranoid;)

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