arek_4$ Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 wassup all? my screen name here used to be bumrush but i didnt hangout here often. well i come to say that today at 11:15 hawaii time.. i got news that my mom had passed away.. she had cancer a while back, and it got worse. well my dad pulled me from school to tell me that she had stopped breathing, and me and my brother went to go see her. when i got there.. i saw my mom.. lifeless.. it was so hard to belive.. she laid therem not breathing and i was telling myself the whole time, is this shit even happening?! fuck.. seeing death, isnt an everyday kind of thing.. i was devestated.. my mother had done so much for me, and i thank her for everything she has brought me. everyone.. appreciate life, becuase anything can happen anytime. thanks for taking this time to read this. peace. plan1'r, .. rest in peace mom. much love .. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smart Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 I'm sorry you have to deal with this man... take it easy... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shameless self promotion Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 Damn bro, i cant even begin to imagine.... Just remember shes in a better place.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
serpent of the light Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 sucks bro. stay posi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Legal Speed Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 keep your head up man Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SayOne Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 very sad to here, stay strong. and like shameless said she IS in a better place. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
suburbian bum Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 Keep your head up. Rip. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest fr8lover Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 im sorry to hear it. i dont know what id do if i were in your situation...stay up and honestly if you need someone to talk to hit me up on aim, same name. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest uncle-boy Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 shit dude, that really must hurt. i'm sorry you have to deal with this. if i can help let me know. i dont even know you but if you want to go paint or anything hit up my email. i seen a couple new things you did, and your getting better! peace and much love for your family. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
swif1 Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 Originally posted by suburbian bum Keep your head up. Rip. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 god bless....... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fAiLED cRiTQ Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 *hug* take care of yourself, and of the rest of your family... r.i.p. to your mother.. she's in a better place now... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JohnnyHorton Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 RIP to your moms homeboy... sorry to hear that... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
seph1 Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 i couldent even imagin what ur going though stay strong bro RIP Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
T.T Boy Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 i dont even know what to say, sometimes its just better to say nothing at all. i lost my step father a while back, it hurts man, i know it hurts. stay strong. remembrance is power Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
REGULATOR Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 if my mom died i would have mixed feelings...of course i would feel sad cus she cares for me and bakes me cookies alot and even bought me some cream saver candy...but then again, she is very over protective and doesnt trust me for shit, so i might have more freedom Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DEE38 Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 *hugs* really sorry bro. i lost my aunt to cancer when i was a freshman in highschool, and that shit was sad. watching someone die more and more everyday.. it's some hard shit man, real hard shit. i remember the day she died. she lives in another town from i did, but a couple hours before she died.. I heard her crying in my bedroom. no where else in my house, but in my bed room. not outside, not in another room, but it sounded like she was in my room, on my own bed, crying, suffering. it was weird.. and we didn't know what to think. it was freaky of course, but we just thought nothing of it.. and forced ourselves to think "it must be the neighbors" even though the noise was in my room. a couple hours later, we get a phone call saying she had died in her sleep. me and my aunt were pretty close.. i mean i wasent the youngest or oldest neice she had, but i was the middle.... the youngest one who understood what was going on in her life, but still the baby even though i had cousins younger than me. I went to her house where the ambulance was there ready to take her away... but i dont know what happened.. i just ran up to her, and hugged her, and cried. they had to pull me off her.. i did not want to let go. now when something very bad is about to happen, i hear her crying in my bedroom, and only MY room. it happened once again in 99, when some bad shit went down the next day after i heard the crying again.. so i beleive its some sort of warning that i was blessed with to receive.... :: sigh :: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12ozSUCKA Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 its hard to remember to live Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12ozSUCKA Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 keep your head up bro i know what yout going through much love Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest tears*uno Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 my condolences. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KaBar Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 GEAsus' comment disappeared so I withdraw my comment. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Obsolete Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 r.i.p enjoy life Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest HESHIANDET Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 i couldn't even imagine how your feeling........wish you and your family the best. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rental Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 bless the life Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest got tha feva Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 There's just no easy way to deal with death.. I even took a class that studied the grieving process, but no matter how much you know, it always hurts the same. I can't even imagine what I'll do when I lose my moms or pops (if I dont go first). I've lost 3 grandparents, and the only thing I've learned from greiving is that writing eulogies help me out the most. I've never read one out loud, but I helped make a videotape for my grandfather with a lot of pictures, some great songs and spoken word in rememberence if all he achieved in his life, and made a big poster collage with a poem me and my cousin wrote for my grandmother. Writing about their life forces you to remember all the good times and letting people read it kindof pays a tribute to their life through your eyes. Viewings and funeral's are so hard to go through, but crying and being with the ones you love and the ones that loved the "dearly departed" are the best ways of acceptance.. They say you never get over the death of a loved one, you'll always have an empty space in your heart.. but you realise you still have your own life to live, and the love of others around you. No regrets, only hope. Keep your head up. My heart goes out to you and your family. prude Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dr. Dazzle Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 If either of my parents died I don't know how I would cope. About two weeks ago my dad had a heart attack caused by a blood clot on his heart. I was the only one home and had to call the ambulance, watch as he lay there suffering, stare at the medics putting tubes in him and helping him breath. I had to watch him in the hospital bed, lying there helpless as the doctors scrambled around making sure he didn't die. I had to watch my mum cry because neither of us knew what the fuck was going on. I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life. I can't imagine the pain and sadness you must be feeling now. I hope you find the strength to carry on..... RIP Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
def_mode Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 Hey, thanks you guys. From the bottom of my heart, i want to thank all of you for your sympathy. Its really hard for me.. Im lost and confused.. I didnt even know that this was going to happen. Even though that she cant see me grow up in life, i bet she is very proud of me. Thanks again. Peace, planONE Rest In Peace Mom ~>7/11/2002<~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Stapler Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 Take it easy that is all I can say.... I was there when my grand father died in a hospital, it was so sad. I would visit him every day and the next day he would be forgetting something else. The last time i spoke to him my name was the only one he could remember besides his wives from my famliy. He couldnt even remember his own daughters name. Watching someone who you have loved and cherrished get burnt by life, is and experience. I wish at the same time he could have died in his sleep while we were all there. Cause the day he died life had scrapped him down to just being able to breath and had to be tube fed and get his mouth wiped because he got Bronchitus and had alot of muchas. Just tthink yourself lucky you at least got to say a last goodbye even if they werent alive. My sister was in japan at the time and we couldnt tell her until she got back what had happened [that was my grandfathers wish] And call me crazy but i do believe that when we pass away that we still live on not phisically but spiritualy. I have had many times when i could sense my grandfather watching over me and being in the same room as me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dukeofyork Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 Originally posted by cmeup damn man almost got me crying over here... fuck i dont even want to think how bad you must feel, i dont know what i would do without either one of my parents... im so sorry man. shits fucking horrible... keep your head up man.. :( :( :( :( :( :( yea...tease is such a dumbass.... its a good thing he got banned. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted July 12, 2002 Share Posted July 12, 2002 i lost my dad...or he got tired of this place and took off...my biggest fear is to lose my mother.i have been trying to avoid this thread just on that fear.i have no idea what to say.i just love my mom.im so sorry that you're going through this.it brings me to tears.man im sorry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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