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things are starting to look up...

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Guest blood as ink

sorry if this is gonna be one of those annoying threads...maybe it well maybe it won't. well i don't really care etheir way.

 

the past few years have just been really up and down for me just feeling miserable and shitty...nothing makes me happy.whatever happiness i would find would only be temperary.so basically i could have been considered an emo schmuck in a way...minus the bad haircuts,over priced used clothes and wanky bad record collection. but this last weekend just really motivated me. a met some cool kids.saw some really good bands that just blew me away.i keep getting asked to do artwork for random things..friends bands,zines,flyers,etc etc. . i'm not feeling as lazy and as nervous to go out and paint feeling more motivated to go out and not give a fuck.i met this rad girl.we talked about random shit for hours.she gave me her #.i'm still shocked about that one...we're supposed to hang out this weekend sometime.one of my bestfriends who i haven't talked to in a few years called out of the blue. .i finally got the original back for my graff zine...so that should be out finally after to 2 years of hell with that. i'm just overwhelmed with all of this.

i actully feel good and proud about it...i feel like my life might actully acomplish and build up to something.

 

it's just a nice change of pace for once.

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Guest --zeSto--

keep your head up.

 

positive vibes attract positive vibes.

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Shit man, things are going wonderful for me too. A lot better then last year, shit just keeps getting better. I think I got life kinda figured out. The best thing was recently. I saw this incredibly cute girl, I was like man, I wish I could at least get to know her. Next thing she comes up to me and asks her to eat dinner with her. It was amazing. And now I finnaly met some cool kids at school. rock on.

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Guest professor poopatronic

hey well i got arrested yesterday for grand theft and second degree assault and i have a long stay in juvi to look forward to. rad bro!

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i got arrested last week for graffiti, my parents dont trust me, im 16 and ive never had a girlfriend, or been close to a girl, i suck at EVERYTHING i do, i get bad grades, i hate everything...your lucky about your recent sucess, im tempted to blow my fuckin brains out, no one will care anyways

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Guest --zeSto--
Originally posted by professor poopatronic

 

WHAT???

that's terrible!!

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Guest blood as ink
Originally posted by REGULATOR

i got arrested last week for graffiti, my parents dont trust me, im 16 and ive never had a girlfriend, or been close to a girl, i suck at EVERYTHING i do, i get bad grades, i hate everything...your lucky about your recent sucess, im tempted to blow my fuckin brains out, no one will care anyways

 

that's how i was when i was 15...got arrested,lost my friends,dad didn't trust me or talk to me for over a month.failing through most of high school.i had a girlfriend at that time but she cheated on me and broke my fuckin' heart and betrayed 2 years of friendship before that.i was at a point where i was about to end my life completely but then for some strange reason graff kept poping into my head...sounds silly as fuck but i think it sorta saved me in a way.just keep going...things will get better.

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Originally posted by REGULATOR

i got arrested last week for graffiti, my parents dont trust me, im 16 and ive never had a girlfriend, or been close to a girl, i suck at EVERYTHING i do, i get bad grades, i hate everything...your lucky about your recent sucess, im tempted to blow my fuckin brains out, no one will care anyways

 

i hear you bro im in the exact same position but i got one good friend and ive been reading Gandhi the autobiography, and its been inspiring if you want to read it on your comp go to http://http://www.mahatma.org.in/books/sho...ng=en&cat=books

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Guest blood as ink
Originally posted by cmeup

good to hear things going good... i think we all deserve a break from tha shit we all seem to be dealing with lately...

 

i forget how tha song goes but it said something like...

 

comparing something to my accomplishments... or something..

 

ill fix this when i remember it..

 

teaser :D

 

yeah it's a nice nice break from everything bad over the past few years...almost feels like a clean slate i guess.everyone has been seeming to go through alot of shit left and right.hope it changes for alot of people. i'm all buzzing i got to hang out with some friends and that girl again.get to do it all over again tomorrow.

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