going to class is WAY different now too. i dont know what it is but i guess i have been out of commission for a while, socially. its hard to get back into the swing of things im thinking. street life aint nothing good.
yea im taking history of graphics and web coding this semester. dont think i mentioned that. its aight. web design is monotonous as fuck. but im getting it in.
yup, my stories a little similar. dad was always there but he never interacted with us. just stayed to himself. but his dad left him before he was born. i never really thought about the psychology of it but it makes since now.
oh yea... and my mom is a fucking triple OG for all the help she has given me. she has fought for me so much with my dad they almost got divorced. a million shout outs to my moms.
im going thru a big change in my life right now. as most or all of you know i was homeless for a good stretch last year. eating very little drugging very much. not taking care of myself and not caring about anyone. but htis year has proved much different. I started school mid janurary. living with my parents. trying to get a job. trying to stay away from hard ass drugs that leave me incapacitated. but i feel that this i a BIG turning point in my life. i can feel that if i make certain choices in life, i will be taking that road for a long time. so its kind of like a fork in the road type situation. im off all benzodiazepines (which i was on for 10-15 years straight). i got off those in the first quarter of last year. i blame a lot of my problems on them and getting off them. it was fucking shitty. but yea. .i deleted my fb. and am trying not to reactivate it because of a few reasons. i have not really had a clear mind like this since i was around 14 or 15 before i started using klonopin. so basically what im saying is the last 10-15 years has been a blur and last year was fucking hell. but im slowly getting better. i think. :scrambled::D
shit is just sad no matter what.... seeing an image of a bloody child... makes me tear up.. awol one said it best that, nothing hurts worse than the death of a child.
yea right, pro-k cup propaganda . you hate the world and you hate AMERICA. go back to Cuba you pinko dirt bag! now with that being said im going to go to McDonalds, in my brand new hummer with extra gas guzzling technology, and eat 5 big macs