Yeah 6 months is the huge one. Most people don't make it that far so it really is a big deal. I've hurt plenty of people, fucked over people who didn't deserve it ect. But you do dumb things when your fucked up. Sme people forgive you, some people don't, some people are there rooting for you and some don't give a shit. In my personal transition from going to fucked up to sober some friendships have become stronger and more meaningfull than I though was possible, and some people I thought I'd be cool with for life are no longer around. Things are fucked up sometimes but basically you gotta do what's right for you sometimes and what makes you happy and not worry so much about other people's feelings.