Yeah try and don't give up, and be serious about it. Most kids say im a graffiti artist, they suck balls and give up in 3 months. Writers that are serious usually write for 10-20 years before they stop.
When will kids ever learn? It sounds like your bombing the suburbs, let me tell you, that is where TOYS are. Bomb the ghetto, if you want real ups and good spots.
If you cant protect yourself with your natural fighting abilities, then bring a shank you can toss at the most, the last thing you want is to get another felony or misdemeanor for a weapon if you get caught.