..romero..

you live in a trailer dont you xen? i know that vent all too well.hide the stash in those motherfuckers haha.

ive been going to sleep after 730 am every day for the last month...can i join?

rose.she was such a horrible pet.i blame myself.ran away and i never saw her again :(

MINDFUCK.

i had the same thing happen after i got outta jail.i ended up wondering around the projects at 2 in the morning with bruises and cuts on my arms and legs.so i stopped for about a year or so.finally tried bud again and everything was good.spent the night watching cheech and chong movies and playing need for speed with my homie.before that though id had to pop a pill to smoke weed...

so im not the only one.YESSSSSS. i dont know who this kid is and dont feel like looking him up.can someone give me a brief summary as to why everyone thinks he's a no talented closeted homosexual. and no i havent read this thread..yet.

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please dont take it the wrong way like im trying to tell you whats best for you and how to run your life or anything like that.im just trying to say that it worked for me to get those feelings out to someone,preferably someone i have no real social ties too.do what you do and what works best for you. i still think you need to get throwed.if your not doing that already...

i get whatyour saying abcs. you dont want to seem like that type of dude that all they do is bitch and bring people down with their problems. and the constant feeling like you have to be idk tough i guess and not show your feelings. thats nothing abnormal. lots of people are like that. but i tried the whole keeping everything bottled up technique and it dont work. if your dwelling on something it will translate into anxiety after a while. same with depression. i wouldnt be suprised if your anxiety stemmed from clinical depression. again im not a doctor or anything. but ive been there and its no way to live constantly having panick attacks and feelign like shit or constantly being down. talking to a stranger is a great way to let off some steam. i think that would work great for you. honestly. that and excercising and doing all the other things youve talked about like cutting out caffiene and cigs and sleeping well. those are all factors. im just sayin ive been through those same situations. the best thing to do is to keep busy and not think about what makes you anxious. and talking about that shit will help alot aswell. TRUST ME.

pashalusta.

people with anxiety should generally stay away from drugs in general...

the people have spoken abcs...smoke up.

brought about in me an undiscovered hatred for the bitch.i liked madonna so much more when i thought she was just a whore.

same situation as you abcs.meds aint working.been super tense.theres not much you can do really. i think some of us are just built like that. kinda like we are always on that level of anxiety. thats our normal or something. lately ive just been sketching and excercising like crazy.excercise is great for stress. and drinkin on this sleepy time tea shit.its got valerian in it. calms you down alot. benzos are great...at first. then after a while they lose that same calming affect and you have to take more and more of them. idk dude...have you tried smoking weed? im thinking about taking that shit up and just blazin instead of getting on the xanax tip again.self medicate and whatnot. but really your doing everything you need to do.seems like you got some problems that may need to be adressed.you should probably talk to someone. like a shrink or whatever. it helps to get the things out that stress you. probably not the best advice and probably all shit youve heard before but hey...

its always good to have a wingman with you.you second guess yourself alot when you dont. thinking man i cant do this or its to hot and having him keep you from siking your self out.plus having someone to watch your back is always good.a good extra pair of eyes and fists is always good thing to have on hand. i paint alone mostly..in yards.its creepy as fuck being all alone in the woods and shit.lots of tweekers live out their too so you gotta be careful

ive been raided twice.shit sucks.they completely trash your shit.fuck em.

for a police officer to search you on the streets (legally) they need A. your consent,which you would be a dumbass to give in most cases B. search after incident of arrest i.e.you got caught doing something stupid so they go through your shit. C.they have some form of probable cause. like you have paint on your hands or your lookin mad intoxicated. if your underaged and out at night your violating curfew and they tend to have a right to search your shit. idk if its a right but i just know they will. probable cause is basicly some form of evidence that leads a police to believe that you are up to no good and have some shit on you. it could be all types of shit. all of which you can debate in court and if the folks find your arguement valid and the search wasnt up to code all that evidence is thrown out.and this usualy means they drop the case..not always thoguh for your house to get raided: this is just based off personal experience. -you get arrested for graffiti -you are caught with sketches.or pics on your phone like dude said -someone snitches on you, and if you have priors that tends to be enough for them to be able to get a judge to sign a search warrant -you let them in. GOD FORBID YOU EVER DO THIS. if you see police at your door dont answer it. cops have been known to slide their way through open doors and once their in thats basicly like saying "your free to look around officer" not a lawyer or nothing.just stuff ive read or heard and stuff that ive had experience with.hope that helps for people who really want to know.