OP, in your first post you make some statements:
"I did enjoy moments with my father, he was bipolar in my opinion,..."
Bi-polar disorder is hereditary. So you know the story of the old falling apple...
"I believe I am a true badass, and I don't take disrespect...."
How would you go about earning "respect" on Ch.0, you have been seemingly taking a lot of disrespect. Bi-polar maybe.
"I love each day... I am in a fast paced career, kids go nuts, but i eat it all up. I got through undergrad living on couches, stealing pizza for food just to survive, walking everywhere because it was my only option, and mind you I WAS THE KING of a major university."
Two things; this is the opposite way of how "Jesus" was said to act. According to the bible Jesus was completely selfless and effortlessly humble. Also Elvis was the king.
A later post from you states: "I attempt to be Christ like"
Jesus wasn't this inconsistent, or maybe you and him are both fags and share that as common ground.