id say you have strong homosexual tendencies and that your ongoing love of grape juice into your adult years is a sign that you were once raped by an elder grapemaster in a fruit field and forced to endure grapage.
grapage is a term used in the 80's for a form of male rape where one man holds another man down and places grapes one by one into the captured mans anus.
they then beat the man with grapes lodged into his rectum sensless until the whole grapes in the anal cavity have been broken down to juice.
they then squeeze the juice out of the captured mans anus using a large wooden vice grip type tool and gather the juice into small wooden barrels and then fermented for several years until the grapes and bodily fluid turn to Samuel Adams Blackberry Witbier.
you need help, and drinking this beer will only contiue to make your horrendous grapage rape haunt you again and again, aswell as a huge possibilty of reoffending the same crime onto someone else.