I guess common sense would suggest that this is something some people you don't know & who don't know you can't help you with really.
It's a decision you make with help of docs, good friends, family, yourself.
Thing is nobody knows you as good as you know yourself, so there.
If you can possibly make it by being sober, do it - even if it's no fun, and hard.
Being sober & realizing how fucking cool life can be / feeling good about yourself is the best "antidepressant thing" there is I guess.
Also what redeyeanimal said.
Good luck & take care!