redeyedanimal

Stuff My Fuzzy Hole.

Fucking LOL! Muss sprehd repz...

Too bad it's a new page and we'll have to scroll over that shit every time unless we chat it up and get a new page going. Also, neg the fag with the shit attitude.

GHatorade.

People who try to keep up an ego on an anonymous forum are HILARIOUS.

yeah, good call, it was a veal chop. Pic is over 2 years old, found it trying to troll the trollz.

asked for assistance today and took .5mg alprazolam to help with the anxiety and physical symptoms, I was shaking too terribly to be playing with really really sharp knives. It helped, I'm going to bed soon without drinking again. Day two, I didn't drink today so hopefully the withdrawals will ease up a bit in teh next few days. "Courage to change the things that I can"

The central nervous system thing... I didn't drink last night, IMO. I did take a nasty sip of wine, but didn't swallow. /nh Today my body feels like it used to when I did blow. Fucking WIRED, Hyper, distracted, sweaty, shaking a bit, unfocused. Fuck this shit, I remember how bad this sucked last time, and when homies said it got worse each time i was like "hell nah, this is as bad as it gets"..... WRONG. This is worse. The next time is always harder. *Note to self - stay on the wagon, no matter how bumpy the road. This too will pass.

"The Move"

Night one again since I fell off the wagon hard about 8 months ago. It's 3:45am here, and i'm wide awake and nervous feeling for no reason. Hit the bowl a couple times to chill out my stomach, which increased my heart rate, which made me want a drink even worse to calm down. This is a shitty shitty feeling. I forgot how bad this feeling is. In all honesty, been going about a pint of liquor and up to 18 beers a day, from before lunch until the end of the day, all day everyday. Took a sip of wine a minute ago and it tasted terrible, spit it out with the quickness. If this shit keeps up like this, any suggestions for gettin some shuteye? Like, will tylenol pm or some shit work, I need sleep or I suck at my job.

^knowledge. Simmer, about 180-190*F

Still epic.

hell no, not fuckin any strippers yo, too old for that shit, and married and all that. tpbm has no idea what they are doing in life.

Is casek even still around these parts? Haven't seen that actual handle in a while...

true. tpbm, drinks whatever is put in front of them at a bar.

fo sho? tpbm doesn't understand hipster lingo.

I believe protester was speakin about the onlooking public waiting patiently for the ban to be lifted, as if you hadn't already created alternate accounts, etc. I may be wrong.

bad. real bad. tpbm only paints sober.

you just need a few years of refining it before it can fit in in this thread. Have you scrolled back at the talent in this thread before you posted? This is the big boy's threads, newjacks post in the Toys Post Here thread. Keep practicing.

false, (*) (*). tpbm is considering a large life change decision.

yeah perts, get that shit outta here. /jk.

true. tpbm has blown up someone else's mailbox.

false, but i did pee in your moms butt. tpbm has tried butt pee jenkem.

previously (posted up in the wearing right now thread) - just ripped ass at the dinner table and watched everyine;s face turn in succession down the line. currently finna blaze a huge bowl, pop another zanny, and drank some beers celebrating teh new job. might even tagbang a little bit.