Feed Yer Ego

today is the first time i've been around in ages. and the first time i've signed in in longer than that. and first post since shiieeet idk december?

Re: random thoughts i miss back when i talked about nachos non-stop

i spent a night in lock up at the beginning of the month and i'm sure yall know how that shit gets when you go in drunk and sober up and are stuck staring at blank walls maybe have withdrawals. thought about my life non-stop. my birthday was coming up (it was the 11th). thought about everything i should/could do. thought i'd start cutting back/weening off and finally blow everyone's mind and quit drinking on my birthday. after getting bailed out i told my three recovering friends and my recovering crush/shorty/partner-in-weird my plans/thoughts/feels. did 3 days sober, then had a 40 and a shot. then did two or three days again. then the birthdays came. my sister's on the 8th, bestfriend's on the 9th. sober the 10th. tanked on my bday the 11th. the 12th i went to my first meeting with shorty. sober sunday. freaked out monday cuz bad morning. went to the bar and got super trashed. shorty hit me up to hang out and then go to a last call meeting...she get pissed when i told her what had happened...but she was more mad i was being a longwinded bitch about everything and i came off stupid and shit got misread sober yesterday sober today. even tho i went into a bar. and had a long bus/train trips with many transfers where i could've gotten drinks. shorty isn't mad anymore and we hung out all night after my long ass transit. can't sleep for shit afterwards tho despite sleeping pills and kava tea but this movie "You Kill Me" is on about an alcoholic assassin who's crime family sends him outwest to dry out and they hire a guy to make sure he goes to AA meetings and his new legit job

man this thread hella died. i know people use message boards less and less these days, but damn

my girl has been relapsing i don't think she's binging/drinking excessively and she started smoking weed again to deal with withdraws so i don't think it's a constant as for me tho. i've been up for like 48 hours because of withdraws and anxiety and not having unisom

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one time tried to go to bed at an appropriate time and get 8 hours for work it wasn't working...so i ended up taking like 6 unisoms and a pint of vodka still woke up at 3 or 4am...way too early for my plans...and only like 3 hours of sleep on a work night anddddd somehow woke up with my tooth chipped

when i was young i could never sleep now i'm pushing 30 and i just always crash at inappropriate times for a couple hours tonight i fell off like 9pm randomly and woke up like "fuck...please only be like 10:30" it was 1:30...slept through my phone ringing when my girl called. no sex for me and can't fall back asleep. fuck this

popped a niacin...itchin...WOO! i'm watching shameless...being on stuff...wanting to kick my roomie's friends out bout there finna be a blizzard and i aint that heartless

LOLOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOL bunch of busted ass bitches lamer dudes and 1 dog dog probably cool doe

i'm back to "normal" drinking and no physical symptoms and no trips to oblivion the fact i can go from full on sickly alcoholic status to normal drinking to boozehound to sober and everything inbetween so easily and naturally makes it hard to think about quitting the cycle forever

it's getting really bad. i'm sick a lot. people have to remind me to eat. etc. i don't know if i'm going to take any steps to try to change it though i've been seeing someone who's sober/been in recovery for a year it's pretty embarassing to be drunk around her or shaking from hangover/withdraw if she could be around more often i think it'd be easier and i'd take steps towards cleaning up. but she has a full plate. school, job as a mental health counselor, recovery, family, etc. so a lot of times it's like she's not in my life nobody really is a constant other than my "band"mate and i usually work from home so i can pretty much just be alone and drunk almost 24/7 yall nurgaz got advice?

i'm a faggot you sound like a real cracker though wanna kiss fight?

lolololoololok i always love it when a girl calls my package "ur shit" :scrambled: :lol: :lol: :lol:

Y'ALL FUGGATS PURSTIN IN A CARROT THREAD

dear oontzers i know locally irl, post moar. dear super awkward science defying sunburns, stop

ellen = cops

dude, no go ellen is hollywood's new stud you fuck her bitch she's gonna do stuff to your butt no matter what you try to resist she'll have security taze you and hold you down yeah maybe you get a giftbasket and big suite at disney hotel but no thanks

you guys are worse than all ads and login issues wtf happened to this thread

Your name suits you wonderfully and I imagine you having a constant glorious cologne of urine and cheez wiz.

thanks it'd been a while since i googled myself thanks to my twat of a kid sister the top result is now a graff n dance picture. there's a couple other dumb things that pop up too my name is stupid rare i might be the only one fuck

thats not a very big tax return also...that mortal kombat sketch.... :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol :lol:

oddly enough i sometimes miss working warehouse

1. your username is still andrew reynolds! 2. you just said "herb" LOLOLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL you the realest, y0

i'm eating a protein bar nh i get to post in here now right