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No soups. There was no commissary so I just traded my cakes (the baked good), along with every other carb plagued food for apples.

Nah, the bathroom in the tank was like a public restroom. Stalls, urinals, etc. The shower was in a separate room with a door that closed.

im drunk and just got outta jail last week. sup.

As do I.

They found the dudes body.

I think it would be very interesting to see you commit to a 6-12 month stretch of sobriety, including AA meetings, service work, step work, sponsor etc. Because there isn't a doubt in my mind that you wouldn't notice the pros of being sober. There are literally NO CONS of being sober. Not one. God, I fucking LOVED banging black, but I prefer the feeling of waking up in the morning knowing that I don't need to worry about how I'm going to get high and pay all my fronts I got the day before back while also trying to hide my addiction from my family and girlfriend. Maybe you really are just a recreational user and don't have a problem, but if you're not doing shit with your life in your mid 20's (not saying you aren't, I'm saying in general) maybe you should consider putting the drinks down. Go back to school, find a career you're interested in, etc. Mad love for you NH, but I can only deal with so many ignorant, pompous remarks that, for some reason, you feel are necessary to make to hold down your status of the 12oz court jester.

Horrible metaphor? It's a fucking fact. I've never heard a single person ever say "wow, I'm so glad I'm an alcoholic and drug addict. It's gotten me so far in life, you have no idea! You know, I tried to the whole sober thing but that just put a damper on my productivity which lead to me getting fired, the wife/kids leaving me, and me having no money. BUT, as soon as I started using again, my life did a complete 180 and I'm happier than ever!" You're so narrow minded it's ridiculous. AA doesn't tell you how to live your life. Have you ever been to a meeting? They don't tell you to not drink or do drugs. They don't tell you to do anything. They share their experience and stories with hopes that when you leave the meeting it might help you get through the next day without a drink or drug. I'm not going to lie, it is extremely fun to get wasted and do drugs. In moderation that is. But I also think it's MORE fun to not have to depend on drugs and alcohol to have fun. This isn't rhetorical whatsoever, but do you even think you're an addict? I don't remember seeing what you think, not saying you haven't said it, I just haven't seen it. Also, if you think AA sucks, sobriety is boring, and alcohol and drugs are the way to go, then why even post in here? Haha, and you say I'm negative. Go to the thread where people update us on how they're doing in life and what they have learned from being sober and just bash on their methods of sobriety. We get it, you're thoroughly convinced that AA doesn't work and that it forces God down your throat. Also, you work at a tattoo shop, drink whiskey, do copious amounts of cocaine on the weekend, and OH! Did I mention that you've painted with Kreayshawn?! You're a cool dude, and an oontz homie, but you're just so damn pretentious it makes it hard to take anything you say seriously, because you really are convinced that you're livin' the dream. And, if you stopped using, you'd wake up from the dream. I've had a lot of friends with your kind of thought process, but they were 16 and were usually of the female gender. No, not UMAD, and I don't mean any disrespect to you whatsoever, but somebody has to say something to you. Stop bragging, stop bashing people, and start supporting someone who actually cares enough to get their life in order. TL;DR: NBB wouldn't have such a bitchin' life if he wasn't an addict.

Either you're the biggest troll on this board, or you're really ignorant on a lot of subjects. Nobody said he HAS to stay sober, but if he wants to maintain his happiness it's probably better that he did. He didn't get sober because he was content with his life and drinking brought him success. He got sober because his alcoholism got so out of hand that the only thing there was to do was to quit. And when I say "he", that applies to anyone who is sober. Sure, he can start again if he wants, but alcoholism/addiction is just an elevator that is constantly going down. You can get off the elevator whenever you want, but if you get back on it's still going the same direction. I'm guessing you're the type that justifies his addiction with the whole "functioning" addict cop out. If you've been using for X amount of years, why don't you try to be sober for that same amount of time, and at the end of that amount of time see which lifestyle you enjoyed more.

I'm not judgmental at all. It's a fact that some people can't do it on their own. And for example, (and not implying anything just an example), if POZ is sober right now on his own then that's good, but who said he's gonna STAY sober for that long? again, a rhetorical question. nothing personal.

My best friend and neighbor since I was like 2 was shot two times in the chest today over a quarter of weed and 300 bucks. He's currently in the hospital with life threatening injuries. This shit is a huge wake up call. Makes me really wanna get out of the stupid shit I'm in and stay clean and take life more seriously. No life is worth any amount of money. Keep him in your prayers tonight, family.

It looks like the way you're trying to get sober just isn't working for you. Consider daily meetings (90 in 90) and getting a sponsor.

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hahaha makes sense

Seahawks, too.

Salvia lasts like 3 minutes tops.

3 HORUS!

You can get withdrawals from anything. But, my point was that if he's claiming opiate dependency it's not from opana's. I haven't met a single person in my life that's like "OMG BRO I NEEEEED OPANA's".

You can neg me nsmbfan, but you're still a faggot hahaha if you're gonna do drugs then do drugs. I can tell you don't (even though you try to act like you do) because you call them hydrocodones and you said you had opana withdrawals. /soberguyoner

Fuckin' amateur.

Seahawks have won 5 out of their 6. I can't wait for next season. Lynch is a beast.

Alright so can someone explain the last 4 episodes? I stopped watching. Give me all the spoilers!!!

And you're the very few that this works for. And who knows how long that it'll work for? If nothing changes, nothing changes. You can't do the same thing over and over again and expect different results. If you used to hangout in bars and get drunk, don't do that anymore. etc.

I don't know how you're doing it (white knuckling maybe?), but if you don't surround yourself with sober people, go to meetings, do service, work the steps etc etc you're gonna get loaded.

fuck meeting graffiti writers. I looked up to a shitload when I first started writing and now they're crew. i'm a piece of shit and I don't want to meet anyone else like me. the end tehehe