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swordfish meatloaf

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  1. i've been considering the antidepressant thing, but it seems like a scary road to take. strangely, of all the drug knowledge i have, this class of drugs (and their mechanism of action) is one with which i am not immediately familiar. although each will have varying degrees of efficacy for individuals based on their chemical imbalances, has anyone had any success with a specific one and would go so far as to "recommend" it? i think it's the long-term treatment nature of antidepressants that has turned me off for so many years.
  2. GLORIOSO'S TAKE AND BAKES IN MILWAUKEE. NIGGGGGGUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
  3. off the methadone, off the dope, feeling fuckin fly as hell right about now even though im broke and stuck around crackheads and shit all the time. wifey will be getting picked up from prison june third @ 9:00am and then hopefully were off to oakland. fuck milwaukee, really doe. hope everybodys doing well in the sobriety struggle. POZ what up my dude?!?! injury, morton... yall niggas stay up. audi.
  4. you see me wit a bitch you know she lucky im wit her, like a hungry muhfucka wit a bucket 'o chicken
  5. WAIT.... SO OONTZ CRASHED. DETAILS PLEASE... YOU KNOW... WITHOUT ME EVER HAVING TO GO BACK NINETY SEVEN PAGES.
  6. alprazolam, hurronnn, cheap beer and some crazy rad rayban fold up wayfarers. merry christmess satan lives!
  7. the methadone clinic ran out of funding december first. got caught up again. now i'm just waiting out the hell in a safer place, away from the hood. wishing y'all a safe, sober holiday. pray for a nigga. my baby comin' home soon. love, -swordski
  8. i REALLY need to start hitting groups. it's got to be the last option. something about methadone really makes my craving for cocaine uncontrollable. i've "beat" the dope, but this shit has got a hold on me that makes me feel hopeless. oh yeah - it's been quite a while; is it forboden to speak of addictions other than ackahaul in this thread? hope y'all have been on the right path
  9. i'll be sure to bring my ruger. see you there.
  10. that RED HEAT flick looks fly - i'm truly surprised i've never seen it having previously lived w/ an exploitation film collector for three years. ...for the record, my baby got transfered to minimum security womens' prison in milwaukee this month. one year two months to go! fuck the police.
  11. it was an ill ass dream - i worked @ the hood footlocker up the block from me on king drive - the ghetto kids that worked inside taught the god how to slam. next thing you know i'm on the phone w/ everyone i know telling 'em to come to carver park & watch these niggas get dunked on by a white man.
  12. haven't really checked in w/ y'all since wifey was sent to prison. what's good w/ my peoples? alright, see you in two or three years.
  13. MEDITATION AND DEEP-BREATHING EXERCISES HAVE BEEN LIFESAVERS... BUT DAMN, EVER SINCE IVE BEEN ON THE METHADONE THE CRACK COCAINE CRAVINGS HAVE GONE THROUGH THE ROOF.
  14. I THOUGHT THIS THREAD WAS GONNA BE ABOUT VAPING MDPV AND CRACK MIXED..... AND THEN I REALIZED IT WASN'T FUCKIN FAGGOTS
  15. HAI GUIZE I HEARD THARE WAS PRIZEZ N SHIT!!! AM I TOO LATE?
  16. HAPPY EASTER TO ALL RECOVERING ALCOHOLICS/ADDICTS!!! SOME REALLY BAD THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING TO ME THIS & LAST MONTH... BUT BEING THAT I AM ALCOHOL/HEROIN/COCAINE FREE - I HAVEN'T FELT THIS GOOD IN A LONG WHILE. I MUST ADMIT THAT I LET THOSE NOT-SO-GREAT THINGS GET THE BETTER OF ME IN THE PRETTY RECENT PAST, AND I DID HAVE SOME RELAPSES.. BUT THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE HAS HELPED ME BETTER IDENTIFY MY TRIGGERS AND HOW TO COPE WITH STRESS MORE POSITIVELY & PRODUCTIVELY. NEXT STEP IS BEGINNING TO TAPER MYSELF OFF OF THIS METHADONE PROGRAM. SURELY DON'T WANT TO BE ON IT FOREVER. IT'D BE A LITTLE LESS IRRITATING IF I DIDN'T HAVE TO BE AT THIS CLINIC AT 6AM SIX DAYS A WEEK BUT IT'S A SMALL PRICE TO PAY FOR KEEPING THAT NEEDLE AT BAY. I HOPE ALL OF YOU DO SOME SERIOUS BINGING THIS EASTER - ON HAMS!!!! AND PERHAPS A FEW DOUBLE-BAKED POTATOES AND ALL THAT OTHER SHIT WOULDN'T HURT EITHER.
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