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I was actually thinking about that shit while I was getting ripped last night. If she decided to say shit like getting a divorce and asking me to leave, maybe she dont want to be with me anymore. And you're right you cant make people love you, so with that in mind I think I feel like I kinda have to let go. I'm not giving up but Im kinda getting prepared to let go if I really have to. Get on them LOLCATS bro

Damn folks im hella ripped, but i just wanna thank everyone for their support (those who PM me with that special advice). THANX. When i came to Ch0 for advice I was expecting more of a shutdown. I really appreciate all the comments. I know I fucked up and its time to face the consequences. Sneak, I'm waiting on a update on LOLCATS bro, but thank you for your time to post on my thread. i wish you the best bro, but if you had kids you would have a different opinion. Thats the only thing stopping me from moving on. It would be a lot easier for me to "move on" if I didn't have my sweet little girl. But good luck on your new position and your new girl. Today i got to spend time with my little girl and everything was great. we watched her favorite movies and took her out to eat. We had a good day. as long as I get to spend time with her,I dont care about the rest of the world. Im all fucked up right now, so I dont have much to say. again I just want to thank everyone for coming at me like a true friend. From a personal PM. Thank you.

It wasn't a random person, as i stated on my first post, it was an ex girlfriend. That still doesn't justify my actions I know I fucked up and now i'm suffering the consequences. Tell me something I don't know. For the rest thanx for the advice. i know a lot of people have gone through some type of shit like this, either in their personal relationships or with their own parents/family. Today when I picked my little girl there was only a few words exchanged, nothing bad though. I wanted to do more talking but i rather do that once we are in more cool/chill terms. I'm just going to give her more time to get her thoughts straight since I know she don't want to hear no bullshit right now. As long as I can continue seeing my little girl right now, I'm good. Alure, I know is a shame and I agree with you. And sure enough I did learned my lesson.

Earl broclo ESQ, thanx bro for taking your time to type those inspiring words. Thats what the fuck Im talking about, I knew there would be some mature comments on CH0 and some good advice. Everything you said is on point, that I dont even know where to start.Ok. We have not filed for divorce, this all happen last night bro, so it was just thrown in the air. So far I guess we're just separated, shes at home I moved out to my parents. Im going to give her some time and let her clear her head. Little ass kissing would help but Im pretty sure she aint feeling that shit right now. So Iaint even going to bother, but trying wont hurt. About meeting other women, my closest homeboy told me the same shit, if she doesnt want you back theres always someone willing to do the job. But thats not what Im really aiming at. Im willing to change for her and prove to her that Iam sorry and that Im good enough for her to take me back. I know its going to take a while but Im willing to give it a try. I get to see my daughter with no conditions, so with that, so far so good. Only time will tell whether we can work on our marriage or really move on with our lives. Its been a long day so Im going to hit the bed. Thanx people for the comments and advice. Ill keep ya posted. For those with the smart ass comments, I'm far from Emo, I'm far from being a soft ass nigga, but when you have a kid and you go through some shit like this, even the Toughest nigga would go soft. Have a good one.

Its good bro, i learned that if a breezy is throwing pussy at you knowing you are in a relationship, shes throwing that pussy around to everybody. The breezy I was fucking with , now is fucking someone else. I never believed in karma , but damn bro its a bitch. If you really love this girl man, dont hurt her feelings. You wouldnt want that shit to come back and bite you in the ass. And believe me , my little girl is in good hands.

Like I told dude and I say again, if people re too concerned with my "identity", just ask man. I just didn't wanna go under my regular SN due to some dumb little kids Im beefing with and I dont want them using that against me, they're known to post pictures of people up in this shit. Thanx for posting, and you've been here long enough, if you don't feel like asking me , ask a mod to tell you who I am.

I didnt get literally thrown out/kicked out the house cuzzo, she just decided that we shouldnt be together and that I should just leave. So while I was packing I wanted some feedback from people that dont know me personally and could just give me their thoughts from my short part of the story. I have gotten ALL positve comments and that goes to show that SOME people on TeH OuNzE could be really mature when it comes to grown people shit, sorry you couldnt fit in the category. Go GraFf N DancE homie. Alure, We had this kind of problem before. the very first time she used the baby against me. I wasn't allowed to see the baby for about a week, it was really devastating. I guess she realized that putting the baby in our problems wouldn't solve anything and that it would also hurt the baby along the way. I know some guys once they get into a divorce they forget about their kids, thats not my case though, I wanna be there for my kid and show her that just because Mommy and Daddy couldn't get along , we're both not bad people. Im also going to try to be supportive towards my wife, I know she had her reasons and I dont blame her. I know its rough for some single mothers to raise a kid, I know lots of them and they all go through some type of financial troubles. I don't want my little girl to go through that shit fuck that she still got a daddy trying to be there for her. Rush thanx bro fo rthe support.

Haa. Even if you being an asshole. I still dont wish you some like this to ever happen to you dog. If you really so infatuated on finding out who I am PM me and Ill let you know.

Good Luck

Bro, thanx for pointing that out. I was thinking about the same shit. It could really be a lot worse. Like I said , I dont have a permanent job or anything. She works and I make little money on the side, but it would be impossible to live on my own. Thank god for my loving parents. Im not a spoil brat though, dont get the wrong idea.

Yeah man..I moved out before you know, it was like whatever we just got into an argument shit will get better. I guess I took shit for granted. Now that I got struck with the divorce thing, its fucking hard. Life goes on bro. I have to make the best of it.

I was downloading some shit and forgot to log off my email "tab".. I dont think your read my post.. Thanx for your comment though..

Thanx everyone for the mature comments . I admit to it and I know everything is my fault. My daughter is my life, she means the world to me. Right now I just cant hold it and keep tearing up in front of her, I keep telling her daddy gots a stomach ache but she knows whats up, shes a smart little girl. I'm a 114% the best dad in the world. Shes the best that ever happen to me. So I would not do anything to hurt her. Lordcasek, we tried working things out but like I said, everytime we would argue she would bring shit up, and I dont blame her. It is fucking hard when theres kids involved. Im going back home with my parents, they dont know whats up yet. I dont want moms to worry but eventually she will find out. Ill try my best to move forward now that my baby is going to need me the most and I'll try to do everything I can to give her the better life she deserves. Thanx again..

I had to create a new screen name due to what I'm about to say is really personal and I'm known to have a few enemies here on 12oz..I been on the CH0 for a couple years or more,rarely post but pretty much lot of people know me. For those that are sticking around. Thank you. I have been married for 4 years and have a beautiful baby. Everything was good until a couple years back my ex came around and one thing lead to another I was having an affair with her. My wife ran into some emails and it was on. I confessed and asked her to forgive me, which she did. After that every time we had an argument she would throw that shit on my face and I moved out a couple times from our house. We tried to work things out, I changed my ways. I stopped hanging around, I even stop my Graffiti for a while...Everything seemed fine to me, until last night she struck me by telling me she wanted a divorce and me out of the house, she said she was fed up and that she was hurt. She said everyday she would think about me cheating on her and that she just couldn't handle it anymore. Still at this moment I cant get those words out of my head. We had split up before and everything but hearing those words are really devastating. Now, I have been staying at home due to an injury and I couldnt go back to work, I was bringing income though from personal bussines and shit here and there so financially we are ok. The only thing is killing me right now is my baby, shes so used to being around me that I hope none of this shit affects her in any way. My girl said I could still see her and take care of her everyday so which is good, but I think her not having both parents together is going to kill her. I'm in my mid 20's and even though I'm young, I feel is like the end of the world. My little baby came up to me and asked me if I was leaving (I was packing all my shit in boxes), that was one of the worst feelings ever, EVER. Right now as Im typing this , shes asking me where I'm going, why I have all my clothes in boxes. Its fucking HELL. So Fellas, if you think being a player/mack/pimp (whatever you want to call it) is Cool and shit , remember Karma is a BITCH . If you have a girl that takes care of you, take care of her, you'll never know what you have until is not there anymore. I regret so much all the shit I did, that Pussy wasn't worth at all what I'm going through right now. Some one else is hitting that pussy and now I'm all alone. I know some of the older cats here are mature enough for this shit, and I know some will say, well thats what you get, even though it is what I get. Knowing that you cant be with your baby 24/7 is one of the worst feelings in the world and I don't wish that feeling to no one. Marriage is tough man..You guys, if you thinking about getting married, think about it really hard. Well all I have left is to keep my head up and move on. My little baby needs me and thats the only thing thats going to keep me motivated. Thanx to all that read my shit.:( :( :(