OMG, I knew you guys had some sweetness deep down!:love4: Thank you Evangelion>Ogre, Iron_Lung, mauro149, tonysoprano, and iloveboxcars for your awesome posts and everyone else who wasn't being an asshole! klip, yours was straight up funny, I have to admit!:p
Iron_Lung, no it wasn't just because of graffiti. It could have been anything. What the problem was being stood up, period. I just didn't appreciate being promised something and then not following through. He should have known that he wouldn't show up, therefore, don't say you will. It's as simple as that. I don't think you can blame me for that. I would have done something different, it was no big deal, but by saying we had plans I missed out on doing other things. I tried to take an interest in graffiti as much as I knew how at the time. I would read about it to try an understand it, look at his pics & mags with him, ask questions... I came on here even prior to the break-up. Why I started this thread was that I knew there was something that I was missing, something I didn't get, I knew that he liked me but he was torn for freights. So graffiti was just a symptom of the problem, again, it could have been anything. By coming on here, now I know the depth of it and he wasn't standing me up "just to go paint on trains". I understand now. Furthermore, I told him from the very beginning that I didn't want to come in last. It was good while it lasted so it's a shame it didn't work. I look at graffiti in a whole new light now so I am glad to have seen that world.