You can go back and read the thread on it, something like "It really is true" or whatever...I'll give the CliffNotes
Dated for 2 years, I broke up with her, was a dick to her for like a month then decided I wanted her back, she said she wanted to be alone, string along gayness for 2 months, find out about new boyfriend, go insane, drink mad vodka, fight new boyfriend and his boys, get depressed, drink more vodka, lose like 20 lbs in a month cuz I can't eat/sleep/go to work,
sneak around and continue to fuck girl behind his back for a few months, drink even more vodka, girl finally cuts me off, been about 4 months since then with very little contact with her. I don't sweta it like I used to but yeah, still love her and wish that shit would one day work out, but I do my own thing (and do it well I might add haha) and I'm realizing that's prolly never gunna happen so yeah. Now women apparently disgust me.
You can put it out in the open, I have no shame