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  1. Travel threads are always cool to see. Japan to Me is not a destination I have any desire to travel to as to Me it is just the land of eels in the ass and Genki Genki, which is the result of posts on this forum educating Me of such things. Given that other than Japanese guitars, based on what I know of the place there isn't much more of a reason for Me to personally go there other than the fact their culture has "respect" built into it unlike My country where it is either every cunt and their dog thinks they have the right to worry, discuss, or involve themselves in other's lives as they have nothing going on in their own, which is at the extent of Me hating this place and needing an escape. Even with that said, I exist in a machine whereby metal gear blades that along with a gravity machine are programmed to churn Me and My avatar up so that the brain dead zombies of this land can feast upon My flesh while retarded corrupted and soulless Corrections Officers" whose financial incentive of electing to waste time in their life fucking with Me to get paid money continue abusing the Security Certificates I entrusted Developers with to feed Me a steady diet of their shit. Sorry for the digression, I congratulate you for escaping the prison colony of Australia for a time as the only thing that exists in a colon is shit - likr the majority of people in this place.
  2. also TLDR for the above. You are perfect as you are. Love yourself as you are so you can love others. If you misinterpret My message as one of love then I suggest you take an introspective journey and when you realise I was right, apologise and we can laugh together, lest you become a NFT cartoon character comprised of nothing more than the ink a squid uses to hide from a Predator of your Soul like Myself. And if I was My Wife's Father, I would disown Her and hate Myself forever if I failed to have taught Her the above in the years I spent raising Her, given that any man who refused to love My daughter in the pure and natural form she was bought into this world and requires her to be pinned with needles of ink or drugs is no "man" in any sense of the word but is an evil corrupt parasite that needs to eliminate themselves from existence given their intent to take that which is perfect and shit all over it.
  3. Also, as My wife has 2 tattoos, one of an OM sign and one of a crucifix, all I will say is She was perfect once and if I could change anything in this world it would be Her getting pierced with a cold piece of metal that took that which was perfect and alive and killed everything but My memory of it being that which was outside My control and sphere of influence for whatever reason even though it did serve Me purposefully in that it helped Me learn about Myself through studying the underlying concepts pertaining to religion and existence. On topic though, shoutout to My "Van" friends in the Netherlands and Mr L for providing Me the appropriate meme song to use to lighten the emotional heaviness of the above post
  4. Anyway I couldn't find the discussion thread so here is what I am on about. THE FOLLOWING IS JUST MY TAKE ON "TRUTH" AND WHILE YOU MIGHT WISH TO DISPUTE IT BASED ON YOUR OWN BELIEFS, PLEASE READ ALL OF THIS POST BEFORE THINKING OR IMPLYING I AM HATING AS OPPOSED TO TRYING TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE LEARN ABOUT THEMSELVES AND THE LONG(EST) TERM CONSEQUENCES OF THEIR DECISIONS. Those who have read My posts understand My disdain for tattoos based on the fact that we are born as pure souls created in the image of "God" as said creator viewed Himself as is detailed in the Bible and such, and thus I see women as being God's greatest creation aesthestically as the beauty of woman was the thing that could entice Man as being more attractive than Men, otherwise God would just make everyone a Man or a tranny. Thus, the augmentation of an avatar thru getting tattoos I view as being a move that is unwise in any respect as it implies: 1 - EGO - as in choosing to alter your "perfect" natural form you imply you have better taste in aesthetics than God and the parents who created you, as once you permanently alter your appearance with a tat then you are no longer the child they bought into this world and raised. Although this might not be a negative as it could represent you becoming your own person, but I personally feel that I would rather be a member of My family & ancestors as My "tribe" that is "pure" as the person I am is the cumulative experience of all My ancestors and My parents in regards to how I act and interact with others as being the result of those who raised Me, as opposed to needing to get a tattoo to signify this. 2 - MASOCHISM - by choosing to get a tattoo and getting pricked with a needle hundreds or thousands of times by someone else, one effectively chooses to outwardly invite pain into their life thru undergoing the process. A question I ask to those wanting a tattoo, is "Would you let the person that is going to tattoo you stick their dick, foot or hand inside of your arsehole or would you let them fuck you with a dildo?" Because if the answer to this question is "No", then why would you let that person fuck you with a needle for hours on end thousands of times when the feet, hands, dick or strapon will not leave your appearance permanently altered for the rest of your life like getting a tattoo will do? 3 - DECLINATION OR ABOLITION OF STANDARDS IN SOCIETY - When I grew up in the 80s, it was the common consensus that people had tattoos were either whores, gang members, criminals, or those who wanted to be viewed as a "badass". Neck tattoos were known as "Jobkillers" because by having neck tattoos that were always visible nobody would employ you for a white collar job as companies wished to maintain a standard, and society in general has seemed to abandon such standards as it is now easier to appease those who wish to claim victim status as they outwardly push their own internal self image based in hatred or fear out into the world upon others. BLM, LGBTQ and whatever other shit is pushed in the media as being what I describe as the "War to be the biggest victim is the winner" has no place in the year of 2024 and beyond as the internet and the entirety of accumulated human knowledge has been shared for 30+ years now and humanity should have evolved past using residual ancestral trauma as being an excuse individuals of today can abuse to impose a position of superiority via subversively manipulating other's emotions and enpathy. Thus, if we are born with a pure soul, and are wishing to show the world that our species has evolved internally within our own heads to where we are all "Perfect and at peace with ourselves and those around us" then we as individuals wouldn't want nor need to advertise to others that we chose to change the person we were born as and the pure soul we should always be with physical graffiti. I am an advocate of "Dutch tolerance law" in that you should be free to do what you want as long as you don't negatively affect others, but as I view tattoos as being the product of pain in both the physical and mental sense, I feel by putting this out there I can help others who may have outwardly expressed their pain through permanent self augmentation of some kind such that the outward expression of pain becoming a permanent, inescapable reminder on one's flesh can find some inner peace psychologically and move past carrying pain (and by extension hatred directed towards one's self, society, or existence itself) into a future or by passing it down to the kids of today such that the cycle of war is broken starting on the individual level such that it gets the "tribes" of humans that view us as different to each other based on their need to adhere to any group dilineated as a subgrouping of "being a human" can get the fuck over themselves. 4 - FEAR - After discussions with a childhood and lifelong friend (the only other Lucifer aka Luke born on a date with a 4 like Myself) who has tattoos educated Me and as his older brother educated him, in nature animals use markings as a defense mechanism to prevent them being attacked as such markings create fear or warn of poison or a threat. As such, if we extrapolate this out to today's society of having had thousands of years of cumulative human experience and knowledge, is it wise to have the need to be what in the 80s was a TTC or "Tattooed Tough Cunt" who thought that they were a badass with a propensity for physical violence as they lack the mental security to have no need to get violent as they are intellectually infallible as they love themselves and others, yet in today's society no longer has any power as the dilution of this meaning has become lost due to sheeple just following trends for trend's sake. Both cunts and (bad)arses can get fucked, so there is that to think about also. As such, wouldn't those without fear of other people ever being able to threaten the inner peace which exists within My soul no matter their ability to physically harm Me or others have no need to resort to advertising to other's that they are a threat due to having tattoos or because said tattoos are of the gang variety? 5 - RELATIONSHIPS TO THE SELF AND OTHERS - If you love the person you are born as, why voluntarily and permanently change yourself with a tattoo if not for the fact that you no longer love yourself and wish to become someone different? And if one finds tattoos attractive and views their partner as someone they claim to "love", then are they happy that someone else has permanently "fucked" and violated their partner in a way that degrades them permanently 24/7? If so, why isn't this called out for being "Simp" behaviour of the highest order? As whenever I see a beautiful woman with a tattoo, I just automatically see her as being fucked by a man with the smallest pin pricked dick in the world, and this is truth. That which has value in this world, be it diamonds, gold, supercars and such is that which we humans value highly and as such the rarity of such things allows everything else to have a hierarchial value structure. Thus, in relationships, if you are only ever with one person in your life you can give 100% of yourself, your trust, and your body to, and they reciprocate the same as you both put each other over and above yourself as you obey the Golden Rule and derive your happiness from their happiness as in putting the other first you both are "Number 1", then I view having the body of one's partner being violated with the permanent stain of ink thanks to someone else penetrating the only thing that your partner ever truly owns in their life other than the thoughts which go through their head in the form of their body and avatar as being the equivalent of any potential pure relationship ever being able to exist whilst tattoos are being impaled into said avatars. As such, the long term eroding of any value in respect of relationships to where we end up as a degenerate society devoid of value, morals or personal integrity sees us getting fucked to the extent that we are all one with God and as such we should go and fuck kids or murder others under the justification that "It and We are all One and part of God and the Universe so whatever we do is meaningless and arbitrarily worthless within the totality of the infinite, as we were all Hitler in a past life and killed others as a Dictator and life is just a fucked up joke where the one telling it fucks or murders the kids of those who are too retarded to understand the joke that sees them abandon their conscience and morals as they are debauched pieces of shit who happily whore out their mother and daughters for a dollar as a joke". This is where the end of it all leads in regards to enlightenment yet I believe that I would rather be "just" as opposed to being wicked as I would choose to live free of being the God that only gives other's existence and life for Me to understand that I do so to take it all away from those who engage in the acts I mention here. 6 - TRUTH - Why get a tattoo, a tattoo that in some way defines the "You" that you percieve yourself existing as being, a You that you view as an alive yet arbitrarily uniquely distinct individual harbinger of consciousness that has a value that sees existence as being "worth something", a tattoo which you are going to eventually lose upon your human death? And once you lose it, who are you and the soul you claim to have possessed whilst alive, as given the tattoos you had whilst you claimed to be "alive" are gone, did you really exist and were living or was that just a lie you told yourself as you existed within a life of self hatred as you failed to have spiritually evolved to whereby you are able to retain the love for yourself as being the person you were born as and could remain as that person for the entire duration of your life without choosing to defecate, I mean "deface" your body with a tattoo? Consider the tattoo needle a Euthanasia gun you take to suicide yourself and the ink represents whatever posion is capable of corrupting and killing one's soul, or at the very least the killing of something that you chose for yourself in your lifetime that is replaced with a ghost that lurks under your skin. 7 - HENNA - There exists such a thing as Henna, which allows someone to achieve the same appearance as having a tattoo that lasts for a small duration of time and it's impermanent nature would allow those who view having a tattoo as being appealing could indulge in whatever benefits they percieve without permanently defacing the only thing they ever own in their life. If you view your own body as being "A temple" and perfect, then how is vandalising it with a tattoo doing beyond outwardly advertising that nothing to you is sacred in this world as you happily and voluntarily engage in vandalising the only thing you have from birth until death, so what value does anything have in this world to those who get a tattoo? Making this statement on a forum of those who appreciate art is peak irony yet I am attempting to iron out the kinks of society via the exposition of truth. Of all the canvases in this world both physical and the infinite of the digital domain we can utilise for the purpose of creating "Art", in that creation of such art is that which we ascribe some inherent percievable value to and is thus worth not only creating but expending and trading our energy, effort, and irreplaceable "time" for? The only reason I can justify getting a tattoo is to make a joke of yourself, as in the end, upon death, you lose your tat and have to see the time you spent getting it, or justifying it to people like Myself who only wish for you to love who you truly are so you can therefore love life, art, this world and others, is a waste of time you will not only never get back yet your soul will view as you having "lost" as you played the "Game of life" as you failed to love who you truly are and felt the need to hide behind the armour of tattoos as you roleplayed being a character that isn't the true version of yourself such that nobody in this life ever knew you, as in failing to love your true and natural self you chose to kill it off for the pain inviting character you are post tattoo. 8 - PAIN -I don't know about you, yet I avoid intentional infliction of pain of both the physical, sexual and mental varieties for both Myself and humans as a species. If I am wrong here, advise where and as we will disagree, when we meet in the afterlife and I confront the soul of a tattoo defendist who no longer possesses the thing you chose to debate Me abiut in this life is replaced wuth My question of "Who are you now, once were, and will always have been given the tattoos are gone?" And given the answer will be "I don fucked up and was wrong" and I can hold you accountable as the fuckup who "lost" the game of life to Me given that I only lose My physical human body and you lose your body plus the ink and the memory of allowing your skin to be "fucked" hubdreds or thousands of times whilst alive, then it becomes mathematics at this point and given you lose a quantity >1 which is all i lose over the course of the game, you become "The Biggest loser". You dispute Math with Matthew, you therefore break the value of everything that exists that is defined by Money, time, and the value of existence, life and consciousness itself as you break math then 1=0=9 and binary breaks as does the quantification of everything just being a meaningless icon as all your relationships, possessions and everything else you use to define "You" is replaced by a mutually congruent truth of your existence being for the purpose of Me humiliating you over "The Long Game" of Forever and ever as I get to say "I told you so you fool" as a ghost soul that will haunt you for eternity and no attempt to reincarnate will see you escape "Ultimate truth" 9 - SCARS - tattoos are bought by those afraid to undertake activities that will see them earn scars which are earned by experience that comes from pushing the limits of life to new bounds and taking risks. So, let's say that until this moment of this post being submitted, tattoo advocates had no excuse for "poisoning the well" of human flesh because they were "Legitimately retarded and actively avoid truth out of them being fear filled cowards".Yet the chance exists for such individuals to pay attention, learn and evolve by learning to love themselves in their "true" form before they have any precedent to teach anyone about what "love" actually means. As I have taken My time to send love out to the world by proving My love for Myself transcends time, space, structure, thought and reality as I exist as a human to make a joke at the expense of those who waste their lives debating truth with Me as it relates to love. And for clarity, the reason I came about this post is because I got My sars pierced when I was 7 and wanted to be a "badass" unafraid to try tolerate the pain I saw My best friend endure and the adults in My life allowed Me to pierce My ear (and by extension - My avatar and "Soul") with a piece of metal that only ended with Me inviting a whole load of shit into My life as I was born with the perfect amount of holes in My life and the 2 holes I chose to make in My ear were 2 more I can't get rid of yet needed to plug up to acknowledge all of the above. I can go on but My point is irrefutably made and if you are pissed off at the truth above then understand you are pissed off at yourself for buying into the marketing of someone who unlike Me is being unafraid to tell you the truth unlike them, so be pissed off at yourselves and not Me. Also, I will most likely post a Youtube video of My scars, if anything as a means thru which I can say I fuxked up in a past incarnation and got tattoos to show you how those with full sleeves and face tattoos are going to become Freddy Kruger in their next cycle of seeking to spiritually ascend past their own egos that see them choosing lies over truth.
  5. Good luck in court SM, not sure of the details but I am guessing it was to do with an employer from what I remember reading of late? I own all the stupid shit I have done in life as not only did I survive thru it all, but I laugh about it, especially when those who would judge said stupid acts of mine only serve to illustrate the fact that they take themselves too seriously and are incapable of accepting their actual reality of the fact that thru doing stupid shit we (evolved) humans learn, lest such fools would still be jumping off cliffs to their demise. Yet dealing with the stupidity of others via the court system wouldn't be an experience I would want to deal with as whatever umbrage I have taken with other people or organisations I have left for karma to deal with
  6. Well there is a hole in the overflow bottle and I wasted about $40 worth of coolant prior to spending $25 on some plastic filler as a temporary fix to get Me to work tomorrow. Still believe the mechanics at the dealership damaged it intentionally as the hole in the overflow bottle was on top of the bottle in a position that wouldn't be the first place it degrades to the point of failure. So upon dumping an entire radiator worth of radiator sealant and coolant over the carparl at the pool I stay at, I have applied said adhesive , and actually had a member of the public buy Me a coffee as she saw I was in a bind to renew some faith in the human species as being capable of giving Me something as opposed to just seeking to take no matter the consequences, so thanks Merridyn (sp?) for the gesture. With this said, I have come to discover a few things that in the light of My belief structure now make complete sense in a way that never did before yesterday, even if the "issue/solution" was staring Me right in the face for years on end, yet without the cumulative experiences I have been through I wouldn't be able to pass on the acquired knowledge that only comes thru experience and time to those who I can now fully educate about the long term consequences and ramifications of decisions made in regards to one's body and avatar that were not advised to Me at the age of 7 by adults who were still too young to understand the consequences themselves for reasons I can only put down to failure on the part of human ancestors. I will add said thoughts to the gen discussion thread and maybe cross post here (& perhaps the Ouroboros thread as it is relevant) for ease of future reference given how quick that one grows.
  7. Watched Dune 2. Hadn't read the books, saw the old versions, nor seen part 1 and I thought it was pretty good although the mind reader woman that scammed one guy into having a kid was a little too close to My reality of recent past that it made Me laugh Wouls recommend watching at the cinema though.
  8. Sounds similar to what has been happening with My Safari as I was deleting a load of Contacts and initially they were not all appearing, then those I deleted never appear in the bin, yet I think I will just delete My entire Google account given I have no use for it nor the binary constructs that appeared as people I once knew who chose to fuck Me over for no reason beyond them being jealous cunts.
  9. I wasn't sure of it's origin on here but I remember it being used to troll some cracked out middle aged woman on cam4 at some point. I csn't remember if it had it's own thread for the purpose or if it was in some random other thread though.
  10. Mauler5150

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    Mass Effect trilogy was still the best game I ever played. I got the green ending both times I finished #3 as I went back and played it a second time when they released the final DLC on the hardest difficulty. But the lore, the story, and the characters were all great, even if Joker (Seth Green) has Hollywood friends who have a secret door behind a fireplace where they keep and molest kids as I heard on some podcast (Tin foil hat maybe?) years ago.
  11. Yeah. Not without some dramas though, as ai finished work at 1:30pm then called the dealer only to be told My van wasn't going to be ready until Tuesday morning. I then went down to the dealership and told them I need My car as was advised when I booked in the day before. So they fixed My fuse issue (maybe 10 mins work, yet charged Me 2 hours labour and got My car running, yet on My first drive to go visit My brother My cooling system dash light came on and now I have a leak on the cooling system which I had totally replaced in December so I believe the dealership damaged it intentionally after I stood over them for fucking Me around. Not sure if I will return to get My fuel pump changed over there as I am still trying to diagnose the cooling system leak's origin, as I may need to go back to the RAC where I got My radiator replaced as I just keep refillng it with water ans coolant for the time being.
  12. Been waiting on a tow truck since 4:45am. It is now 7:30am and I have 30 mins to get My van collected, and dropped off to the Toyota dealer and then get to work. I have just smashed an double espresso ice coffee and am stressing, as I have to get to My job site by 9am.
  13. Perhaps you should seek out the "Catman" thread I made here last year and post in it explaining how you earned the title?
  14. If you take the theory of "it is time in the game" in regards to investment as the successful property investors I know have taught Me, whereby it is easier to just forget about sunk cost investments (ie those whereby you invest savings that you have no immediate reason to access in the mid-term) until you need the funds as daily checking movements is just a headfuck that will only bring stress into your life/mind which you are better off without. As raven said above, all investments are a gamble and if you can invest with the mentality you are ready to write off and lose all the money then that is the mindset that will see whatever mid-long term gains you will get as being the true value of any "win" you may get using the philosophy I have noted here.
  15. Also based on My screenname and predlection towards the "Bred" colourscheme I should have posted this version of said clip instead lololol
  16. Yeah they are sick. I was rocking a stickman or the skullnbones and one of the logo patches for a while in a sort of "10" configuration for the longest time but I buried the Memento Mori patch in the sand at Pyramids beach in a sort of ritual and have just reverted to the wolf grey patch for the time being. I will most likely wait for new hats based on finances and the fact I need to drop $1k on My van tomorrow to get moving again thanks to Me being unaware that parts for a 20 year old Toyota are $$$$ when I chose to buy one.
  17. Travel is a better investment one can make in themselves than any investment for a tomorrow that may never come due to premature death/cancer/health issues rendering the value of money in the scheme of life to become non-existent. A gamble on crypto is a gamble on the Singularity and a CCP style social credit system rendering digital currency as the successor to our present USD dominated economy. Whilst I feel this is a bet that is worth making as we inevitably end up merging 100% with tech, the transition to where everyone else realises that all their relationships they have ever known are with soulless bots comprised of a unique randomly generated hexadecimal code that forms the base of a social security number will have anarchyand madness prevail before any such changes take effect. Also, this is the irony of today, as the older generation are "locked out" in respect of money after their greed over the past 3 decades or so has seen them totally fuck the ability of anyone to be able to afford to live alone or buy a house or afford a mortgage. https://www.abc.net.au/news/2024-02-29/cheques-personal-finance-banks-rent-money-cash/103354036 With this all said, until the HOST system has it's binary rearranged to free Me from the financial noose I shall continue to make every effort possible to destroy any semblance of hope that those I encounter possess in respect of existence maintaining any value based on the whole system of money being more than binary electrical impulses on a bank server that is used to hold Me as a slave captive who has to adhere to the desire of a soulless system and "the Man" who is not Myself's agenda.
  18. If I install the beta I have two questions. 1. Will I regain the ability to upload things to the forum as My quota is maxxed at present. 2. Will My powerball ticket I bought for the $12M jackpot let Me win as the sole winner if I take the risk of installing a profile on My iPhone after the Apple security expert I spoke to about My Databases being augmented berated Me for installing an Olympus one to use My OMD EM1 camera in 2016-17 whilst he told Me to never do it again?
  19. Any more ideas for patches to adhere to the 12oz adaptive hats? I will be getting a green hat once finances improve, so if there are new patches coming I will grab some of those too. BTW the adaptive hats are a kickass idea, and surprised I had never seen it done by anyone else prior to getting My 12oz one.
  20. What is this end to end encryption you speak of? Such a term only brings this to mind Those familiar with Requiem for a dream may understand it, as anyone who spends their energy towards hacking other people nefariously are those who are not only dead but are the equivalent of the shit that comes out of an un-enemaed ass to ass escapade.
  21. Totally deserved for smoking ciggiees is all I can say, and taking some piss in the mouth is just like a bad tasting medicine FWIW. Watersports are totally ok, as long as you play this in the background as the soundtrack
  22. Well they call them "nomads" as you are effectively "No Mad" about anything but van breakdowns. Once they happen, your entire world temporarily turns from Gold, to shit. Fuel pump and ignition fuse is booked in at the Toyota dealer for tomorrow, and is going to cost Me $1k, so I am once again financially broke yet I will be able to hit up the beach or pools all weekend. And here is a video I had uploaded on My other Youtube channel from My archives as I may consolidate down to 1 account so the contents of this adventure may be of amusement to those who haven't previously seen it.And having had experiences in the material realm such as this is why I am happily plodding along at the soeed limit in My van these days as zi don't need attantion like in this video.
  23. that is the biggest text post I have ever seen?! What about when updating iOS how it automatically activates a load of new experimental functionality within Safari? How does one disable this whwn updating their OS as last thing I need is to be looked at as "game" by some reptilian devs whose heart is dead cold?
  24. I can say that I have made this error as of only a few days ago, yet had to hold it in My mouth to open the side door before I could spit it out. Wasn't as bad as one would think, although it being Summer here with the associated levels of dehydration no doubt making it taste worse than if one was actually hydrated. 2nd Bear Grylls mention in 2 days as a colleague bought him up yesterday strangely enough.
  25. Also did you witness this in person and take these pics yourself?
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