people fall into 3 catagories: friends, aquaintances, and people you party with. for 4 and a half months i have been trying to date a true friend that used to date my best friend. I am so torn up over this shit. On friday she finally said "i love you" which i thought was our final obstical. i was wrong. sunday was the second time me, her and my best friend were in the same room together and it was only akward for me as they had gotten over their animosity like when i told him we were fucking. He cheated on her and was and is living with this bitch that he cheated with. they(my friends) were broke up at the time and i love her more than him. she loves him more than me. I guess that was 3rd time. the first time they fought like they just broke up. I was living on the streets and she told me I wasn't allowed to do that so i had to stay with her. My thoughts are so jumbled right no and i apologize for rambling. I am coming to the question in round about way. Our dating was tottally her idera. the whole time her and my friend were dating, the thought of fucking her never crossed my mind. on 9/10/04 she asks me to to date her and i think about it for a minute and aghree. i don't have a lot of women knocking at my door plus i sincerely care abut her and she can't live alone just like me so why not? fuck it. the story is making no sense so on to the questions.
Having put this much effort into it, is it worth waiting for?
Should I try to maintain the friendship knowing it will never go father even though i want it so so bad?
this was the first time i saw my best friend thatt he wasn't mad and I'll see him periodically and she is weird about it i guess the question is do i try to date her like i have been, hoping she comes around, do i tell her to fuck off? have i been used? is love worth the pain especially when it is not mutual? At least she did not lie to me like most bitches. she will go painting with me in the snow and not bitch so throw that into the euation and any feedback is appreciated. it mostly means you are as fucked up as i am, being able to comprehend my rambling thoughts. 12 oz ruls. this thread rules.