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  1. thanks guys and gals. i'll take whatever consolation i can get, even it is from total strangers online :sigh: so tell me this... what does it mean when said male text-es me in the wee hours of the morning drunk? he's done this twice this weekend at 3/3:30AM; doesn't saying anying of consequence, just random stuff like, good night <insert endearment> or i'm drunk... man. this sucks. i'm an overthinker by birth. so trying to figure out what his motivations are... bleh. only way i can survive is to think he's just another player fuckin with me to make himself feel better. but the romatic in me wants to think of endless, sweet possibilities. sometimes i really do wish i was a dood. life seems so much simpler for you. signing off to yet another restless night... :n
  2. lol. you know what Glik0, you're right. more than anything, i just think we both didn't know how to handle the change... we have been close friends for over three years and never even made innuendos. so for us to become intimate... if anything, i think we are both scared we'll lose our amazing friendship. but i know we won't. we are very good friends :) i just think we both thought it would be easier than it was to be blasé about the whole situation, especially considering the distance between us... thank you all for the sweet words. you've lightened my disposition for sure. have a wonderful holiday and holla at cha later. :n p.s. one thing i have come to realize... no use in thinking of the "scenarios" cause it will just end up driving me crazy :haha: but know you all have endeared yourself to me for atleast trying to explain away an ambiguous situation. props. p.p.s. i just did my hair a week-ish ago. still trying to get use to it. lol. glad you like it!
  3. thanks for the replys all. i had a wonderful birthday weekend and am just now catching up on my eLife. where to start? iloveboxcar... however amusing your arrogance is, i hear what you are saying and will take heed. i know he doesn't think i was trying to "corner" him... but i also know he knows i wanted more :) something he cannot offer. i understand that now. i understood it before we even progressed. i just let my hopes get up once i realized he was cooler than i had thought :p seriously though... just the fact that he flew down when he had just seen me two weeks earlier.. and showered me with lovely attention got my hopes real high even when my head told me i should just think "all guys are scum" lol. and to be honest, i fooled myself into thinking i didn't like him as much as i really do. he was... is my friend, afterall! pisses me off every time i fool myself. lol. one day i'll learn, eh? i posted this at a time i was extremely contemplative about why he did what he did and did not do. now that i'm more... clear? i can SEE i can only worry about why i did what *i* did. i had fun and great enjoyment. and wishing i could have more is like trying to eat my cake and icing, too. i should just be happy with what i got, accept MY choices and move on from this learning experience... just makes it sooo hard when you transgress that ubiquitous line between friendship and lover, eh? i'm having an uncomfortable time "going back to the way it was," as he puts it :) all comes with the growing pains. thank you symbols. i didn't realize it but i really needed to "hear" that. we're so prone to think women are so emotional and men so detached... all they want is to fuck fuck fuck... so for him to not want to when i was more than willing was... yeah. who knew he could have a conscience? lol. granted, out of the four nights he was here, we were intimate seven times... fiend? lol. yo, what's up, kilo! how's the hat? ;) man, i laugh NOW thinking about where i was in life last we spoke. if you remember anything... know that i have grown alot since we have spoken :king: still alittle rocky with LOTS to learn... but know, best of all, i've learned alot about ME! it feels great, even if i stumble everywhere else. bwhahahhah. :haha: nice. <!--QuoteBegin-onesecondple@Nov 20 2004, 12:10 PM I KNOW YOU LOOPSNEW! Quoted post alot of people know me.. i'm ePOP.u.lar :haha: hey kyle. you still have the dub? i got rid of my wagen and got an R32... and lovin every minute of it :five-o: thanks again all. its good to know that its OK if i want the booty long time at my ripe old age :p :love2: oh! and for the curious... :gaga: :n
  4. i'm not :) ... for a "veteran", your response shows an astonishingly absurd amount of substance. i can see why you have over 5k posts ;) :n
  5. i haven't posted here in a while; never really even posted that much so hi again. got a question for you about sex and peaks and age and men and women. i'll be 28 tomorrow and this is alll i can think about. a few weeks ago i had a .. romantic interlude with one of my best friends... all i wanted to do was him, all weekend long. he, on the other hand, didn't. even though he just traveled over 600 miles to be with me. so... wtf?? i realize the fact the we were friends first makes it a little awkward, i mean, at one point he said he felt like he was belittling me.... ??? it was by the 3rd day that he began distancing himself, didn't even touch me that day/night. so i've been just trying to figure out if i'm a sex fiend and was expecting too much from him? or if it was something else? granted, there are waaay too many variables in this situation... i flat out asked him what was up... he said he felt smothered...??? and i'm thinking the whole time... if i was a guy that had just flown all that way for some ass that was all for the taking.... um, yeah, seems like a no-brainer to me. so i guess what i ask of you, aside from my own situation ( although your thoughts on this would be enlightening and welcomed cause i'm damn confused and could use some unbiased views/ advice) do you find that your sexual intensity is at a discord compared to your partner? does age and sex ( male/ female) have anything to do with it? what are the things i can expect to encounter in future relationships that i should be wary of in this sense? i mean, shit. i thought i was being straight forward. :sigh: so yeah... thanks. :n
  6. [1] you've basically rejected her. people cannot seem to accept rejection and thus will try to keep gaining acceptance. like a dork you schooled who'll still buy you cookies. [2] take what you said and add it to what dee said about the whole hard-to-get-thug-guy BS. again, i think it just comes back to basic human behavior. people are intrinsically drawn to danger. be it a fire or a dick head or a woman who'll fuck you over in the end. RE: relationships understand the TYPE of person you are dealing with, and most importanty, the type pf person YOU are will help in finding that perfect mesh, imo. some people can have indiscriminate sex and have a fucking purely physical release with no emotions attached to it. they could just as easily be partcipating in the world cup ( usually male). then you have those that use sex not as a physical release but as an emotional stabilizer (usually female). but that more than likley just fucks them even more cause the last thing it does is stabilze, huh? these types are the ones that have issues. be it attachment issues, abandonment, etc. not saying its all females and that men don't do the same. but its no news that women and men use and handle sex in two very distinct ways and that its the women that mostly internalize the act into something more than just physical. they have an unfortunate vice of overthinking. so you have these types, right? everyone else kinda falls in between. these are the rare breed, imo. the people that are happy with themselves and the world around them, for the most part. the ones that identify their own issues and know how to limit, or maybe i should say control, their behavior when it directly impacts another. meaning, if i know i have issues, i'll try to regulate myself, hold myself responsible for my own actions and not look for others to make me feel better. ermmm, i don't think what i just said is coming out the way i thought it but i'm a sucky typer and the thought was a bit lost by the time my fingertip hit the keyboard. heh. i guess the question to ponder is not one about others and why they act the way they do, but the one about yourself and why you act the way you do. so what's your deal? what type are you? have you even ever asked yourself that question? are you the type that always has to be in a relationship? i mean, seriously, have you ever been alone? the more i thought about it, many people i know don't know how to be alone. even if that means being stuck in a not-so-happy relationship. which makes me wonder why? and why i can. be alone that is. how does that set us two type of people apart? just because i can be alone doesn't mean i like it, but personally, i'd rather be by myself and miserably lonely then with someone else and not truly happy. i guess i just can't see why some people always have to have someone, even if it means...i dunno. maybe they're scared? sick of their own company? every choice in life is of our own making. and as sucky as love can be, its def the most amazing high. to that end, everything happens for a reason. the key is to learn from it and not let yourself become entrenched in the bitter aftermath of loved lost and ego's spent. :n
  7. Talk about a wet dream... Only one I recognize. Very well, I might add :yum: Antonio Sabato Jr. http://loopsnew.vwmafia.net/stoopid/yum/antonio2.jpg'> http://loopsnew.vwmafia.net/stoopid/yum/antonio1.jpg'>
  8. fluent pharsi broken spanish languages are fun. and i'm guessing we all learned 2nd languages by learning really naughty words and phrases. hahah. puta! :lol: :n
  9. loopsnew


    funny but not enough for its own thread so i just searched and added here. dunno why i'm explaining myself.... enjoy :lol: MORE <----
  10. loopsnew


    the best part... you read the torment of yesterday. and smile. that feels great. to know that what had once killed you just made you stronger. :n
  11. personally, i vote for a word filter so that everytime 'ola' is typed, it reads 'oye como va'. or 'buttmunch'... without ola, there would be no written word. well, atleast in india... random. i know. :n
  12. yeah? cool! small world. heh. not really. but still cool :) i don't think i'll make another one anytime soon. those jersey roads kill me. and traveling 16 hours every year has def taken its toll. bleh. and the "2-day" show was a real disappointment. you'd think they'ld do the autoX/ drag on a separate day. duh. tell me about it. only reason i haven't started a project. can't afford. and still want to learn more first. so what set-up/ ride do you have? a dub or your bro gonna mess with another civic? i still debate if i want show and go or just go once i do my project. speaking of bugs, tore up, and 'go', check this out. dunno all the specks, but you can clearly see what's so bad about it: http://durtydubs.com/gtgs/030628_dixieshow/images/DSC042811.jpg'> http://durtydubs.com/gtgs/030628_dixieshow/images/DSC04280.jpg'> when i spoke with the owner asking him when he'll be done with the body work, he said it was done :lol: def awesome! :n
  13. yum. sleeper. my friend has a b18c1 with full leather GSR interior and a/c ;) same set up as ^^ as far as aesthetics. real understated. wouldn't even know. he's only broken 13's, though. civics are def fun cars... when done right. :n p.s. greddy bo is def dope. pshoooo. pshoooo. the whole car is just... fun.
  14. one of my all-time favorite soundtracks. i could listen to fallen ( who was it again? teenage fanclub and de la soul, yeah? ) over and over and over...you get the point :) :n
  15. just 3? hmmm... 1. amélie 2. delicatessen 3. wicked city
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