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    uk wall flixs

    all viel crew, but atleast some new flicks for the thread.. all i got after my computer fucked up.
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    uk wall flixs

    I know this is mostly legals, but heres some illegals to mix it up..
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    Amsterdam..

    Could anyone point me in the direction of a vaguely decent, as in not shitty and part of a hotel or something, club/bar kind of thing around here? That doesnt play cheesy pop. Here for innovation, that doesnt start until tomorrow so need something for tonight :p
  4. Edit: Apparently phones suck at taking yard photos. Despite the flash. In other news, mftc4 rocks.
  5. Sorry.. I think I missed something.. Why is a black kid any more 'urban' than a white kid by default? And no, I'm not urban. Nor am I black.
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    So..

    edit: second thoughts
  7. Its one of those films Ive always told myself I'll see.. Yet for one reason or another never have :( Like Platoon as well.
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    So..

    Annoying this is, I know thats what I should do.. Just cut her out.. I know atleast one other girl that wants to be with me.. Thing is though, I still love her despite all this shit.. Making me a mug, quite possibly.
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    So..

    Partying would be great, saddly the industrial strength drugs they pumped me full of has ended that possiblity for atleast this weekend. Need to keep taking pills as well, as apparently if the huge gash across my wrist/tendon etc. got infected I could possibly lose the use of my hand. And that would suck. Already fucked up few days Lens, its been month+ now. But was all going good till this weekend, so I think its kinda reset the clock.
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    So..

    And that Lens, is my plan.. However I kinda fucked it up with the 4 days in hospital being an absolute mess as I had nothing else to think about. So kept telling her how much I missed her etc. etc. Thing is though, doing that is risking fucking myself up more.. and im not a gambling kinda guy.
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    So..

    Dont get me wrong, last time I punch stuff out of anger :) Hopefully anyway. But yeah, I'm kinda aware thats what I should do.. Just can't, still like her too much.. Even after that.
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    So..

    I feel unbelievably depressed even doing this, and I'm not entirely sure why I am pouring out my problems to an internet message board. I guess sometimes you just gotta talk to people disconnected from the situation, who knows.. Basicly I have just had the shittest week of my life. Yes, cry me a river. First of all I find out that my ex (of a month after 2 years) started seeing one of my good mates (I've been friends with him for 10 years) behind my back 2 weeks after we broke up. Now these two I never liked hanging around when we were going out because there seemed to be something going on, either way.. And it was one of the reasons that we broke up in the end. Either way, so they're seeing each other behind my back and lying to my face about it every single day. Only way I found out was because I suspected it and looked at his phone, messages like "oh i love you so much i had such a good time last night" yadda yadda in his sent items. I kick off, try to make it nice to him by talking.. Ok cool.. Talk to my ex, found out he lied to me again about not sleeping with her when I tried making things nice.. Beat him up. Then things get worse. After that a 4-5 hour long argument on the phone continued with my ex, the highlight of which was that I found out 2 of my close mates new about it and not only did nothing but didnt told me and also that when I'd been pouring my heart out to her when I had 2 parties last weekend just as she was leaving she went and spent the night around his afterwards, still knowing how I felt and what she said etc. This was the point in which I went mad, smashed my door and punched through a 6x6" stupidly thick glass window.. My first went through, but because the glass was so thick it cracked, let my fist through then tore it up pretty bad as it came out. I then spent 2 hours in an operating theatre and 4 days in hospital. To my ex's credit she did come visit me every day for 3-4 hours. With nothing to do but think about all above. Oh, also both of them instantly said "We wont see each other honestly well stop, we wont even talk" as soon as I kicked off.. True love for you. Either way, now I'm out of hospital with god knows how many stitches in my hand (I cut my tendon, damaged my artery etc.) and loads of my so called mates seem to be under the impression im the bad guy in this situation. Got told that I could only go to a huge party next weekend if I agree not to touch him etc.. I mean, is it just me or shouldn't my mates be a bit fucked off that one of their friends stabbed in the back so dam hard? He knew full well I still liked her a stupid amount, his lying about it proves that. Now me and my ex are trying to make up, be friends etc (why I want to be beats me, Im still obsessed with her) and her mum wont let us see each other etc. because apparently im 'dangerous'. Yet both of us want to meet up, talk things over properly and just get on and be friends if thats all we can be. Right, had to get that off my chest to someone.. Or thousands as I probably have done. Yes, for all you fags that are going to insult me for this - I am aware of the pathetic situation I am in.
  13. Anyone know where one is? I know its in the wrong place, but dont delete for a day or so because im stuck here with no paint.. Newquay cornwall.. Must be some here :-/
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