real quick one, and this shit freaks me out more than most shit. back in 95 or 96, about 5-10 of us, I don't remember the exact count, were smoking weed and drinking 40's in the homies basement, when my boy dave showed up with a hoodrat. after a bunch of young teen peer preasure, we got the bitch to get naked, but she wouldn't let us run a train. my boy dave starts fucking her in a shitty nasty basement side room, you know, the kind your parents never fucking used, light don't work, and that mattress been down there since you used to shit your drawers, dark and nasty in other words.
in the heat of the moment, this bitch moved to the main room of the basement, and fucked my boy in front of all of us. she then asked everyone to smash from the back. I was mad excited but I ended up being one of the last, if not 2nd to last. while smashing, we would walk over, hand joints, give daps, laugh in this hoes face, it was the first train I had ever been apart of, but....
when it was my turn, and I know I had at least one dude behind me, I couldn't get my dick hard. this bitch had the worst granny titties, at like 16, and mad spaghetti stomach. somehow, I had missed all this, probably because I was so excited for some reason to run a train. I was ridiculed for a long time, years. the bitch ended up having herpes after high school, and I didn't feel so bad. but I was made fun of daily for having a small limp dick and not being able to smash. did wonders for my self esteem, which I still had at the time.