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You ever have a feeling that you're going to die?

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by Scrabble, Oct 11, 2003.

  1. Scrabble

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    You ever have a feeling that you're going to die?

    Discussion started by Scrabble - Oct 11, 2003

    Its not because of a dream, its not because your sick, its not because you are in some life threatening situation. But all of a sudden you think you will die soon...

    Its going to be long and drawn out. Like I have a disease. From a problem i dont know i have yet. Im thinking hospital beds, and no pain. I dont know...Im not really taking it that seriously because i have had this kind of feeling once before, and im still alive.

    Last time i thought i was going to get hit by a truck. A dark green truck, crossing the street by the park that's near the elementary school. Everytime i was over that way i would see 3 or 4 green trucks. But it would never happen. Probably because i was looking around all the time, and running across the street. And you feel kind of invincible because you already know how you will die, so you cant die any other way. Anyone else ever have this feeling? I know im not the only one, i better not be...that would mean i have some kind of problem...
     
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  2. Tyler Durden

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    Tyler Durden - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    ehhhh mine are more like i'll be driving somewhere, and start thinking "i wonder if this is what it feels like before all those people died." referring to all the relatively nameless people in every paper in every town who die in car accidents.....just going about their business when all of the right circumstances occured and they died. its along the same lines i guess.
     
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    mr.yuck - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    Yeah, you have some kind of problem...but not because of this. I think everyday is my last day. I just know it's gonna be one of those fags i crossed when i was younger that is still ass hurt that is gonna kill me. So i speed and drink and drive and could care less cuz i know im gonna die from some one shooting me. Everyday I think about that shit.
     
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    Vanity - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    humanity can never come to grips w/ their own mortality... live the absurd life.
     
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  5. iloveboxcars

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    iloveboxcars - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    Sometimes I would rather be dead than wake up.
     
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  6. Scrabble

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    Scrabble - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    ...Oh no!
     
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    ares - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    I always used to think I was going to get shot in the back of the head walking around at night. That was back in the day, and Im sure the large population of crazy winos, drug dealers, and kids who thought they were hard didn't help.
     
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  8. taco bell bomber

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    taco bell bomber - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    every night before i go to sleep.
    nojoke.
     
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    bemflix - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    me too

    sometimes i sit and plan for the worst in everything. that way if shit does jump off i have a plan. but nothing ever does.


    but i'm ready if it does
     
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    S@T@N - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    It's weird, I have thoughts like that a lot of the time. Most of the time
    they're just farfetched.... but when shit does start happening and I put
    one together that makes good sense, I somehow feel better, like I could
    use it as an excuse to get away from the stress in my life.


    No I am not suicidal, honestly the thought does not cross my mind at all
    because it is not an option. This is just the way it is.
     
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    Back when I did meth every comedown felt like dying.
     
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    26SidedCube - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    Bingo.

    I don't really get a 'I'm about to die' feeling, but in the back of my head somewhere I'm always waiting for that ambience of walking down the street to be shattered by a car losing conrol, skipping the curb at 70 and crushing me into a store front... which I'm cool with, if I do get taken out sporratically I want it to be completely chaotic. I HOPE TO GOD I DIE IN A SUDDEN ENGINE FAILURE PLANE CRASH. Lean back, plaster a smirk on my chin, recline and wait for impact. :dazed:
     
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    AevOne718 - Replied Oct 11, 2003

    Hm... maybe you are all paranoid schizophrenics??

    I dunno. Ive accepted that humans die just like animals do. THis is because humans are animals. Ego ego ego.
     
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    Æ° - Replied Oct 12, 2003

    Sometimes I get the feeling that I can't die.
     
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    Humans that build pyramids are a little more advanced than your average animal.
     
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