iCEBERG Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 yea well i think im wierd... a little right? yea so heres the deal... i try to maintain, be a relaxed calm dude right? whose got his shit together so forth and so on do you people have wierd thoughts? i mean wierd fuckin nasty or crazy thoughts for the sake of trying not to think of that shit? say before you go to bed? for example ill want to go too sleep, if i think of one thing like say... blood, like say i saw blood today somewhere id sit there an go "ohhhh shit" then id think of lots of blood then brains n shit, or recall faces of death or something of people shot in the face etc... then ill take it to the next level right? bare with me this is when i kinda freak out, cause i try so hard not to i suck myself into disgustingness then ill apply that to a baby, a baby shot in the face ok? how about a rotton baby? that i imagine eating or something really gross like that, like rubbing my face all over it thats fuckin gross right? yea... i wonder sometimes or if im talking to my boy what if in the middle of a conversation i just spit in his face? or if were by a ledge if i just pushed him off? or i jumped off? ok... now theres two possabilities im fuckin crazy is one everybody thinks wierd shit sometimes, its a product of our enviroment is two and theres a third i forgot to mention what if im just exploring the "what ifs?" or how far my imagination runs.... oh boy cause it runs... what do you think? ill prolly think your a fuckin crazy wierdo if you can relate, even tho i, myself am the average dude, and much more luckier than most Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
High Priest Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 I have really horrible (well i suppose any one outside my head would assume so) thoughts when im with people about ways to off them. .. i also have a problem with laughing for no apparent reason, havent figured out why yet...i think its normal just no one talks about it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iCEBERG Posted April 2, 2002 Author Share Posted April 2, 2002 oh lord thank you someone else feels me for real tho i think everyones like... what the fuck? your crazy blah blah blah knowin damn well they do that shit sometimes too i know my boy used to do it to make me laugh when we played hide-n-go seek he used to say shit like "skinned and pickled penis tops" and "uteris soup" an shit an i would laugh so hard because its just plain fucking gross its a bad funny, like when someone makes fun of jesus an shit, you know its dead wrong.... but you laugh because well... its dead wrong yea but i dont think like this all the time... only sometimes... an i too have thought up about 4 fool proof not yet proven plans/ways to off people and dispose of bodies one example being that you get a walkin freezer from your boy or in someones store you know and freeze the body before you chop it up so its not so messy, makes sense right? i thought of that myself:D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ASER1NE Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 yeah i get that , but not in that greusome death way , just stupid shit about pointless irrelevant crap from my past , or stupid assinine thoughts that dont even make sense Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest railroadjerk Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 i had problems with OCD like symptoms which included thinking of bad things happening to friends and family and id have to say "NO" in my head a certain number of times. my magic number was 8 for everything, touching things a certain amount of times..etc etc it all pretty much died out after awhile, i still touch things like that but its more of a superstition now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nocalfr8tr Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 i think about living in a trainyard, or moving to the midwest, just so i can paint trains in corn fields...now thats crazy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iCEBERG Posted April 2, 2002 Author Share Posted April 2, 2002 Originally posted by railroadjerk i had problems with OCD like symptoms which included thinking of bad things happening to friends and family and id have to say "NO" in my head a certain number of times. my magic number was 8 for everything, touching things a certain amount of times..etc etc it all pretty much died out after awhile, i still touch things like that but its more of a superstition now. oh shit nuts@!# i was diagnosed with obsesive compulsive disorder! maybe thats why im a freak, except i dont have to touch stuff or say no over an over again. maybe thats where im going wrong i do stupid little shit, like fix stuff thats crooked. say if a book is on a table an its crooked, meanin the sides arent lined up with the sides of the table i feel compelled to alight it. i also chew on shit often, like straws an stuff. but i dont see how that ties into me thinking about eating dead babies an shit sometimes... ive come t the conclusion that i have what is called a "wild" imagination that just kinda builds itself offa whatever i have in m hea at the time. if im in "gross" mode lets say, for whatever reason, ill go through the grosest shit i can think of in about 15 seconds which can consist of hundreds of different scenarios and ill remember the really nasty ones i also will do it, but with hot girls. i think of just plain hot girls doing sexual shit to me or to eachother at the worst of times, because i dunno. like layin back in a dentist chair with sweat pants on.... heh ill be like "ohhh shit no no not this not now, goddamnit naked old ladies, naked old men midget sex etc..." or whatever i have to think of to not pitch a tent in public iCEBERG shrugs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
secn Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 Have you ever wondered what it would look like if your traveling at the speed of light and then you turned around to look at yourself, weird huh.Oh and its my b-day, im getting drunk!Peace! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 taking bolt cutters to a baby's jaw... most fucked up thing i had ever imagined. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 should i have not said that?:( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iCEBERG Posted April 2, 2002 Author Share Posted April 2, 2002 no it reassures me other people cant control their imagination like me ... that was a good one... im impressed Baby Puncher Oner would be a neat name now that i think of it not very original, but it is in its own way i forget the baby n microwave joke also *EDIT* this thread has had 71 reads an no replies your either lazy in denial just scour the board or lieing to yourself or are really dull i think thinkin of ways to kills babies and old people or retards is wrong, yet creative, dead wrong actually... but an unrestricted imagination, along with sending old ladies and dead babies into space an shit.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
aederone Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 now you got me thinkin about old ladies and dead babies in space...heh...thats kinda funny... i got really bored/drunk one night and found some water color paints...but everthing i drew had mass amounts of blood and guts...mostly zombie type stuff.....but that could just be my love for horror movies..... i'm gonna paint dead babies in space....ha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iCEBERG Posted April 2, 2002 Author Share Posted April 2, 2002 now thats what the fuck im talkin about, that dude right there? is uninhibitednesstionally. you should be too yea i grew up on horror movies so maybe thats why?!?! i dunn never thought of it that way, isnt this interesting *edit* oh dont forget to put the "mentally challenged" in horrible situations to push every extreme. were trying for all angles here elderly young ratarded etc... everything thats horrible lets mixe em up? say dead babies with rotting puppy corpses stuffed inside a old person? get creative hah that is horrible i should just kill myself Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
aederone Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 there's just something about a maniac with a white mask and a huge knife....or a guy that takes out an entire room of zombies with a lawn mower that gets me. i think i'm off to watch dead alive now....good day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest MATTHEW Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 I'm traumatized... Ever since I was real young, I had this thought of jumping out of an airplane with a parachute and having the chute not open. Over the years this thought has stuck with me and I have thought about it so much where it has become so realistic, I even have dreams about it. The part that gets me the most is that point where I see the ground coming at me so fast and then in seconds I come slamming into the ground at 300+ mph, smashing my body into pieces as I hit impact. fuck... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dai Posted April 2, 2002 Share Posted April 2, 2002 Originally posted by iCEBERG how about a rotton baby? that i imagine eating or something really gross like that, like rubbing my face all over it thats fuckin gross right? yea... i wonder sometimes or if im talking to my boy what if in the middle of a conversation i just spit in his face? or if were by a ledge if i just pushed him off? or i jumped off? haha it gets worse man, i know the feeling. i've felt things and dreamt things i'll never tell anyone they're so fucked up and weird. but not too long ago i had this dream that i went to this restuarant with this girl, and we walked in to sit down. and she leaned over and puked...and i stood away real quick, and then every one in the restuarant started puking everywhere. i started gettin freaked out by it so i ran around and cut everyones throat with a butter knife so they'd stop puking. after, i threw the knife on the floor and walked out. or i always have like dreams inside of dreams, and have violent ass dreams where im beatin the shit out of people and strangling them until there throats turn into mush. like sometimes i just get urges to do shit or say shit. start to think of gruesome things and cant stop thinking about it, like really sick shit you know you dont want to be thinking about. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iCEBERG Posted April 3, 2002 Author Share Posted April 3, 2002 Re: Re: weird thoughts... Originally posted by dai like sometimes i just get urges to do shit or say shit. start to think of gruesome things and cant stop thinking about it, like really sick shit you know you dont want to be thinking about. egg fucking zactly i think thats the problem right there, is its like a hole i suck myself into. the more i try not to think of this disturbing shit the more i become engulfed in the most disgusting scenarios that its so fucked up like you said, i would never tell anyone because im afraid they look at me different. or think theres something wrong with me, even tho im the average dude. i dont like nasty shit, honestly. horror movies? great those are dope... faces of death? you cant get me to watch that with a gun in my mouth i just have this subconsious urge to ruin my own day or something. ill literally be talking to a female an in my head, even though shes fine as fuck think shit like "yea you look good, but your brains allover this place would look just as gross as anyone elses" or shit like "your insides smell just as bad as mines" ahaha just to ruin my fucking conversation, its horrible, i cant stand it, but it is kinda funny, i mean really, who thinks of shit like that? im a sure a few of you do, i wish i didnt an its all cause we try so hard not to, i think if we just didnt think about it either or... we'd be better off Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted April 3, 2002 Share Posted April 3, 2002 some of the things that go through my head,while walking down the street...GTA3 doesnt help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
aederone Posted April 3, 2002 Share Posted April 3, 2002 i always think of stuff i'd like to do to my stepdad (whom i hate).... like when he falls asleep on the couch....just jab him in the neck with a fork....or punch him really hard in his nose so it breaks..... but i can't...and wont..... drunk........ehhhh...... aederalmosttoodrunktowalkoner. -i.s.c- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted April 3, 2002 Share Posted April 3, 2002 OH, GO SHOVE A DILDO UP YOUR ASS....SUCK ON YOUR MOTHERS PUSSY AND IMAGINE YOUR DADDY STICKIN HIS DICK IN YOUR MOUTH... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest THEdude Posted April 3, 2002 Share Posted April 3, 2002 Originally posted by railroadjerk i had problems with OCD like symptoms which included thinking of bad things happening to friends and family and id have to say "NO" in my head a certain number of times. my magic number was 8 for everything, touching things a certain amount of times..etc etc it all pretty much died out after awhile, i still touch things like that but its more of a superstition now. dude I got something similar I don't say NO but I count too, I always change the number yeah I also touch stuff or blink my eyes a number of times too ever sincce I can remember yo and it pisses me off Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iCEBERG Posted April 3, 2002 Author Share Posted April 3, 2002 Originally posted by willy.wonka OH, GO SHOVE A DILDO UP YOUR ASS....SUCK ON YOUR MOTHERS PUSSY AND IMAGINE YOUR DADDY STICKIN HIS DICK IN YOUR MOUTH... that was pleasant but im going for gross, and wrong so try again something along the line of suckin on dead fetuses wrapped in old uterus lining or something to that extent or dead babies with poop in their mouths where the shock factor wonka? come on! ohh boy this thread needs to be deleted Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted April 3, 2002 Share Posted April 3, 2002 posted by willy.wonka 4 hungry pitbulls and 2 babies...crying for thier mommy as she rubs blood all over the infants.. she kicks one of the infants in the face and luaghs as she walks away.. she gets butt naked and while her husband fucks her in the ass he guts her and crawls in a fetus position inside of mommy dearest. :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted April 3, 2002 Share Posted April 3, 2002 dead babies with poop in thier mouths? that is wierd... how about grabbin that halo wrapped around your head and start shaking it. this thread needs to be erased...all of it. dont forget about them pitbulls.i wont allow myself to visualize the entire thing,but...it is pretty nasty. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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