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weird thoughts...

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by iCEBERG, Apr 2, 2002.

  1. iCEBERG

    iCEBERG Senior Member

    Joined: Oct 22, 2001 Messages: 2,039 Likes Received: 0
    yea well i think im wierd... a little right?

    yea so heres the deal...

    i try to maintain, be a relaxed calm dude right? whose got his shit together so forth and so on

    do you people have wierd thoughts? i mean wierd fuckin nasty or crazy thoughts for the sake of trying not to think of that shit? say before you go to bed?

    for example ill want to go too sleep, if i think of one thing like say... blood, like say i saw blood today somewhere

    id sit there an go "ohhhh shit"

    then id think of lots of blood

    then brains n shit, or recall faces of death or something of people shot in the face etc...

    then ill take it to the next level right? bare with me this is when i kinda freak out, cause i try so hard not to i suck myself into disgustingness

    then ill apply that to a baby, a baby shot in the face ok?

    how about a rotton baby? that i imagine eating or something really gross like that, like rubbing my face all over it

    thats fuckin gross right? yea... i wonder sometimes

    or if im talking to my boy what if in the middle of a conversation i just spit in his face?

    or if were by a ledge if i just pushed him off? or i jumped off?

    ok... now theres two possabilities

    im fuckin crazy is one

    everybody thinks wierd shit sometimes, its a product of our enviroment is two

    and theres a third i forgot to mention

    what if im just exploring the "what ifs?" or how far my imagination runs.... oh boy cause it runs...

    what do you think? ill prolly think your a fuckin crazy wierdo if you can relate, even tho i, myself am the average dude, and much more luckier than most
     
  2. High Priest

    High Priest Elite Member

    Joined: Jan 1, 2002 Messages: 4,928 Likes Received: 3
    I have really horrible (well i suppose any one outside my head would assume so) thoughts when im with people about ways to off them. .. i also have a problem with laughing for no apparent reason, havent figured out why yet...i think its normal just no one talks about it.
     
  3. iCEBERG

    iCEBERG Senior Member

    Joined: Oct 22, 2001 Messages: 2,039 Likes Received: 0
    oh lord thank you someone else feels me

    for real tho i think everyones like... what the fuck? your crazy blah blah blah

    knowin damn well they do that shit sometimes too

    i know my boy used to do it to make me laugh when we played hide-n-go seek

    he used to say shit like

    "skinned and pickled penis tops"

    and "uteris soup" an shit an i would laugh so hard because its just plain fucking gross

    its a bad funny, like when someone makes fun of jesus an shit, you know its dead wrong.... but you laugh because well... its dead wrong

    yea but i dont think like this all the time... only sometimes... an i too have thought up about 4 fool proof not yet proven plans/ways to off people and dispose of bodies

    one example being that you get a walkin freezer from your boy or in someones store you know and freeze the body before you chop it up so its not so messy, makes sense right? i thought of that myself:D
     
  4. ASER1NE

    ASER1NE Veteran Member

    Joined: Oct 15, 2001 Messages: 7,578 Likes Received: 3
    yeah i get that , but not in that greusome death way , just stupid shit about pointless irrelevant crap from my past , or stupid assinine thoughts that dont even make sense
     
  5. railroadjerk

    railroadjerk Guest

    i had problems with OCD like symptoms which included thinking of bad things happening to friends and family and id have to say "NO" in my head a certain number of times. my magic number was 8 for everything, touching things a certain amount of times..etc etc

    it all pretty much died out after awhile, i still touch things like that but its more of a superstition now.
     
  6. nocalfr8tr

    nocalfr8tr Member

    Joined: Nov 29, 2001 Messages: 371 Likes Received: 0
    i think about living in a trainyard, or moving to the midwest, just so i can paint trains in corn fields...now thats crazy.
     
  7. iCEBERG

    iCEBERG Senior Member

    Joined: Oct 22, 2001 Messages: 2,039 Likes Received: 0
    oh shit [email protected]!#

    i was diagnosed with obsesive compulsive disorder!

    maybe thats why im a freak, except i dont have to touch stuff or say no over an over again. maybe thats where im going wrong

    i do stupid little shit, like fix stuff thats crooked.

    say if a book is on a table an its crooked, meanin the sides arent lined up with the sides of the table i feel compelled to alight it. i also chew on shit often, like straws an stuff.

    but i dont see how that ties into me thinking about eating dead babies an shit sometimes...

    ive come t the conclusion that i have what is called a "wild" imagination that just kinda builds itself offa whatever i have in m hea at the time.

    if im in "gross" mode lets say, for whatever reason, ill go through the grosest shit i can think of in about 15 seconds which can consist of hundreds of different scenarios and ill remember the really nasty ones

    i also will do it, but with hot girls. i think of just plain hot girls doing sexual shit to me or to eachother at the worst of times, because i dunno. like layin back in a dentist chair with sweat pants on.... heh ill be like "ohhh shit no no not this not now, goddamnit naked old ladies, naked old men midget sex etc..." or whatever i have to think of to not pitch a tent in public

    iCEBERG shrugs
     
  8. secn

    secn Junior Member

    Joined: Mar 14, 2002 Messages: 163 Likes Received: 0
    Have you ever wondered what it would look like if your traveling at the speed of light and then you turned around to look at yourself, weird huh.Oh and its my b-day, im getting drunk!Peace!
     
  9. willy.wonka

    willy.wonka Guest

    taking bolt cutters to a baby's jaw...
    most fucked up thing i had ever imagined.
     
  10. willy.wonka

    willy.wonka Guest

    should i have not said that?:(
     
  11. iCEBERG

    iCEBERG Senior Member

    Joined: Oct 22, 2001 Messages: 2,039 Likes Received: 0
    no

    it reassures me other people cant control their imagination like me

    ... that was a good one... im impressed

    Baby Puncher Oner would be a neat name now that i think of it

    not very original, but it is in its own way

    i forget the baby n microwave joke also

    *EDIT*

    this thread has had 71 reads an no replies

    your either

    lazy

    in denial

    just scour the board

    or lieing to yourself

    or are really dull

    i think thinkin of ways to kills babies and old people or retards is wrong, yet creative, dead wrong actually... but an unrestricted imagination, along with sending old ladies and dead babies into space an shit....
     
  12. aederone

    aederone Member

    Joined: Jan 17, 2002 Messages: 288 Likes Received: 0
    now you got me thinkin about old ladies and dead babies in space...heh...thats kinda funny... i got really bored/drunk one night and found some water color paints...but everthing i drew had mass amounts of blood and guts...mostly zombie type stuff.....but that could just be my love for horror movies..... i'm gonna paint dead babies in space....ha
     
  13. iCEBERG

    iCEBERG Senior Member

    Joined: Oct 22, 2001 Messages: 2,039 Likes Received: 0
    now thats what the fuck im talkin about, that dude right there? is uninhibitednesstionally. you should be too

    yea i grew up on horror movies so maybe thats why?!?! i dunn never thought of it that way, isnt this interesting

    *edit*

    oh dont forget to put the "mentally challenged" in horrible situations to push every extreme. were trying for all angles here

    elderly young ratarded etc... everything thats horrible lets mixe em up?

    say dead babies with rotting puppy corpses stuffed inside a old person?

    get creative hah that is horrible i should just kill myself
     
  14. aederone

    aederone Member

    Joined: Jan 17, 2002 Messages: 288 Likes Received: 0
    there's just something about a maniac with a white mask and a huge knife....or a guy that takes out an entire room of zombies with a lawn mower that gets me. i think i'm off to watch dead alive now....good day.
     
  15. MATTHEW

    MATTHEW Guest

    I'm traumatized...

    Ever since I was real young, I had this thought of jumping out of an airplane with a parachute and having the chute not open. Over the years this thought has stuck with me and I have thought about it so much where it has become so realistic, I even have dreams about it. The part that gets me the most is that point where I see the ground coming at me so fast and then in seconds I come slamming into the ground at 300+ mph, smashing my body into pieces as I hit impact. fuck...
     
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