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Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by GucciCondom, Jun 14, 2004.

  1. GucciCondom

    GucciCondom Veteran Member

    Joined: Jul 29, 2003 Messages: 5,558 Likes Received: 168
    Sorry but I just need somewhere to vent, nobody is awake to call and nobody is on aim.

    I'm just sitting here and I really don't know what to do with myself. I feel like just falling off the face of the planet. Things with friends have been going bad, things with girls are going bad, can't find a job, I'm broke as fuck, and to top that off I got arrested tonight so now I have to pay fines and goto alcohol classes again, and I now won't have my license for another year, which means I have no way to get to school, or a job if I can eventually find one. I have no good food to eat, and no cigarettes to smoke due to the fucking asshole cop.

    I feel all fucked up inside, I feel really depressed. I keep getting hot/cold flashes. I have a terrible headache. And I just don't know what to do anymore. I swore to myself that I would not let things get fucked up again. I was doing so good for about a year, I was pretty happy. Now all of this bullshit just seems to be falling in at the same time.

    Fuck it, I'm going to watch City Of God.
  2. iloveboxcars

    iloveboxcars 12oz Royalty

    Joined: Jul 29, 2002 Messages: 20,506 Likes Received: 450
    If it was a DUI you can get something that allows you to go directly to school/work and home.
  3. WhiteOx

    WhiteOx Elite Member

    Joined: Sep 4, 2003 Messages: 3,691 Likes Received: 0
    get back in the saddle lad
  4. High Priest

    High Priest Elite Member

    Joined: Jan 1, 2002 Messages: 4,928 Likes Received: 4
    I think, at one point of another we all go through something similer to this.. and it does pass.. but i do understand where your coming from, and i think its important that you know that your not alone in the feeling of dropping off the face of the earth.

    Im struggling with an art carreer, i cant afford car insurance. I cant drive because even gas is a bit to pricey to be worked into my monthly budget. Im low on art supplys. Ive got a broken elbow so i cant draw currently, and to top it off fathers day is coming up and ive got a slew of issues i get to deal with that are directly linked to this "holiday".

    But as shitty as those things are, i know things are going to even out and get better.. and i would imagine the same thing go's for your situation. Im currently tired, and all in all i think my little opus here has gone on long enough.. but try and remember, even the worst day of being alive is better then the best day of being dead.

    (That had to be the worst euphamism ive ever used. ever... in fact, was it even a euphamism?)
  5. Lil Bro G

    Lil Bro G Junior Member

    Joined: Sep 30, 2002 Messages: 102 Likes Received: 0
    hang in there dude shit will work out
  6. cloner

    cloner Senior Member

    Joined: Mar 29, 2004 Messages: 1,717 Likes Received: 0
    shit happens man, what more can you do?
  7. CinchedWaist

    CinchedWaist Elite Member

    Joined: Sep 11, 2003 Messages: 2,691 Likes Received: 1
    life is a whole series of highs and lows.
    you just gotta cope.
    without the bad we wouldn't have the good.

    but my dad pissed me off last night.
    thats the one thing i'm angry about today.
    and the fact that the damn monkeys didn't do shit at the zoo.
    what the fuck am i going to put in my paper if they didn't do shit for 6 hours??
    vent, fuckers.

    DR+DELUSION Member

    Joined: Apr 6, 2004 Messages: 472 Likes Received: 3
    haha alcohol classes are fun. when i was at loyola i had to go to group counseling after i passed out on the floor in the lobby for like the 5th time and the nurse in my building thought i was dead (too bad it wasn't solely alcohol, but hey you can't expect those fat dumb H.A. girls to know too much.) so yeah the guy who ran the meetings/ "counseled" us was this nerdy pushover intern or something and we alkies just cut up and dominated and made fun of him and it was smashing. but then i got fined $100 for missing just one meeting. boo.
  9. S@T@N

    [email protected]@N Senior Member

    Joined: Sep 15, 2002 Messages: 1,998 Likes Received: 0
    Hang tight homey. Just don't let this shit stop you from getting to school,
    even if it means bumming rides constantly.
  10. <KEY3>

    <KEY3> Veteran Member

    Joined: Mar 24, 2004 Messages: 6,878 Likes Received: 2
    city Of God was a great flick.

    I wish I had watched it in the theatre months ago.
  11. Devilush

    Devilush 12oz Legend

    Joined: Feb 1, 2001 Messages: 17,035 Likes Received: 3
    c'est la vie.

    serious. if you cant cope with it right now, how are you going to cope as an adult where all your problems are much more important?

    buck up and get ready for the time of your life.
  12. Despite what I may lead others to believe, today is the first day I have felt truly optimistic about things.
  13. <KEY3>

    <KEY3> Veteran Member

    Joined: Mar 24, 2004 Messages: 6,878 Likes Received: 2
    that's good to hear mamski. *that you feel positive today

    I'm not sure why but I've been in a super consolidation mode lately.
    not really sure why.

  14. GnomeToys

    GnomeToys Elite Member

    Joined: Jun 24, 2003 Messages: 2,616 Likes Received: 4
    I had fun at alcohol classes. At the last ones I had to take, they passed around a sheet to fill out that had the question: "How has your arrest affected your drinking habits?". I answered, "I have quit drinking alcohol, because although it is legal, police are out to make money. Instead I now abuse illegal drugs that are harder to test for on the spot and harder to notice by the untrained police."

    Unfortunately the instructor never collected those. I wasn't too concerned because it was a joke, anyway.
  15. T=E=A=S=E

    T=E=A=S=E Elite Member

    Joined: Mar 27, 2004 Messages: 3,271 Likes Received: 0

    you have one of the freshest names on 12oz. that alone should be enough to get you through. :lol:

    naw, hang in there homie, even though you got arrested, from what you said in another thread... youre young right?

    if thats the case, especially under 18, unless this is like your second or third time (which, if it is, youre an idiot and should stop breaking the law! asssssssshole. :lol: ) but if its only your first time being busted, the fines and punishment shouldnt be that bad. (depending on where you live and what you got busted hitting i guess).

    other than that b, fuck friends, fuck girls to, and do you for awhile. get a damn job, make that money, further your education, etc etc etc.

    my life was heading towards the gutter faster than shit flushes down a toilet, and then i got a job finally (although it was through a hook up that my dad knew about) but i got a job, (and its hard as fuck considering all the things we have to do and deal with) but like i said, i got it, ive stuck with it, and thanks to my job, ive gotten a new car (1995) and tons of other shit ive wanted over the time i didnt have a job, i kinda got a girlfriend right now, got my first tattoo, ive been eating good, etc... all because i got my ass back in gear and went to work.

    so thats what i recommend you do homie.

    holler on aim if you wanna talk, i love hearing about other peoples miserable lives. makes me feel better. (i been there to though, so...)


    ibteaser = aimola