oneeightyone Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 So it's about 2:30 am, im covered in grease, im pretty sure my car will need major money put in to repair it. it's about midnight and i am feeling pretty low, today for some reason made me feel down in life, like when you like a girl and you feel inadequate, well that same feeling, plus the one for the girl, but for your entire life, x3. so i go out for some ice cream and orange juice, because i think it'll make me feel better. i get it, im driving back home when i hear my tire die on me, my tire is dead, so i pull over try to change it but realize i have no spare. so here i am at 1am in a dark parking lot by the woods and i dont have anybody. i cant call anybody because for one, all my friends for some reason have scrambled in the past 6 months. i start looking for a 7-11 to get some tire in a can and finally find one, then it starts to rain. so im walking back to my car in this deserted parking lot where my car is to put this fucking can into the tire. here i am, depressed already, trying to fix this, i bought two, i unloaded both of them only to realize the tire is off the wheel and it's a big waste of money. so there i am, with nobody to help me. alone, and my cell phone battery is about to die. it seems that ive stretched my hand out to a million people, even at this time of the night/ day, if someone called me, i wouldnt leave them hanging. so i look on my list and nobody. nobody is there to help. so i say fuck-it, jump in my car and drive home on a busted tire, my tire is probably shot to fuck, maybe the wheel is dented now. i dont care. im pissed, and sad at the same time. pretty much after all that rambling of my shitty night, i feel that i am too good for my own good, i try to help everyone out, but when i need it nobody is there for me. like i cant take care of myself, that i dont do things for myself as much as for other people. i dont know how to change it, nor do i know if i need to change it. i like to help people but when nobody is there for you, then that diminishes your perspective on what good can do. oh, and i locked the keys inside the car afterwards. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Grimes Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 damn man,hope things will get better,keep your head up Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
firsttake Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 maybe you should go live in new york with hesh and them Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr. Peanut Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 i hear ya brother. i often go out of my way to help people out, then end up being taken advantage of. fuck it though. it doesn't do any good to dwell on shit like that. don't worry about changing yourself. just know you're a good person and fuck the rest. sounds like one shitty day though. life seems to go lke that sometimes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mackfatsoe Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 damn. i feel the same way right now. except nothing happened to me today. sleep it off. im gonna go read a book. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
I.C.Shadow Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 i feel the same way man, hope you feel better. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dr. Dazzle Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 Sounds like one of those days.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
droptheknife Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 I gave up trying to help people a long time ago. They just take what they can get and fuck off. Then when it comes to re-paying the favour its all such a big effort for them. Look out for number one mate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest sneak Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 Originally posted by oneeightyone@May 31 2005, 06:39 AM oh, and i locked the keys inside the car afterwards. Quoted post sods laws. looking out for others is all good. it is a nice thing to do, and not everyone takes you for granted... ...but still, people always forget to look out for themselves, if you get me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hopeizm Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 Originally posted by Mr. Peanut@May 31 2005, 07:02 AM i hear ya brother. i often go out of my way to help people out, then end up being taken advantage of. fuck it though. it doesn't do any good to dwell on shit like that. don't worry about changing yourself. just know you're a good person and fuck the rest. sounds like one shitty day though. life seems to go lke that sometimes. Quoted post Best advice here, the world has a funny way of dealing with people and everyone gets back what they put in.... good and bad, one day you'll get your good........ keep your head up matey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Rage- Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 Hey man, sorry you had a bad time. Sorry I didn't get a chance to reply to your e-mail in time. Hope you found something to do in the city. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gunm Posted May 31, 2005 Share Posted May 31, 2005 the hour before dawn is always darkest Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
oneeightyone Posted May 31, 2005 Author Share Posted May 31, 2005 Originally posted by -Rage-@May 31 2005, 10:24 AM Hey man, sorry you had a bad time. Sorry I didn't get a chance to reply to your e-mail in time. Hope you found something to do in the city. Quoted post yea, no problem, i went up there on a whim but next time ill hit you up well before the day tha ti actually go. i got into a gang of shit, first and probably the last time i ever try moonshine. rarebreed is an okay place, too bad it was closed. and LENS, yea it is. today im in full effect about to get a show at a gallery. lifes a bitch sometimes but you just gotta rough it out and keep on playing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
villain Posted June 1, 2005 Share Posted June 1, 2005 Damn yo... Hey why didn't you call me? I was lying in bed, and unbeknownst to me, I was catching a cold from the draft through my window. Maybe I wouldn't have this cold now. You coulda put your tire back on the wheel with a flathead screwdriver or something... but that fixaflat only works for really small holes. Hope things are better for ya now... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poop Man Bob Posted June 1, 2005 Share Posted June 1, 2005 I'm sorry man. Not knowing your full situation, and based on just what you typed, the problem may be with the people with whom you're associating - not yourself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fatbastard Posted June 1, 2005 Share Posted June 1, 2005 ^ Ha! Seems to me he's interacting with a type of person known as the human race, majority of them are like that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dumy Posted June 1, 2005 Share Posted June 1, 2005 yeah, a lot of people are assholes and will take advantage of you with every chance they get, and some are genuinely good people with someone worthwhile to contribute..just remember that, try to give most people the benefit of the doubt, and when/if they fuck you over take it with a grain of salt and when they help you out appreciate it for what it is and you should be alright... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mr.yuck Posted June 1, 2005 Share Posted June 1, 2005 I stopped helping people along time ago and addopted the phrase "That doesn't sound like a yuck kind of problem." So far things have been working out great. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarcasm Posted June 1, 2005 Share Posted June 1, 2005 Originally posted by droptheknife@May 31 2005, 12:17 PM Look out for number one mate. Quoted post Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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