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Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by Flat, Nov 10, 2005.

  1. Flat

    Flat New Jack

    Joined: Oct 10, 2001 Messages: 26 Likes Received: 0
    I feel unbelievably depressed even doing this, and I'm not entirely sure why I am pouring out my problems to an internet message board. I guess sometimes you just gotta talk to people disconnected from the situation, who knows..

    Basicly I have just had the shittest week of my life. Yes, cry me a river.

    First of all I find out that my ex (of a month after 2 years) started seeing one of my good mates (I've been friends with him for 10 years) behind my back 2 weeks after we broke up. Now these two I never liked hanging around when we were going out because there seemed to be something going on, either way.. And it was one of the reasons that we broke up in the end. Either way, so they're seeing each other behind my back and lying to my face about it every single day. Only way I found out was because I suspected it and looked at his phone, messages like "oh i love you so much i had such a good time last night" yadda yadda in his sent items. I kick off, try to make it nice to him by talking.. Ok cool.. Talk to my ex, found out he lied to me again about not sleeping with her when I tried making things nice.. Beat him up. Then things get worse.

    After that a 4-5 hour long argument on the phone continued with my ex, the highlight of which was that I found out 2 of my close mates new about it and not only did nothing but didnt told me and also that when I'd been pouring my heart out to her when I had 2 parties last weekend just as she was leaving she went and spent the night around his afterwards, still knowing how I felt and what she said etc. This was the point in which I went mad, smashed my door and punched through a 6x6" stupidly thick glass window.. My first went through, but because the glass was so thick it cracked, let my fist through then tore it up pretty bad as it came out. I then spent 2 hours in an operating theatre and 4 days in hospital. To my ex's credit she did come visit me every day for 3-4 hours.

    With nothing to do but think about all above.
    Oh, also both of them instantly said "We wont see each other honestly well stop, we wont even talk" as soon as I kicked off.. True love for you.

    Either way, now I'm out of hospital with god knows how many stitches in my hand (I cut my tendon, damaged my artery etc.) and loads of my so called mates seem to be under the impression im the bad guy in this situation. Got told that I could only go to a huge party next weekend if I agree not to touch him etc..

    I mean, is it just me or shouldn't my mates be a bit fucked off that one of their friends stabbed in the back so dam hard? He knew full well I still liked her a stupid amount, his lying about it proves that.

    Now me and my ex are trying to make up, be friends etc (why I want to be beats me, Im still obsessed with her) and her mum wont let us see each other etc. because apparently im 'dangerous'. Yet both of us want to meet up, talk things over properly and just get on and be friends if thats all we can be.

    Right, had to get that off my chest to someone.. Or thousands as I probably have done. Yes, for all you fags that are going to insult me for this - I am aware of the pathetic situation I am in.
  2. Abracadabra

    Abracadabra Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Dec 28, 2001 Messages: 22,906 Likes Received: 113
    punching stuff helps huh?


    cut the bitch off. don't be "friends" (who the hell stays friends with their ex's anyway?). you're not getting any more pussy off her, so move on. your friends don't sound like friends worth having, so cut them off too.

    move on with your life, curb the teenage agression, and quit being such a whiney pussy
  3. 2 blaazed

    2 blaazed New Jack

    Joined: Jun 28, 2002 Messages: 0 Likes Received: 3
    just punching shit and fucking your hand up doesnt help shit but makes your lines shakier when you paint.trust me ive done it way too many times. as for your friend fucking your girl,you cant be too mad at your boy. its a girl bro, they come and go. it wont be the first it wont be the last. just move on from it and have the satifaction of knowing any guy after you.including your friend is basically kissing your ballsack everytime they make out with her
  4. Flat

    Flat New Jack

    Joined: Oct 10, 2001 Messages: 26 Likes Received: 0
    Dont get me wrong, last time I punch stuff out of anger :) Hopefully anyway.

    But yeah, I'm kinda aware thats what I should do.. Just can't, still like her too much.. Even after that.
  5. Abracadabra

    Abracadabra Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Dec 28, 2001 Messages: 22,906 Likes Received: 113
    keeping her around is only going to fuck up your head more. just cut her off and be done with it. you'll get over it
  6. Gunm

    Gunm Banned

    Joined: Aug 31, 2003 Messages: 12,427 Likes Received: 2
    welcome to my world

    the best thing you can do is pick yourself up and enjoy your life. if there's anything you can do, it would be to have a great time, meet new women and party/

    Trust me on this. My gf of 6 years broke up with me to date some coked out asshole in a rock band and of course, i knew the guy and he knew me but didn't seem to give a fuck and dated her anyway.

    Any guy worth his salt has dealt with this problem.

    Anyway, your girl won't want you back unless you show her that you're worth something, that you're mysterious, hard to get, etc.....This means not moping like a bitch, camping out on her lawn, feeling like a sorry bitch for yourself, taking her calls for a while, not talking to her, being deliberately vague when she asks what you have been doing lately....it'll drive her nuts. Give her occasional tastes of your company but even then, be aloof, act like you car just a tad but don't be a total dick...it's a fine line you've gotta play.

    Most of all, don't react when you see your buddy if she is with him. if you beat down homie with her there, you will look like a psychotic caveman and buddy getting the beatdown will become all the more attractive.....don't ask me why this is.....it just is young one. however, if you catch him on his own....it's all you.

    I played it successfully, got my girl back and I owe it all to the Lens Plan.

    And if anyone asks, tell them you fucked up your hand jerking off
  7. guerillaeye

    guerillaeye Senior Member

    Joined: Jul 13, 2005 Messages: 1,473 Likes Received: 0
    tell her the only way she can make it right is by having one of her girl friends over for a threesome.... if she can be cool with watching you fuck one of her friends, then you can be too. its poetic justice.
  8. Flat

    Flat New Jack

    Joined: Oct 10, 2001 Messages: 26 Likes Received: 0
    And that Lens, is my plan.. However I kinda fucked it up with the 4 days in hospital being an absolute mess as I had nothing else to think about. So kept telling her how much I missed her etc. etc.

    Thing is though, doing that is risking fucking myself up more.. and im not a gambling kinda guy.
  9. sarcasm

    sarcasm Elite Member

    Joined: Oct 30, 2003 Messages: 3,352 Likes Received: 35
    everything i was going to say, has been stated.

    and as for a shitty week, i've had bad gas/diarreah(sp?)/weak stomach/stomaches/a fucking hemeroid/a failed exam/a upcomming exam under my belt.

    but it's okay, i'm not going to die.
  10. Gunm

    Gunm Banned

    Joined: Aug 31, 2003 Messages: 12,427 Likes Received: 2
    well, you are allowed a few days to pine and whine and bitch but that's all......

    after that first few days, sew your shit up and implement the Lens Plan

    shit, I recall a time when there were maybe three to four of these threads a week
  11. Skilla54

    Skilla54 Senior Member

    Joined: May 16, 2005 Messages: 2,230 Likes Received: 9
    girls always want to be friends afterwords.. fuck that unless thier fuck buddies.. and even then theyre still on the same bullshit and all the same stupid bullshit problems still exist.. as said before, party..
  12. Flat

    Flat New Jack

    Joined: Oct 10, 2001 Messages: 26 Likes Received: 0
    Partying would be great, saddly the industrial strength drugs they pumped me full of has ended that possiblity for atleast this weekend. Need to keep taking pills as well, as apparently if the huge gash across my wrist/tendon etc. got infected I could possibly lose the use of my hand. And that would suck.

    Already fucked up few days Lens, its been month+ now. But was all going good till this weekend, so I think its kinda reset the clock.

    THANKYOU Elite Member

    Joined: Sep 4, 2005 Messages: 2,772 Likes Received: 21
    yo man that sucks...

    i say: stab your friend who took your chick. then get your chick pregnant and kick her in the stomach causing a miscarriage, and then tell her you have aids as youre walking into the sunset and deleting her from your celly.
  14. Dick Quickwood

    Dick Quickwood 12oz Loyalist

    Joined: Aug 25, 2002 Messages: 14,783 Likes Received: 14
    sounds like some of your mates are not really your mates
  15. fatalist

    fatalist Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Mar 10, 2004 Messages: 6,354 Likes Received: 25
    your situation with her will never be happy. sorry its done, you need to move on.