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people committing suicide.

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by BoB Hope ONER, Apr 10, 2001.

  1. BoB Hope ONER

    BoB Hope ONER Elite Member

    Joined: Jun 23, 2000 Messages: 3,162 Likes Received: 0
    i just heard that a good friend of mines ex just killed himself. it really hit me. ive never even met the guy. Ive been going through alot lately.. and for some reason.. instead of feeling pain and sadness... ive been feeling like ive just been arrested.. or that nautious nervousness when you know they are coming to get you..

    is this the cliche broken heart? i felt like this until i heard about this guy dying.. i guess im just trying to put things into context.

    I dont really know what to say to my friend.. or what to do for her. she means the world to me.

    if anyone has any suggestion or stories that they think are relative and want to share id appreciate it.
  2. Step8

    Step8 Senior Member

    Joined: Nov 25, 2000 Messages: 1,366 Likes Received: 8
    a friend that i had in Junior High, hung himself like three years ago. He had a hot girl in grade 8... i was jelous. i'm indifferent to his decision to die.. i hadnt seen him since junior high graduation, so i didnt really care. He was kinda messed though, and didnt have a good family life, and he showed up drunk to that graduation.

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  3. seeking

    seeking Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: May 25, 2000 Messages: 32,277 Likes Received: 235
    god bro,... id love to help you... unfortunitly all my stories, parables and axioms deal with the idea of no-self, samsara, emptyness and the like... not the sort of shit that people care to hear in times like this... i wish you the best, death is rough for everyone involved, no matter how fringe...
  4. ORACLEone

    ORACLEone Member

    Joined: Dec 15, 2000 Messages: 894 Likes Received: 0
    i hear you trust me ive tried to kill myself multiple times but each time i tried or was about to someone interfered and without even knowing it saved my life. although death still sounds like a treasure that we all work for, the golden eternal scilence is the ultimate reward, i dont feel its my place to judge when and how im bestowed with the expellation of this shit hole. im not going to preach to you and tell you you shouldnt do it because truthfully no one really matters. straight up. our pathetic lives will be replaced in 27 seconds so what does one matter(every 27 seconds a baby is born).

    i used to be a fat tub of fuckin lard, and you skinny people have no idea how severe fat kid rage can be...i used to think about slaughtering my classmates on a regular basis, before all the school shootings. any way i worked my fat ass off by running every day and working out and now i still have a little tummy but its no giant glob of goo anymore. I did that shit I worked my ass off for this body, so i figure ive put way too much work into it to not see where a nice body gets me. AND YES YOU FUCKING PEOPLE JUDGE EVERYONE ON APPEARANCE!

    i guess what im trying to say is, if youre going to do it...do it. dont talk about it, just do it. if youre not good for you, youll be an incredably strong person for it, trust me. in life you have to go through the bowells of hell to be used as fertalizer, and eventually youll grow into roses...hopefully.

    what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, that goes for yourself as well.

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  5. seeking

    seeking Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: May 25, 2000 Messages: 32,277 Likes Received: 235
    you obviously didnt even read what dude wrote. and there is no such thing as "bestowed with the expellation" werent fat kids supposed to be smart? why the malopropisms then?
  6. Are2

    Are2 Guest

    suicide is rough..people need to be convinced that there was nothing they could have done to change things for that person..

    it wasn't her fault, or anyone elses

    he is in a better place,
    and hopefully has found what he was looking for..

    my sincerest condolences...
  7. brown twinkie

    brown twinkie Veteran Member

    Joined: Jan 6, 2001 Messages: 8,127 Likes Received: 0
    check your spelling big shot [​IMG]

    T.W.F UNABOMBER New Jack

    Joined: Aug 30, 2000 Messages: 12 Likes Received: 0
    i had to read a short story for school where this kid shot his brother with a shotgun when they when hunting on accident. he didnt cry or nothing he had no emotion cause there was nothing he could do, his brother is gone.

    ive lost a couple close and not so close to me. im about to lose someone that is very close to me. its hard especially when you never get to say goodbye. im a weak person when it comes to depression so the only way i can heal it is by stayin intoxicated.

    when im drunk i sit there with whatever im drinking by myself,spill a little , and think about those times we had and shit, its one of the only times i could laugh and think about the person.
  9. the idiot

    the idiot Senior Member

    Joined: May 5, 2000 Messages: 1,084 Likes Received: 0
    here is what you do.

    make one phonecall, and say "i am available if you need anything whatsoever"
    then, sit back and do nothing but be available. thats eally all you can do.

    often, people feel the need to rally around a person in emotional distress, in order to make them "feel better". as many of us have found, it NEVER works. especially when dealing with death. it only adds to the burden.
    death, and sudden death, bring up a spectrum of feelings that a person has never felt before. a person can not share these feelings though, because he/she doesnt even know what these feelings ARE.
    so, the best bet is to make your concern and availability known. the rest MUST be up to the person. he/she will talk when they are ready. and will be appreciative of your concern and friendship.
    trust me.
  10. fr8lover

    fr8lover Guest

    on friday a guy at the college in town jumped out of his 8th story dorm room and died during surgery to repair the injuries he sustained. a bunch of kids and police circled around and were yelling for him not to, but after about 20 minutes he jumped.

    it was only about 7 in the evening and i drove by and saw the pandemonium and the aftermath of his jumping, most of the onlookers were college kids just trying to see what was going on. what a wake up call, walking to your dorm after class only to see a human being die right in front of your eyes.

    its a big cliche, but it 'kinda puts things into perspective...'
  11. ORACLEone

    ORACLEone Member

    Joined: Dec 15, 2000 Messages: 894 Likes Received: 0
    if you would have understood what i said, "bestowed with the expellation of this shit hole" ment leaving (or being expelled from)this earth i.e. death...i made the saying up...thats what people do when they communicate...they create.i said bestowed because as i said, i believe that natural or destined death is a reward. i never said fat kids were supposed to be smart, interesting inference though thanks for the compliment. and no i dont know what malopropisms are so i should bow to your feet. enlighten me with both the definition and the correct spelling.

    and yes i did look it up....wasnt in my dictionarys (since its plural is it -ies?)

    and i did read every word the "dude" wrote, hes in a slump it happens, everyone thinks about death at one point or another in their lives, its human nature.

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  12. deamism

    deamism Member

    Joined: Jul 2, 2000 Messages: 353 Likes Received: 0
    suicide is about the only thing i've got left. thats how i've felt for the past two years of my life.. and i'm at boiling point. every day, i feel as if it would be better off spent in a dark room cutting my skin. pain is a feeling.. and one of the only ones i've got left. i'm leaving soon. veeeeery soon.

    don't feel bad because someone decided to take their life. it is completely their decision, or they wouldn't do it. i'm doing this for myself, not to prove a point.

  13. seeking

    seeking Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: May 25, 2000 Messages: 32,277 Likes Received: 235
    'expulsion' not 'expellation' am i nit-picking about stupid shit? sure. i just cant stand when people use a bunch of big words incorrectly to apear deep and intelligent. making up words also falls into that catagory. spelling errors are another issue. but whatever, this has nothing to do with anything. were sorry you got picked on. thanks for tugging my heart strings.

    he was asking for advice on how to deal with his friend who's close friend just killed himself. not him claiming he felt suicidal, nor how to talk someone out of it. advice after the fact, not a pep talk in favor of it. but thanks for your input.
  14. kid furie

    kid furie Senior Member

    Joined: Apr 25, 2000 Messages: 2,253 Likes Received: 0
    -note: this post has nothing to do with this topic-

    this is a perfect example of why we shouln't have those retarded fucking smiley faces as our automatic message icon! the topic is about suicide and that grinning piece of shit icon pops up hell of! whud da fiz-nuk! im 'bout ta knock some fronts in!

    (Are those Bugle Boy jeans you're wearin?)
    Hell nah hoe, you know they Polo's
  15. taco bell bomber

    taco bell bomber Senior Member

    Joined: Oct 2, 2000 Messages: 2,037 Likes Received: 0
    i seriously thought of killing myself after my girl broke up with me..but then i realized some things:
    1. she couldnt have been that great if she was a bitch enough to break up with me after a year
    2. for those of you that belive in god, if you were suppose to be dead od would take care of it, not you.
    3. i love graffiti and my parents to much to leave them
    those are my thoughts.
    and for you bob-perhabs bring her some flowers a copy og ghostbusters 2..and tell her to try and feel better..and like idiot said make yourself available if she needs you