2 blaazed Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 Sup peoples...im feelin good man...the last few days have been ruf...emotions i havent felt in years...reactions to situations are bad....my 3rd day here i started to detox and bugg out...i tryed fighting everyone fuckin throwin my room apart...they where cool about it though i guess they get it alot..i am still feeling wierd...like im out of place in a world i never knew exsisted...my roomate "andy" is this cool ass older man hes like 40....hes mad cool though hes from brooklyn and he runs a 4 supermarkets...hes in here for crack and herion.....his been threw this before so he has been there for me most of the time..i have just been drawing and readings and EATING!!! i still feel dirty....but then again its only been 5 days.....i still wanna sniff some lines but am realy fighting just running out that front door and getting blasted.....cocaine and ketamine are extremely addictive...and i will never take perscription pills again....i realy dont know bout herb though...i probably will still light up when i get out lol....just on a lesser scale then before.....alot of times i feel like an outer body exsperience...its like i can be sitting there readings and it just feels like my body is in full out sprint mode and everything just keeps getting farther away...its realy freaky...its happening right now as i write this....anyway im gonna surf the board say whats up to my knightbat brothers...i will keep in touch with yall.....1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest imported_Tesseract Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 First of all i wish you the best of luck and congratulate you for taking that step. However, theres a no drugtalk law around here. I understand how you need to talk about that stuff and lots of people wanna support you on your struggle so i suggest you dont get that specific in the future. I'll leave this open for now but if this evolves into a drug talking thread it gets the axe. Hope you understand, be safe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2 blaazed Posted August 13, 2004 Author Share Posted August 13, 2004 i feel u and respect that...i no its a very touchy situation...thats the last of that ull hear from me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SteveAustin Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 yo...keep it up man. glad to hear shits going well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cloner Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 hang in there bro Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
T=E=A=S=E Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 respect for trying to get help man. hope things pan out for you. that shits just not worth it. keep your head up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest imported_Tesseract Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 Originally posted by 2BLAZZED i feel u and respect that...i no its a very touchy situation...thats the last of that ull hear from me Word to that, i dont want you to disapear, just dont be so specific Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
THE CORONER Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 good fucking work man proud of ya for taking the step congrats Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fermentor666 Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 Don't listen to anyone who belittles you for being an addict. Bad habits are hard to break, stick with the rehab. (I sound like a fortune cookie.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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!@#$% Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 congrats! i wish you the best..this may be the toughest and most rewarding thing you'll ever do. i know how hard this is.. you can do it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crave Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 one day at a time, bro, one day at a time. you'll overcome this, stay positive. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Im Broke Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 good work 2blazzed. you think you will change your 12oz. s/n once you get better? because it is drug related. just a thought i had. i know when i quit smokin bud i changes my AIM s/n. good luck tho bro! KnightBats HOOOOOWOWO! (thunder cat call) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2 blaazed Posted August 13, 2004 Author Share Posted August 13, 2004 nah dog...i wouldnt change anything..it dont bother me at all that i was a addict...or what anyone has to say or think....bieng in that kind of lifestyle brought me threw so much shit and opened my eyes to lots of things in this word..and its all made me the man i am and i wouldnt change that for anythin....and ill tell anyone youngin or someone just starting in the game....yea ive been there i done that...and i did it 100x more u could ever think of....and use the wisdom that i have to better someone else life..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
villain Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 Good for you man. Stick with it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
26SidedCube Posted August 13, 2004 Share Posted August 13, 2004 Damn, how did I almost not see this. Good shit bolo, keep it up. It's good you're already starting to feel human again but you're still facing the easy part. If you come out of that bitch and go sticking (legos) up your nose again you've just wasted a whole bunch of time and energy. If you find yourself saying 'maybe just one' after you're out you'd best turn ass and haul face. Don't confuse that with negativity, I'm sure you'll have your shit on lock. Keep up the good work brethren. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Im Broke Posted August 14, 2004 Share Posted August 14, 2004 Originally posted by 2BLAZZED nah dog...i wouldnt change anything..it dont bother me at all that i was a addict...or what anyone has to say or think....bieng in that kind of lifestyle brought me threw so much shit and opened my eyes to lots of things in this word..and its all made me the man i am and i wouldnt change that for anythin....and ill tell anyone youngin or someone just starting in the game....yea ive been there i done that...and i did it 100x more u could ever think of....and use the wisdom that i have to better someone else life..... i feel ya man. i just asked because of the thred name. just a thought. keep it real tho dawg. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alure Posted August 14, 2004 Share Posted August 14, 2004 congrats 2blazzed..i know what your going through..it will be rewarding though, that shit just brings you down and rots you away you end up just being a zombie corpse..and its not very attractive either..so keep your head up..i'm proud of you..i want a picture!! haha.. take it easy;] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The BLACK Y Posted August 14, 2004 Share Posted August 14, 2004 keep strong!!! dym Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iloveboxcars Posted August 14, 2004 Share Posted August 14, 2004 I thought I already said something in this thread.. but apparently I didn't, or I'm blind. Good job at getting clean. Um, etc etc.. I mean, this is one of the few things I actually am proud of people for doing in thier life.. but I can't think of anything better to say than when you bullshit people pretending you are proud of them. so yeah, sorry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Overtime Posted August 14, 2004 Share Posted August 14, 2004 yeah, good job 2blazzed, good to hear you are doin well... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AORAone Posted August 14, 2004 Share Posted August 14, 2004 you know. ive been sitting here for almost 10 minutes. and im faced with the same problem as boxcars. your my brother blazzed, keep it straight. keep that head up. keep that faith. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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