T=E=A=S=E Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 sigh... i hate my life and myself. sike. not really but i do. split personalities like whoa. tonight i almost had to shake my moms brain dead. her ass got a little to hype over some crazy talk me and my brother were talking, talking shit to one another like brothers do, and then she went ape shit on my little bro. kicked him pretty hard in his ass and she was wearing some kinda boots or some shit. then me being the dumbass i am, said "pimp slap her brah" (brah = lil bro's name)... and said that 3 times... playing around ofcourse and while laughing because she served his ass. then she came and kicked me... (moms was on some just did her tyboe exercises for the night jackie chan mode or some shit...) and kicked me in my lower leg/ass area to... so for some reason i felt like getting crunk, and i put on my crazy face, and was flippin on her, talking about she better not kick me that hard again or ill go ape shit on her, and shake her til she's brain dead... (i be saying some wild shit when people piss me off, not cuz i mean it but to piss them off more than i am, and i always win) so yea, moms gets even more pissed off, and then my dads watching from his spot on the chair in the living room, telling everyone to be quiet and quit yelling... ect etc, and so now everyones crazy pissed off at one another, and my mom wants a divorce from my dad, and bla bla bla. and here i am, still fucking around like im a little kid in middle school, relying on my parents for everything, and i seriously am like a little sheltered kid thats scared to take on the big bad world. shits fucking pathetic. no wonder my dick's dryer than the sahara desert. i hate myself more than any of you half stepping ass niggas. f'real. :lol: swear to all my nizzles, i wish i could die for reals. the good die young yoa ming and the only think i aint seen in this mother fucker is g oh dee. holla atcha boy before i type myself to death sons. :cry2: :shook: :yuck: :( :hatred: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GLIK$ Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 yo wait, youre like 23 now and threatening to beat up your mom because she disciplines you like a 23 year old fuck up should be? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dojafx Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 closed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest im not witty Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 dude, if you wish you were dead, kill yourself. if you want to make your life better, then do it. all youre gonna get here is grief. solve your own fucking problems or start a livejournal. this is not the place. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fatalist Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 Dude, Chill out...quit hating yourself so much, shit ain't that bad...everyone hates everyone in my household to at the moment.., but don't worry man things will start getting better...quit being so dramatic nah, i disagree...i think this is the place where TEASE comes, and vents, 120z just needs to make a special thread for him Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
oneeightyone Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 dude, you never scream at your mom, or ever say your gonna do something to her...EVER. I still get into some arguments with my mother but god forbid id ever say some shit to her, maybe it's the whole white thing (not a derogatory statement it's just for some reason every white friend ive had has been raised diff. then black, spanish, asian, etc. friends) and you guys do that shit, but honestly your 23, your a grown ass man and your screaming at your mother, you buy a big fucking tv that you will have no use for other then satiating your thirst for something that your striving for but maybe you just wont attain it the way that your going, dont mean to be hard on you but damn dude, grow the fuck up. Stop hating your life, go apologize to your mother and father and tell your brother not to fuck up. Save yoru money up, get your own place finish school and get set on life, find yourself a nice lady that will accept you and stop chsing pussy since you wont get nothing from it but a small minute of bustin' a nut. dotn really know what else to say , just get your shit straight. -181. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
T=E=A=S=E Posted December 17, 2004 Author Share Posted December 17, 2004 yea, first off, id never hit my mom, for real. but i would stop her from trying to maul my ass. that shit's not happening either. i dont know. i know i need to do a lot to change my situation, but i refuse to do it for some reason. im stupid and hard headed like that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GLIK$ Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 I thought you were making bank at this new jobola? Get a one bedroom bachelorola pad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
why write? Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 but tease, how come you never moved out of your house? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
T=E=A=S=E Posted December 17, 2004 Author Share Posted December 17, 2004 word up 181, that is some white people shit about disrespecting my mom. i know that shit wouldn't fly in a black home... meaning, id get my ass beat like rodney king if i was in a black family. and it hurts me when i argue with her, but its like the saying goes, i can only hold my tongue for so long, and hold my actions back before i cant take it anymore and i got to voice my opinion or get my aggression out... which isnt right either i guess, but i dont know, just cant help that shit. i need anger management i think. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
oneeightyone Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 what gliko said, you live down in texas right. most a one bedroom can cost is what...400 - 600, your lucky you know. one bedroom where im at cost 900-1200 . There's that forever young syndrome that there was a mention about earlier this year i beleive, sometimes though dude we need to grow up to face certain consequences and situations in life instead of waiting for those situations to change us. It's a simple decision to make but it's a difficult decision to carry out sometimes. just try to make the change and go from there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nekro Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 Stop buying stupid expensive shit, pay off your loans, and get your own damn apartment. Problem solved. You have a well-paying job, just chill out with the spending for a month and move out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fatalist Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 ^^^^then quit being stupid, and hard headed, you already know what your doing wrong...straight up man....you need to start changing...coming from a girl, a man who doesn't have his shit together is so fuckin unattractive Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
T=E=A=S=E Posted December 17, 2004 Author Share Posted December 17, 2004 Originally posted by why write?@Dec 17 2004, 03:20 AM but tease, how come you never moved out of your house? Quoted post to tell you the god honest truth man, because im scared. i have little to no friends, and so my family is all i got. and if i moved out, obviously it costs more to live in a decent area, not to mention to live by yourself. which id prefer over roomates, seeings how i hate people, but for my situation, i would be much better off with others helping to pay bills. obviously. not to mention i still cant cook for shit really, which i guess isnt brain surgery so i could learn how to do that, and i also cant iron for shit, but again, practice makes perfect, so i dont really know why. bottom line is i think im scared first off, and im also scared of failure. but then again i guess i'll never know til i try. man, im frusterated. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nekro Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 To add to what fatalist said, it's unattractive coming from a man, too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
T=E=A=S=E Posted December 17, 2004 Author Share Posted December 17, 2004 Originally posted by fatalist@Dec 17 2004, 03:24 AM coming from a girl, a man who doesn't have his shit together is so fuckin unattractive Quoted post totally agree there, think ive lost a couple of dates right after i let them know i stay with my parents... :lol: gold diggers... ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nekro Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 Fucking ironing tease? That only took me like 5 shirts to learn how to do, and I'm not even asian. Hang out with your mom while she's cooking and ask her to show you how to make 5-10 of your favourite things. Write down the recipes and directions. Problem solved. You're a smart enough guy, you can swing this. Even if you do fail miserably, at least you tried. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
test pattern Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 goddamnit, man. it's like you're right on the edge of getting your shit together and you're the only one stopping yourself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duh-rye-won Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 everyone's said it. everyone's sayin it. move the fuck out. last summer i was home in new york because of SARS in hk. i had to live with my mom and dad. i have a great relationship with my parents. but living with them was fucking terrible and it was totally fucked. move. out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
T=E=A=S=E Posted December 17, 2004 Author Share Posted December 17, 2004 alright, god damnit, you guys are right. im moving the fuck out, summer of 2005. ill have my debts paid off by then, and a decent nest egg built up to move out. i will be out of my parents house for good by july 31st. the movement is coming 12ozers. i gotta give blood or something to come up with money for the internet. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fatalist Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 Originally posted by T=E=A=S=E+Dec 17 2004, 03:25 AM--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE (T=E=A=S=E - Dec 17 2004, 03:25 AM)</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteBegin-why write?@Dec 17 2004, 03:20 AM but tease, how come you never moved out of your house? Quoted post to tell you the god honest truth man, because im scared. i have little to no friends, and so my family is all i got. and if i moved out, obviously it costs more to live in a decent area, not to mention to live by yourself. which id prefer over roomates, seeings how i hate people, but for my situation, i would be much better off with others helping to pay bills. obviously. not to mention i still cant cook for shit really, which i guess isnt brain surgery so i could learn how to do that, and i also cant iron for shit, but again, practice makes perfect, so i dont really know why. bottom line is i think im scared first off, and im also scared of failure. but then again i guess i'll never know til i try. man, im frusterated. Quoted post [/b] dude, my ex was 17 when he started living on his own...he learned how to cook, and care for himself...when he went to houston he had nobody, he didn't know anyone...but he made it intill he finished school, and went back to philly... :crying: 181 is right for a one bedroom he was paying $400 dollars a month...and the apartment was nice.. TEASE i think its time to venture out on your own.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Abracadabra Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 damn tease, you're llloooooooooooooooooong overdue to be getting the fuck outta your parent's hair. move out and start taking care of yourself. be a man, not a leech Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
T=E=A=S=E Posted December 17, 2004 Author Share Posted December 17, 2004 hey mods- go delete this for me please... i posted this thread in metal heads earlier. erase what i said, and close it for a ninja please. http://www.12ozprophet.com/forum/index.php?showtopic=60980 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GLIK$ Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 how about a bet? If youre not the fuck out by july 31st, the Teaser gets condemnded.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
oneeightyone Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 Nekro your not asian but your gay. (hehehe, not an insult but that's a zinger) I got stuck on my own for a minute and learned how to make gourmet shit, i would go online at the library and just get recipes and go shopping and get the shit i needed for about a week topps. It cost less then eating out and you learn something valuable. past dude, heres a recipe Get some fettuccini, boil for about 10 -15 minutes. rinse it out when it's done, let it sit in a little bit of water with no cover for about 5 minutes if you want it to be kinda sticky. grill some chicken until it's not pink inside, cut it up. get some alfredo sauce, throw it in the microwave for about a minute, or heat it up on the stove while stirrign it. put it all together. Chicken Fettucinni Alfredo blam. just get a desire for it man, it's all about goals thats all you really need. Hope this helps and you do something about it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
T=E=A=S=E Posted December 17, 2004 Author Share Posted December 17, 2004 :shook: i dont make bets with the devil... :lol: ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Abracadabra Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 well, then make the bet with an angel (namely, me :)) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
test pattern Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 down here in houston, right off montrose, there are awesome apartments for only, like, 450 a month. maybe they're even less. that's utilities included. of course, that's down here in houston. austin is much nicer. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dick Quickwood Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 how about get a roommate(s), it will be cheaper, and being in an apartment by yourself will probably be boring Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Overtime Posted December 17, 2004 Share Posted December 17, 2004 damnit tease....damnit... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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