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MY LIFEola.

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by T=E=A=S=E, Dec 16, 2004.

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  1. T=E=A=S=E

    T=E=A=S=E 12oz Elite Member

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    MY LIFEola.

    Discussion started by T=E=A=S=E - Dec 16, 2004

    sigh... i hate my life and myself. sike. not really but i do. split personalities like whoa.

    tonight i almost had to shake my moms brain dead. her ass got a little to hype over some crazy talk me and my brother were talking, talking shit to one another like brothers do, and then she went ape shit on my little bro. kicked him pretty hard in his ass and she was wearing some kinda boots or some shit.

    then me being the dumbass i am, said "pimp slap her brah" (brah = lil bro's name)... and said that 3 times... playing around ofcourse and while laughing because she served his ass.

    then she came and kicked me... (moms was on some just did her tyboe exercises for the night jackie chan mode or some shit...) and kicked me in my lower leg/ass area to...

    so for some reason i felt like getting crunk, and i put on my crazy face, and was flippin on her, talking about she better not kick me that hard again or ill go ape shit on her, and shake her til she's brain dead... (i be saying some wild shit when people piss me off, not cuz i mean it but to piss them off more than i am, and i always win)

    so yea, moms gets even more pissed off, and then my dads watching from his spot on the chair in the living room, telling everyone to be quiet and quit yelling... ect etc, and so now everyones crazy pissed off at one another, and my mom wants a divorce from my dad, and bla bla bla.

    and here i am, still fucking around like im a little kid in middle school, relying on my parents for everything, and i seriously am like a little sheltered kid thats scared to take on the big bad world. shits fucking pathetic.

    no wonder my dick's dryer than the sahara desert.

    i hate myself more than any of you half stepping ass niggas. f'real. :lol:

    swear to all my nizzles, i wish i could die for reals. the good die young yoa ming and the only think i aint seen in this mother fucker is g oh dee.

    holla atcha boy before i type myself to death sons.

    :cry2: :shook: :yuck: :( :hatred:
     
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  2. GLIK$

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    GLIK$ - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    yo wait, youre like 23 now and threatening to beat up your mom because she disciplines you like a 23 year old fuck up should be?
     
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    dojafx - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    closed.
     
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  4. im not witty

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    im not witty - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    dude, if you wish you were dead, kill yourself. if you want to make your life better, then do it. all youre gonna get here is grief.

    solve your own fucking problems or start a livejournal.
    this is not the place.
     
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    fatalist - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    Dude, Chill out...quit hating yourself so much, shit ain't that bad...everyone hates everyone in my household to at the moment.., but don't worry man things will start getting better...quit being so dramatic

    nah, i disagree...i think this is the place where TEASE comes, and vents, 120z just needs to make a special thread for him
     
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  6. oneeightyone

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    oneeightyone - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    dude, you never scream at your mom, or ever say your gonna do something to her...EVER.
    I still get into some arguments with my mother but god forbid id ever say some shit to her, maybe it's the whole white thing (not a derogatory statement it's just for some reason every white friend ive had has been raised diff. then black, spanish, asian, etc. friends) and you guys do that shit, but honestly your 23, your a grown ass man and your screaming at your mother, you buy a big fucking tv that you will have no use for other then satiating your thirst for something that your striving for but maybe you just wont attain it the way that your going,
    dont mean to be hard on you but damn dude, grow the fuck up.

    Stop hating your life, go apologize to your mother and father and tell your brother not to fuck up. Save yoru money up, get your own place finish school and get set on life, find yourself a nice lady that will accept you and stop chsing pussy since you wont get nothing from it but a small minute of bustin' a nut.

    dotn really know what else to say , just get your shit straight.

    -181.
     
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  7. T=E=A=S=E

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    T=E=A=S=E - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    yea, first off, id never hit my mom, for real.

    but i would stop her from trying to maul my ass. that shit's not happening either.

    i dont know. i know i need to do a lot to change my situation, but i refuse to do it for some reason.

    im stupid and hard headed like that.
     
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    GLIK$ - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    I thought you were making bank at this new jobola?

    Get a one bedroom bachelorola pad.
     
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  9. why write?

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    why write? - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    but tease, how come you never moved out of your house?
     
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    T=E=A=S=E - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    word up 181, that is some white people shit about disrespecting my mom.

    i know that shit wouldn't fly in a black home... meaning, id get my ass beat like rodney king if i was in a black family.

    and it hurts me when i argue with her, but its like the saying goes, i can only hold my tongue for so long, and hold my actions back before i cant take it anymore and i got to voice my opinion or get my aggression out...

    which isnt right either i guess, but i dont know, just cant help that shit.

    i need anger management i think.
     
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    oneeightyone - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    what gliko said, you live down in texas right. most a one bedroom can cost is what...400 - 600, your lucky you know. one bedroom where im at cost 900-1200 .
    There's that forever young syndrome that there was a mention about earlier this year i beleive, sometimes though dude we need to grow up to face certain consequences and situations in life instead of waiting for those situations to change us.

    It's a simple decision to make but it's a difficult decision to carry out sometimes. just try to make the change and go from there.
     
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    Nekro - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    Stop buying stupid expensive shit, pay off your loans, and get your own damn apartment. Problem solved. You have a well-paying job, just chill out with the spending for a month and move out.
     
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    fatalist - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    ^^^^then quit being stupid, and hard headed, you already know what your doing wrong...straight up man....you need to start changing...coming from a girl, a man who doesn't have his shit together is so fuckin unattractive
     
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    T=E=A=S=E - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    to tell you the god honest truth man, because im scared.

    i have little to no friends, and so my family is all i got. and if i moved out, obviously it costs more to live in a decent area, not to mention to live by yourself. which id prefer over roomates, seeings how i hate people, but for my situation, i would be much better off with others helping to pay bills. obviously.

    not to mention i still cant cook for shit really, which i guess isnt brain surgery so i could learn how to do that, and i also cant iron for shit, but again, practice makes perfect, so i dont really know why.

    bottom line is i think im scared first off, and im also scared of failure. but then again i guess i'll never know til i try.

    man, im frusterated.
     
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    Nekro - Replied Dec 16, 2004

    To add to what fatalist said, it's unattractive coming from a man, too.
     
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