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Love fucking hurts...

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by l0rdka0s, May 1, 2003.

  1. l0rdka0s

    l0rdka0s Banned

    Joined: Dec 31, 2002 Messages: 8 Likes Received: 0
    anyone feeling this shit????????????

    Do you remember when we cried together.
    Do you remember all the times we spent not talking.
    Do you remember when i broke your heart.
    Do you remember when i picked up all the pieces and tried to glue you back together,
    And do you remember when i told you i loved you,
    And that i was eternally sorry.
    I said i would never hurt you again.
    Do you think this pain i feel right now makes it even between us?
    Even though this distance shrinks and grows between us.
    I try to move, and i fail.
    I try to talk to you but the words wont come out.
    I keep repeating the same sentences over and over.
    Well do you remember?
    Do you remember when you left me waiting in the dark, all alone, crying to myself.
    Hoping that you might come back to me.
    Do you remember when i lied to you,
    And do you remember when i destroyed all our trust.
    When you cried and i held you,
    but...
    I dont think you remember tha im still all alone without you.
    And do you remember at the begining or end of the days that i still love you.
    That i still want you,
    That i would give my life to erase my memory from your mind,
    So that you wouldnt be in pain.
    So that we wont suffer.
    And that i feel like i cant go on without knowing that someday when im well again,
    you will embrace my death stricken body and look into my eyes...
    Tell me you LOVE ME,
    Tell me im lost,
    that im dead,
    that im gone.
    So...
    Remember my name,
    Remember my face,
    Remember I am a liar,
    A cheat,
    A loser,
    A martyr,
    A prophet,
    An artist,
    Your first love,
    Your last heart break,
    Your best friend,
    A knight in rusty armor,
    A soldier of constant apathy,
    A person you used to want to know,
    A man you used to be in love with...
    But dont forget,
    That i gave you my heart,
    That i will love you now and forever,
    And dont forget that you saw my soul,
    And that you read these words,
    And when i feel all alone,
    I will remember how we fell in love,
    And how i still havent been able to stand back up.
     
  2. TuffKid

    TuffKid Senior Member

    Joined: Dec 14, 2002 Messages: 2,062 Likes Received: 0
    i will never forget my first love.
    shit hurts bad...


    i love you Yesenia.
     
  3. TuffKid

    TuffKid Senior Member

    Joined: Dec 14, 2002 Messages: 2,062 Likes Received: 0
    fuck off bitch
     
  4. oldenglish

    oldenglish Banned

    Joined: Apr 3, 2003 Messages: 1,308 Likes Received: 0
    drink away the pain.
     
  5. Oprah Oner

    Oprah Oner Junior Member

    Joined: Feb 27, 2003 Messages: 225 Likes Received: 0
    I find this amusing.
     
  6. !@#$%

    !@#$% Moderator Crew

    Joined: Oct 1, 2002 Messages: 18,517 Likes Received: 621
    I was counting
    The good things about this city
    The only good thing is you are not here
    When you're around it
    Makes it hard to be what I need to be
    I was trying to breathe
    I was dying to breathe, breathe, breathe


    I was hoping I'd never
    Have to write this song again
    The kind of song that makes
    You want to hang
    Your headached - head
    And I was hoping
    That I would never fall in love again
    'Cause that would be the end
    Of everything (you're everything)
    My parents fell in love
    And all I got was life
    And all I ever wanted
    Was to not be alone
    I've been wearing this new outfit called
    "Quit while you're ahead"
    Your smiles are the end
    Your eyes are the end, the end, the end

    I was hoping I'd never
    Have to write this song again
    The kind of song that makes
    You want to hang
    Your headached - head
    And I was hoping
    That I would never fall in love again
    'Cause that would be the end
    Of everything (you're everything)

    Just hang your head
    Just close you eyes
    Just hide your heart
    Hide your heart
    I believe that when I'm gone
    My love will live in song
    This is not where I wanted to be
    I wanted to be
    I believe that when I'm gone
    My love will live in song
    This is not where I wanted to live
    I wanted to live
     
  7. atrocks

    atrocks New Jack

    Joined: Nov 25, 2002 Messages: 0 Likes Received: 0
     
  8. Devilush

    Devilush 12oz Legend

    Joined: Feb 1, 2001 Messages: 17,035 Likes Received: 2
  9. XxSugarxX

    XxSugarxX Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Dec 25, 2002 Messages: 897 Likes Received: 0
    i love my glamrock...:love2: :love3: :love: :love2:
     
  10. dojafx

    dojafx Member

    Joined: Nov 20, 2001 Messages: 831 Likes Received: 0
    kill your moms
    kill your pops
    kill your seed
    kill ya girl
     
  11. Oprah Oner

    Oprah Oner Junior Member

    Joined: Feb 27, 2003 Messages: 225 Likes Received: 0
    Since i see american nightmare lyrics posted above i've decided to talk about them. Has anyone heard any of their new songs under their new name Give up the Ghost?
     
  12. l0rdka0s

    l0rdka0s Banned

    Joined: Dec 31, 2002 Messages: 8 Likes Received: 0
    because ima whacko i want you all to know my business

    The following is a collection of two letters. One is a letter you wrote to me when i lived at la frontera and the first time we broke up, and the other is a poem/letter i wrote to you about a week after we cut it off. Im not giving you this shit to make you feel down or try to get you back as a girlfriend. I am doing this to prove a point. You and i were meant to be friends if not together, and it kills me everyday i go on and cant talk to you on the phone or see your beautiful face. You might think that im dramatic or whatever but im not. Im a passionate person and very loyal to my friends. I may not have treated you very well as a girlfriend but im willing to start over and be the best freind you have ever had, if i havent done that already. I would do anything for you too, id give my life for you because i love you more than anyone i know besides my family. I want you to take some serious time to think about this. I know in three years that i never wrote anything for you and that was a mistake. Read these starting with the one you wrote then read what i wrote. I have one more thing i want you to read but it is somewhere i cant get to, for now. Im keeping the original to this letter because its very sentimental to me, i also kept the pictures you gave me.

    Sully,
    Ive been thinking a lot lately about us. You are, and ALWAYS will be my best friend and i would do anything for you. But lately it seems as though were just not happy with each other... as a couple anyway. Like when it comes to weekends we can never agree on what to do. Like last night at fazolis when you told me to fuck off. WE would do so much better if we didnt have to worry about jealousy or spending time together. We argue way to much. All i want is for us to be happy. A couple of weeks ago you metnioned something about us seeing other people.. well it being 2 days before our aniversary was a key indicator that it wasnt exactly working for you either. I just want to be able to say in forty years, "daniel sullivan is my bestest friend!!" and it be true. If we go on being unhappy we will eventually break up on bad terms and never speak. Im crying as i write this(what a surprise!), remembering all that we have been through and every little thing only you and i do and say, but you jsut dont seem happy with my anymorea nd that makes me unhappy. I want to still be able to go to a punk show with you and watch gangster movies with you and call you before i go to sleep and tell you goodnight. I love you so much and i want it to stay that way forever. Youre my best friend, daniel, and i love you fromt he bottom of my heart. I cant go on seeing you unhappy with me. I really to tell you all of this but it is 3:30am and i didnt want to wake you. Youre a great person I love you and admire everythinga bout you, but maybe we were meant to be best freinds. Hell, maybe we were really meant to be together and we just need time... who knows. We were obviously brought together for some reason, I used to think it was that we were perfect for each other, and maybe we are just in a different way. You picked me up when i was down and i would have died if i hadnt met you. I thank you for everything you have done for me so far and all the time youve spent with me over the past year. I think we have grown apart as boyfriend ans girlfriend and closer than ever as best freinds. I want to go to church with you on sunday, it will mean the world to me, ill get my shift covered. Im so confused right now sully.

    I love you sully, always

    BIBBEY


    Dearest Bear,

    Its sad to see how this letter is only two years old and how people can fade away from thier words and convictions. I know im guilty, i know i messed up and i siad i was sorry 70 times 70. I mean the things i say in this poem, every last bit. You cant go on in life without mending broken bonds. That shit will come back to haunt you. I know that you are still only 18 and you dont quite understand what the real world is like and that your friends are the only things you have beyond family in this fucked up system. IT has taken me three years outta high school to realize how fucked up the mentality of people in this country are when it comes to friendship, relationships, family and loyalty. It really doesnt exist, and if you want to act like you are more mature than you are and of higher intellect than the average person, then you will understand why it hurts me so much. I used to be able to call you at anytime in the day and you would answer the phone or you sould call me back asap. I used to freak when i couldnt get a hold of you, i still do, it gives me anxiety. In fact it keeps me awake at night pondering whther or not you look at the caller ID and decide not to answer it. Im not swtupid and you hsould know that but you keep acting like im not wrth shit to you. Im sure you would return garths phone calls. HE isnt going to replace me, as a friend , maybe as someone who can fill that rotten void of needing to be with some one because you are scared of being alone. Im not scared of being alone anymore, but i am scared of never ever being able to love anyone again because we cant make things go back to thee way we were as friends. I know i am a very complex person who is never satisfied and selfish at times but we all have our flaws and so do you, but i looked past alot of those things because i love you, i truly love you. If you truly love me like you told me three weeks ago, then you will spen some time with me, some quality time like when we used to talk for hours. read this and if it doesnt make you feel anything but more anger and hurt towards me thats fine, maybe some day you will come around but until that point i am dead. By the way, girls hate it when you talk about other girls hehe. I just want you to know how hard it is for me to talk to other girls trying to move on and shit, i cant not mention you becuase you are always on my mind, and they all think ima fucking player. okay enough im rambling.

    Do you remember when we cried together.
    Do you remember all the times we spent not talking.
    Do you remember when i broke your heart.
    Do you remember when i picked up all the pieces and tried to glue you back together,
    And do you remember when i told you i loved you,
    And that i was eternally sorry.
    I said i would never hurt you again.
    Do you think this pain i feel right now makes it even between us?
    Even though this distance shrinks and grows between us.
    I try to move, and i fail.
    I try to talk to you but the words wont come out.
    I keep repeating the same sentences over and over.
    Well do you remember?
    Do you remember when you left me waiting in the dark, all alone, crying to myself.
    Hoping that you might come back to me.
    Do you remember when i lied to you,
    And do you remember when i destroyed all our trust.
    When you cried and i held you,
    but...
    I dont think you remember tha im still all alone without you.
    And do you remember at the begining or end of the days that i still love you.
    That i still want you,
    That i would give my life to erase my memory from your mind,
    So that you wouldnt be in pain.
    So that we wont suffer.
    And that i feel like i cant go on without knowing that someday when im well again,
    you will embrace my death stricken body and look into my eyes...
    Tell me you LOVE ME,
    Tell me im lost,
    that im dead,
    that im gone.
    So...
    Remember my name,
    Remember my face,
    Remember I am a liar,
    A cheat,
    A loser,
    A martyr,
    A prophet,
    An artist,
    Your first love,
    Your last heart break,
    Your best friend,
    A knight in rusty armor,
    A soldier of constant apathy,
    A person you used to want to know,
    A man you used to be in love with...
    But dont forget,
    That i gave you my heart,
    That i will love you now and forever,
    And dont forget that you saw my soul,
    And that you read these words,
    And when i feel all alone,
    I will remember how we fell in love,
    And how i still havent been able to stand back up.
     
  13. l0rdka0s

    l0rdka0s Banned

    Joined: Dec 31, 2002 Messages: 8 Likes Received: 0
    ill let you know what the outcome of this shit is

    Im planning on printing this shit and giving it to her and waiting for her to call.
     
  14. Jesus of Nazareth

    Jesus of Nazareth Senior Member

    Joined: Dec 6, 2000 Messages: 2,388 Likes Received: 1
    Uh.....robotrip, if it is in fact an alias, nevermind, but you seem to have dropped you first and last name in those two letters, man. I just skimmed over them and noticed that....thought you might need a little reminder.
     
  15. --zeSto--

    --zeSto-- Veteran Member

    Joined: Jul 12, 2000 Messages: 6,979 Likes Received: 2
    yes.

    yes it does.

    to quote Neil Young Only Love Can Break Your Heart
     
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