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im fed up with living

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by -MOE LESTER-, May 11, 2002.


    -MOE LESTER- Guest

    thats it...im tired of living in this bullshit life, striving to become another brainwashed citizen of this fucked up country, striving to lead a stupid pointless life of the average american citizen...working jobs...i dont want any part of it....having a famiy...i dont want any part of that...family dinners, vacations, all that pointless shit i watch my stupid family around me worry and stress about....i dont want any part of it...i dont want to end up another average fuckin american citizen, working 9-5, leading boring uneventful lives, having to cope with all that family bullshit, financial bullshit, stress laden lives...ive watched my family for the last 5 years, totaly unaware of what kinda pointless shit they do...leading yet another fucked up life of the millions of oother dumbass people living stupid fucked up lives that will abruptly end when they die...for what?? for what did tehy do that stupid job for? for what did tehy raise a stupid family? for what did they worry about constantly? its all stupid...i have come to the fact that i dont want to be any part of the average american citizens life....i dont want to end up like my parents or any other person living in this country who do shit for no reason at all....i think life is pointless....and it doesnt fuckin matter anymore to me.....i have come to the realization that i am a fuckin loser, and im tired of striving to become something i dont want to become...im tired of being pushed around by parents...im tired of being a pussy because im too chicken to do anything about it....this is all fucking bullshit...im pissed off, depressed, angry, violent, and i have an urge to destroy or kill something right now, hopefully my own life.....i could give a fuck if you actually read any of that bullshit i just wrote....i need to vent this anger somewhere.....vent your anger at this stupid world in this thread...im going to go kill somebody
  2. jupiters7

    jupiters7 Member

    Joined: Apr 6, 2002 Messages: 269 Likes Received: 0
    i never had that hole famliy thing ,dinners,and vacations,so maybe u should be thankfull for that .? or take a drive see the world that turns around use as we waste are breaths sittin around these computers.
    and if your gonna kill some one make it g. w.
  3. jah

    jah Elite Member

    Joined: Dec 30, 2001 Messages: 2,705 Likes Received: 2
    i see where ur comin from sometimes. but id rather change my life than end it. theres plenty to live for in the world even with all the fucked up shit that goes on. its always been goind on and u just need to learn how to live with as little of it as possible. at least u realize how much bullshit there is. most people dont even have that much awareness. the US is driven by desire. people in america think they have to fulfill their desires unlike most of the rest of the world who still stick to what they need. but everyones a fuckin hypocrite whether they know it or not so all you can do is your best.
  4. Dirty_habiT

    Dirty_habiT Administrator

    Joined: Mar 8, 2001 Messages: 18,136 Likes Received: 82
    Bin's more horrible American cousin.

    Seriously man, go destroy with your aerosol.
  5. pecker wood

    pecker wood New Jack

    Joined: Nov 29, 2001 Messages: 63 Likes Received: 0
    that sounds like a suicide note note minus the i love you mom part , who cares
  6. uncle-boy

    uncle-boy Guest

    2 cents

    i know my life is worth something and i'm sure yours is too. if not to you then to somoeone else. shit maybe to people on this thread. i don't know you, and i don't think anyone gives 2 shits about me in here or anything. but i just don't think anyone should kil themselves because they are a bit lost at the moment. take it easy.
  7. Ski Mask

    Ski Mask 12oz Loyalist

    Joined: Apr 11, 2000 Messages: 11,114 Likes Received: 209
    "is this the suicide talk, or the nickname talk?"

    I know the feeling. Just bug out....start living the way you want and see what happens...
  8. jupiters7

    jupiters7 Member

    Joined: Apr 6, 2002 Messages: 269 Likes Received: 0
    americans are not run by desire i dont know what bullshit bush speach u listened to its fear........the rest of the world dosent care like france and the rest of western europe they have been around for 1000s of years before the u.s. they know not to strees themselfs over bullshit and to enjoy there time hear.

    KING BLING Guest

    Jeremy spoke in class yesterday...
  10. Pistol

    Pistol Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Jul 12, 2001 Messages: 19,364 Likes Received: 299
    You need to join up with the [​IMG]

    SKUMBALUCKAH Senior Member

    Joined: Nov 22, 2000 Messages: 2,060 Likes Received: 1
  12. Pistol

    Pistol Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Jul 12, 2001 Messages: 19,364 Likes Received: 299
    Welcome to the clubs dude.
    It's about time.
    Hand you an e-beer.
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  13. When

    When 12oz Loyalist

    Joined: May 4, 2000 Messages: 10,294 Likes Received: 3
  14. willy.wonka

    willy.wonka Guest

  15. When

    When 12oz Loyalist

    Joined: May 4, 2000 Messages: 10,294 Likes Received: 3
    oh no you dont! you have much nightowling to do before you die