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i think i've fucked myself...

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by vinyl junkie, Oct 11, 2002.

  1. vinyl junkie

    vinyl junkie Elite Member

    Joined: Jan 17, 2002 Messages: 4,725 Likes Received: 0
    this is now my fourth year attempting to finish what should have taken me two in school... This was the year where i was gonna saddle up and finnish... in 2 quarters... in theory this should be perfectly reasonable... but i think i already fucked it up...
    all the classes i have left to finish are (This quarter) an english class, a math class, and a music class that i failed 2 years ago, and (next quarter) a second english class that requires me to finish the first, and a science class... however, looking at the schedule for my online english class tonight, i realized that i missed the deadline for the first essay... this teacher has a "miss an essay and yer pretty much fucked and you'll probably get dropped" policy... i sent him an e mail talking about how my home situation is kinda fucked at the moment and plan on calling him in the morning, but don't know how much good that'll do... the teacher already knows me and isn't that fond of me... the only thing i have going for me is the fact that the first essay is only worth 5% of the total grade... He accepts late papers to a point, but each day it's late it takes a full grade off the paper... i'm already past the F point, but i'm hoping that i can turn it in anyway and eat the F and just get really good grades on the rest of em...
    here's the part(s) that really sucks tho... i have a problem with depression, and that is why it's taken me so long to finish... i've never finished a whole year at college because at some point during the year i'll get into depression mode and start failing classes... this is usually the same time i end up leaving home and being homeless and drunk for a few months... this year i wanted to prove to myself that i could finish, and better yet, finish with good grades... so if i have to spend yet another quarter at school i will fail at the one goal i set for myself for the whole year... on top of that, my mom said, shortly before school started, that if i fail any classes i am out of the house... she is doing me a huge favor by letting me live here for free, and i know it is a substantial burden on her... if i fail this class, or get dropped or whatever, and have to spend another quarter there, then i will once again prove that i am the family fuck up... even worse, if i do get kicked out of the house, i won't be able to go to school period, and it will push my completion of school back that much farther...
    i'm stressed... required classes piss me off...
     
  2. PAYROLL

    PAYROLL Guest

    get your shit together, it pays off...trust me.
     
  3. Abracadabra

    Abracadabra Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Dec 28, 2001 Messages: 22,906 Likes Received: 113
    he's the one they call dr feelgood
    he's the one that makes you feel alright
    he's the one they call dr feelgood
    he will be your frankenstein
     
  4. vinyl junkie

    vinyl junkie Elite Member

    Joined: Jan 17, 2002 Messages: 4,725 Likes Received: 0
    yeah, see, that's what i was trying to do... that was my one goal in life...
    and believe me, i don't wanna be homeless again... it's getting cold...
    and drugs and booze is the exact opposite of the direction i was attempting to go in... that's the thing that usually goes hand in hand with failing school and homelessness...
     
  5. B_As_In_Bot

    B_As_In_Bot Elite Member

    Joined: Sep 7, 2000 Messages: 3,840 Likes Received: 11
    I was in the same boat myself. Academic Probabtion, constantly slippin' and getting into deep shit at school. But then I realized today why I should be succesfull at school. So I could have a house with a backyard and big 15' high wall. Then I would proceed to grow a lot of marijuana, never pay for the herbs again and live as a satisfied struggling artist. Thats all I my own pad for. And hey check it out - so far Ive got an A in my beg. Drawing class.

    Im talking about cabin sized piece of shit pad up in the sticks. You gotta be realistic about these things..

    maybe I should grow indoors..So much cleaner!

    there is a reason man, make sure you enjoy whatever it is you want to make a living doing. It makes such a difference.

    Whats your major anyway?
     
  6. Abracadabra

    Abracadabra Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Dec 28, 2001 Messages: 22,906 Likes Received: 113

    huh? i was just singing a random song i had stuck in my head. i didn't even read your post.

    <---A.D.D.
     
  7. SaddamInsane

    SaddamInsane Guest

    vinyl, to sum it all up, you're a fucking dumbass. kids, this is why it's good to pay attention in class and stop being a lowlife scumbag. instead of trying to be "cool", this vinyl fag could've just made a tiny effort to poke his nose in the books. then maybe he wouldn't have all these classes piled up on him and he wouldn't be on the brink of getting dropped. sheesh... a mind is such a terrible thing to waste.
     
  8. B_As_In_Bot

    B_As_In_Bot Elite Member

    Joined: Sep 7, 2000 Messages: 3,840 Likes Received: 11
  9. Abracadabra

    Abracadabra Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Dec 28, 2001 Messages: 22,906 Likes Received: 113

    shut up cock gobbler

    i spent my high school years getting drunk and stoned. now i do a job that requires a college education (which i haven't got). the quality of your life is not determined by your grades at school, so get off the fucking soapbox shitbag
     
  10. PAYROLL

    PAYROLL Guest

    It's rather ironic that such a statement comes from the same person who started a thread entitled "HER FARTS DONT STINK," don't you think?
     
  11. vinyl junkie

    vinyl junkie Elite Member

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    you, pal, can go fuck yourself... i'm not gonna get into specifics, cuz i don't wanna get into some lame internet fight, but i would love to see you live my life and then perform perfectly in school... this isn't a "piling up" of classes, this is actually a pretty normal load for a quarter... in fact, this is a pretty light year... but as far as paying attention in class and not being a lowlife scumbag, manic depression and chemical imbalances in yer brain is hardly something you have control over... note, however, this is not what i am blaming this instance on, and i take full responsibility for fucking this up... that's why this whole situation i pissing me off...
    also, being strung out and sleeping in doorways is far from what i'd call cool... that is why i don't want that to happen...
    lastly, don't ever call me a fag...
     
  12. B_As_In_Bot

    B_As_In_Bot Elite Member

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    so, what the major...
     
  13. vinyl junkie

    vinyl junkie Elite Member

    Joined: Jan 17, 2002 Messages: 4,725 Likes Received: 0
    music... that's the reason required/general ed. classes anger me...
     
  14. el barto

    el barto Elite Member

    Joined: Oct 14, 2001 Messages: 2,627 Likes Received: 1
    dude i think i fucked myself too, i fell for a gurl and now im sad, things are the greastest when we are together alone. but when apart or with other people i get a weird ass vibe, like i dont feel special at all and i feel avoided like these other people are more important to me and im some tag along, i feel something not working but everything else is perfect, maybe things can get fixed. but she gets mad everytime i get upset and i feel like shes ready to give up everything at a drop of a hat if i get upset so walk on eggshells. oh man im in too deep and ive lost control. all hell is breaking loose..................i hope we work it out.
     
  15. SaddamInsane

    SaddamInsane Guest

    What's with your obsession of fucking one's self? First you make a thread about fucking yourself, and then you want me to fuck myself for some reason. Look Vinyl Fag, I understand that masturbation is your primary source of sexual intercourse, but there are those of us out there who have a girl and prefer the real deal. And don't blame everyday hardships on your lackluster performance in school -- we all face ups and downs in life. The difference is that you're simply a lazy couch potato scumbag. And I called you a fag because A.) You keep fantasizing about male masturbation B.) You're a homo C.) Your name is "Vinyl Junkie", and plenty of sweet tarts like yourself love leather and vinyl when they roleplay with each other in bed.

    Vinyl, all we're asking you to do is to get off your knees and put that effort into making the grades. That way we'll all be happy.
     
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