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do any of you guys keep journals or write thoughts out in books?

 

i once saw this movie, and this mom had a huge book with white pages, and she wrote down thoughts, recipes, advice, and anything and everything else you could imagine that she had experienced in her life to that point, and when she died she gave it to her daughter.

 

ive been thinking about doing something similiar but im very lazy and i also am extremely picky. if im going to hand write some shit that important for that long each entry id want to be legible and so on. shit would probaly piss me off.

 

i got so many thoughts and opinions on shit i wish i could put down on something, just to see how it changes overtime. ive thought about doing it on the computer to, but even that can fuck up and be lost.

 

its wild to think about history and written texts and how valueble they are and how easily they can be destroyed. paper can burn or get wet and its gone. files on computers can catch viruses or be accidentally deleted. shit sucks.

 

thoughts?

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Guest Pilau Hands

do it in a book with paper. the very act of writing it all might be cathartic. whenever i write anything out, it seems great at the time, and then i read it and it's just bs babbling, but sometimes that helps too.

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Originally posted by Pilau Hands

do it in a book with paper. the very act of writing it all might be cathartic. whenever i write anything out, it seems great at the time, and then i read it and it's just bs babbling, but sometimes that helps too.

 

I was going through my black book last night and read some of the pages I wrote. some of it is just rancid. I'm thinking about taking the exacto to a few of the pages. definitely not a journal...just random thoughts that pop in my head.

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hahahaha i thought for sure that the solution to hwat ever this thread was about would be wackin it.....but i was wrong....

 

that 12oz pssword thing was a good idea....or go bombing...and show yer kid all yer fliks and books and shit...thats what im gonna do....hahaha that ll be funny if by the time i have kids...graffiti is considered the same as murder...and then my kid says, "o mg..dad your a killerrrrr....i hate you i hate you!!!!" aaaahahahahahahaha...and then i say, "shut up boy...give me a beer"...hahahahhahahaha man that would be funny....

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^^^^^^^^^^ :lol:

 

i think taking someone's life would be a good release for me. i want to do that shit.

 

and no not mine, fuckers... :)

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I've thought about doing it but never actually got around to it. Sometimes though I can write pages of incoherent rants, trying not to even stop and think, just keep writing whatever pops into my mind in big run-on sentences. They usually make no sense whatsoever but do make for a good read, and it does feel quite relaxing.....

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Originally posted by T E A S E R

do any of you guys keep journals or write thoughts out in books?

 

i once saw this movie, and this mom had a huge book with white pages, and she wrote down thoughts, recipes, advice, and anything and everything else you could imagine that she had experienced in her life to that point, and when she died she gave it to her daughter.

 

ive been thinking about doing something similiar but im very lazy and i also am extremely picky. if im going to hand write some shit that important for that long each entry id want to be legible and so on. shit would probaly piss me off.

 

i got so many thoughts and opinions on shit i wish i could put down on something, just to see how it changes overtime. ive thought about doing it on the computer to, but even that can fuck up and be lost.

 

its wild to think about history and written texts and how valueble they are and how easily they can be destroyed. paper can burn or get wet and its gone. files on computers can catch viruses or be accidentally deleted. shit sucks.

 

thoughts?

if you need some release just go cop some yayo.
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i kind of keep a journal, its just a seperate book from my graffiti and school blackbooks. i write whatever, quotes weird shit that i think up, and i draw just really random stuff in it. i really dont take it that seriously, but maybe i should. i like the idea from that movie teaser, what was the name of the film by the way?

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<span style='color:black'>I was chillin at my appartment one night and heardmy roommate start laughing like a little girl. I went to investigate what was so damn funny. He was holding a note book and when i walked in he asked "Is this yours?" I was like "Yeah, what's so funny?" He showed it to me and there was a whole bunch of sshit that i wrote down on various topics from selling drugs to Bitches that I was going to sleep with and how i was gonna do it. There was a whole lot of nonsense. Some times my thoughts would trail of in mid sentence and then pick up some where later on the next page. It turns out that the night before when we got really drunk i flopped down on the couch and started doing some of that good old drunken nonsense. I woke up in the morning and forgot all about it. I still have it for posterity. It makes me laugh when ever i need a good pick me up.

 

I don't suggest doing any drunk writing. Luckliy i don't care what people find out about me or that might have been embarassing.</span>

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Originally posted by wiseguy

i like the idea from that movie teaser, what was the name of the film by the way?

 

yea i loved that concept to, but i cant for the life of me remember what movie it was from, i to am looking for it again...

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if im having a bad day and i need a little pick me up.. i go look at the "channel zero" area on a website called "12ozprophet.com".

 

some of the shit people say on there can make my mood do a complete 180.. i gain up enough laughter and happiness and then finish up the day..

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Originally posted by Telo

if im having a bad day and i need a little pick me up.. i go look at the "channel zero" area on a website called "12ozprophet.com".

 

some of the shit people say on there can make my mood do a complete 180.. i gain up enough laughter and happiness and then finish up the day..

 

:lol: .......:king:

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peep this

 

ive been behind these walls to long

letting them bind me in

chaining my soul down

I cant breathe as i feel the pressure mount

the heat is permeating my spirit

now i watch as red fills my veins

the blue fades as my inside breathes the boxed air

spirit to material to ash...

meeting upon a cold concrete floor

redraw your knife across my wrist

stretching back to breath again

I find nothing for my lungs to grasp

as my blood consumes my last breathe

now i drown in my own destruction

 

This isnt real, but i can feel

Cut open my eyes and help me arise

 

you have found now

an un intrusive way to watch me die

by killing me with your prying eyes

Four glass walls and a cement floor

on my pedestal im the king in your desire

but this is my death

and it was my life

these are my thoughts you display

but blood of our blood

flesh of your spirit

now burning in a tangible world

dont wash your hands of this infinite guilt

I live in nuetrons you breathe now

can you feel me rape your thoughts

killing your existance through science

 

Now its real. and i cant feel

I buried me in your hole, stealing back my soul

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