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i dropped out of college again today... and i've never felt better...

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by vinyl junkie, Apr 23, 2002.

  1. vinyl junkie

    vinyl junkie Elite Member

    Joined: Jan 17, 2002 Messages: 4,725 Likes Received: 0
    i dropped out of college again today... and i've never felt better...
    i'd been having problems with being super depressed ever since this quarter began. today i woke up, debated going to class, stressed about a paper i had to write, and got pissed (again) about the fact that the only class i like doesn't have the teacher i like this quarter... i finally got in my truck, got to school, and while walking to my first class, turned around, went to the admissions office, and dropped all my classes...
    i feel like an enormous weight has been lifted off me... instead of being bored through class, and depressed that i was there, doing things i had no desire to do, i went and got a haircut, bought a new pair of carharts, and applied for a couple of jobs. then i got tattooed. then i slept for about an hour in the tattoo shop lobby. then me and my tattooer, and a couple other people went and saw dark funeral and cannibal corpse.
    all i have to do tomorrow is buy soap for my tattoo, apply for a couple more jobs, and sit on my ass... and while cleaning my room i found $80 worth of change (yes, $80...), so i'm gonna go buy some spray paint...
    plus i got my travel plans all worked out for this summer...
    it's a good fucking day. i haven't been in this good of a mood for a long time... :)
     
  2. When

    When 12oz Loyalist

    Joined: May 4, 2000 Messages: 10,294 Likes Received: 3
    well good for you i guess...
    just be sure to get a job or get a sugarmama to support you
     
  3. vinyl junkie

    vinyl junkie Elite Member

    Joined: Jan 17, 2002 Messages: 4,725 Likes Received: 0
    i have a job garrenteed (wow that's speeled horribly...:eek:), but i don't really want it... but then again it pays $10 an hour... i'm gonna see if i can't find a really fun job this week, otherwise i'm just gonna take the $10 an hour one...
    plus i only need a job for a few months... as soon as july rolls around i'm leaving to travel for a month or two...
     
  4. Pistol

    Pistol Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Jul 12, 2001 Messages: 19,363 Likes Received: 299
    welcome to the club vinyl junkie. maybe we can be dumpster kids together looking for girls and getting tats. I had been going to school full time since 98. Of course had a few rough semester and then finally I said fuck it and took a semester off. I was getting towards the end and all I had were the classes I had put off and Math. It feels damn good to not have the stress of school for awhile. But I'll probably have to go back during the summer. Except I feel kinda guilty sometimes like I should be in school getting shit done faster.

    by the wat what were you going for?

    me = Teacher.
     
  5. When

    When 12oz Loyalist

    Joined: May 4, 2000 Messages: 10,294 Likes Received: 3
    yes get a fun job, cause they shitty boring jobs... shitty boring jobs for a reason
     
  6. vinyl junkie

    vinyl junkie Elite Member

    Joined: Jan 17, 2002 Messages: 4,725 Likes Received: 0
    exactly, me too...
    i'm (sorry, i was) at a community college, just trying to transfer, hopefully to NYU... do something with music... but i figure mental health is way more important than getting out of school as soon as possible...
     
  7. blame

    blame Junior Member

    Joined: Dec 2, 2001 Messages: 205 Likes Received: 0
    ive noticed good moods dont last fuckall the moment you think all things are good, there will be new dilemmas to bight you on the ass
     
  8. vinyl junkie

    vinyl junkie Elite Member

    Joined: Jan 17, 2002 Messages: 4,725 Likes Received: 0
    well thanks for shittin on my parade there pal... ;)
    and good mood or not, school was definately making me depressed, so atleast it can't get too bad...
     
  9. Eski

    Eski Guest

    good on ya man , thats one of those things you always think about but never really do...
     
  10. vinyl junkie

    vinyl junkie Elite Member

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    one more post before i go to bed...
    i seriously feel different... i almost feel like i'm high. when i said before that i feel like a weight has been lifted off me, i couldn't be any more litteral. i'm actually relaxed, which i haven't been for weeks... i'm covered in bruises from work, but i'm not even sore anymore... i'm relaxed, my head is clear, and i can actually think about one thing at a time, and i don't have thoughts and worries about deadlines and papers and shit barging in... at the moment i have absolutely no resposibiliies... i feel fucking awesome... and, it's only about 3:30 i think, and i'm already going to bed, and soon i'll be asleep... i haven't fallen asleep before 5am in weeks... good fucking times...:)
     
  11. platapie

    platapie Guest

    good work. now you can be here whenever you want.
     
  12. el barto

    el barto Elite Member

    Joined: Oct 14, 2001 Messages: 2,627 Likes Received: 1
    indeed, your jus like us:D
    the dark side muuhahaha
     
  13. HESHIANDET

    HESHIANDET Guest

    damnit! i wish i could drop out this mo-fugger
     
  14. BIG T

    BIG T Member

    Joined: Sep 20, 2000 Messages: 976 Likes Received: 1
    i have been going to school to be a spc. ed. teacher since 1995 (not full time though) but christ almighty im going to be ready to retire before i ever get the damn job!!! fuck it i'll drop out too!):idea:
     
  15. Devilush

    Devilush 12oz Legend

    Joined: Feb 1, 2001 Messages: 17,035 Likes Received: 2
    fuck...you just reminded me to go to class tomorrow.
     
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