Guest willy.wonka Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 i think of it at least twice a month, but i would never do it. sometimes i wish i would just magically die. sometimes im just bored with life... its the same shit over and over. i've never been lucky nobody loves me im a bad person wouldnt it be fun to die? these are some of the things that enter my head during those times. im just curious on how man other people welcome death as much as i do. well, my poll makin option is gone,,so you know Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weapon X Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 Acid makes you fly. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Leader Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 Not lately. But the reasons for dying when I do think about it are as follows: All my life I will be striving to live. Trying to make that bridge from me to the richest person on earth shorter and shorter. And then I die and all of my achievements go nowhere. I should probably die before I bring anyone else in this world. I'm fucked up enough, I'd completely fuck up a child. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nekro Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 So wierd that the word "contemplate" is so often used before suicide. Yeah, I've contemplated suicide. Not lately though, things have been going well. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FunktionOne Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 I think about it seriously almost everyday but for trivial reasons like, "If I just kill myself then I don't have to go to work tomarrow! yeah!, but my boss once said "If you come to me sayin, I wanna kill myself, then I'ma tell you to do it. Cause if you gotta mind that weak, then I don't see any reason for you to be around." I guess he may a strong point, a strong arogent point. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Abracadabra Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 maybe once, but then realised i wasn't a pussy and sucked it up and got on with my life Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pfffffffffft Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 if i killed myself i could never post in ch. 0 again.. ive thought about what it would be like to kill myself ..but never thought about actually going through with it.... ive thought about killing other people.... IF I WERE TO KILL MYSELF I WOULD TRY ONE OF THESE WAYS: 1. go to a nascar race...scale the fence and jump in front of a car. 2. eat nothing but bacon until i died 3. drink bleach 4. take a bunch of sleeping pills and go lay in the sun until i died of sunburn 5. lock myself in a sauna Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sect one Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 I've thought about it before, but I think more about weirder stuff. Just how each of us is just an individual on a world of billions and how one person just seems so insignificant. Sometimes I think about how I'll never get to go to every part of the world before I die. There's other times when I just think way too much into life and wonder why we're really here.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
source Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 i never looked to suicde for solving problems...always kinda thought kill the problem insted, point being i would kill someone before i thought of killing myself.man im stoned. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
villain Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 Life is suffering. *Actually I'm a little surprised willy.wonka has been contemplating suicide. I thought he enjoyed his life. I don't really think boredom is a reason to kill yourself. I have far too much to do myself. Why don't you volunteer or become an activist. I can assure you there is no shortage of problems in the world. You can stay busy and feel good about what you do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 it can be... "born free, taxed to death" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GREENOJOS Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 i used to think about it. its stupid though. pointless and selfish. if anything id probally go on a killing rampage and then get shot trying to be stopped before id off myself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 helping people makes me feel good i have a lot of forces that are against me.. if i were to commit suicide.. those forces would win Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
imported_grim540 Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 once, but I just got thrown in Jail for a DUI, my best freind in the car with me(whose car I had just totaled) was taken away in a ambulance as I left in the back of a police car.(he was ok, the airbag just scratched his eye, at the time i didn't know what had happened to him) At the time I felt like the biggest fuck-up in the world. And the thought of blowing my brains out was very comforting. That was three years ago, and things have not improved that much for me but I am just too damned stubborn to give up on life. One must always have goals, a life in stagnation is much of a life at all. Thats why I am moving out westthis summer, the hills of Appalachia isn't filled with much opportunity these days, actually it never was... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
enahs Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 When i try to quit weed every few months depression sets in and i get suicidal thoughts sometimes, then i talk myself out of it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr. Peanut Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 sometimes i think about it too often. but if you've ever actually been to that line, you know how fuckin scary it is. i don't think i'd have the balls to do it. fuck it though. there's alot of shit i wanna do still. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
villain Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 Originally posted by willy.wonka@Mar 6 2005, 10:14 PM helping people makes me feel good i have a lot of forces that are against me.. if i were to commit suicide.. those forces would win Quoted post That is so true. Give em hell. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dick Quickwood Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 i think everyone does Originally posted by enahs@Mar 6 2005, 08:18 PM When i try to quit weed every few months depression sets in Quoted post same here, except i keep running out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Telo Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 thought about it many of times.. havent gone through with it... yet... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bobthebuilder Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 Dying seems liek it would be fun, I dont know why but i share your same view and problem. Sometimes ill just spaz out and hope for some kind of hue ass accident with a train/plane. Oh well, you cant be a pussy and take that easy way out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
villain Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 I wish I could smoke weed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarahyoulose Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 i find that when i dont smoke pot for a while i cant sleep and oi get uber depressed the past week has been a "down" week for me i wouldnt say that i have SERIOUSLY thougth about suicide but i definately have entertained the thought before. but then again. who hasnt? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest willy.wonka Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 weed, the "anti-depressant" that keeps you depressed i smoke tons of it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pfffffffffft Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 i enjoy weed sometimes but.. when i feel depressed and life and shit...i refuse to smoke weed.. cause i think about it even more and get more depressed.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GamblersGrin Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 im not even reading this. just go to japan bc they all meet up on the internet banter and do such hip things as e-suicide. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deterrent Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 I've thought of it but never contemplated it. Lately I've really wanted to fight to the death though. Doesn't really matter who goes, just knowing we absoluting tried our hardest to off the other. A friend has been sending my dim-mak instructional videos and giving me acupuncture books to teach how to truly fuck someone up tripplewarmer.gif Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
swif1 Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 I don't think about suicide. I sometimes imagine how much grief I would cause among my friends and family if I was to somehow die. I would also imagine how some of their lives would be affected by it as well. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fatbastard Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 A few times in my early teens but never in my adulthood -Too much fun/enjoyment to be had -Too much to look forward to -Suicide is for the weak, no matter what comes your way theres always a solution Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
oneeightyone Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 Suicide is not an option, but then again arent we (us in the know) all running with it when we do what we do? it's inevitable. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mackfatsoe Posted March 7, 2005 Share Posted March 7, 2005 the plane i was flying in about a month ago got hit by lightning twice in the middle of a thunderstorm, and everyone was spooked and all silent. the stewardesses ran to the people sitting at emergency exits and showed them EXACTLY how to open them, and made sure they were all capable of doing their job. the woman next to me started mumbling prayers to herself, and the guy next to me got pale white and silent. I got really excited and couldnt stop smiling. Death is scary, but the unknown is exciting as hell. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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