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Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by railroadjerk, Apr 8, 2002.

  1. railroadjerk

    railroadjerk Guest

    i see a shrink and i was on antidepressants for a small amount of time (the side effects seemed to outweigh the benefits). but now it seems like im more depressed than usual...

    a lot of the day my mind is clouded with thoughts, mostly bad ones...i think its my head trying to make me feel a lot worse, like i dont have control of what i think about sometimes.

    this coupled with a general empty feeling, and an easily agitated or annoyed demeanor have left me pretty down as of late. girl troubles have not helped either...

    you guys deal with this sort of thing? at some times i feel pretty hopeless, and i should be talking to somebody but it seems im pretty lazy lately.

    i read the post about jobe, and it really got to me. suicide is the farthest thing from my mind, and i have no doubt that ill never really go through with that. but sometimes i think about dying early or not having to go through the monotony of everyday life, but then i think about everyone i love and those that love me and i know that its not really what i want.

    anyway, sorry to ramble. but im in a funk...just some communication about depression, or why we get these waves of manic-depression would be nice...

  2. seven.13

    seven.13 Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Oct 5, 2000 Messages: 3,572 Likes Received: 19
  3. greedy mars

    greedy mars Guest

    you try masterbating?
  4. Dr. Dazzle

    Dr. Dazzle Veteran Member

    Joined: Nov 19, 2001 Messages: 8,147 Likes Received: 3
    I'm pretty much the same man. Guess it's just that time of year....
  5. railroadjerk

    railroadjerk Guest

    yep. im back...
  6. platapie

    platapie Guest

    i think this is a good idea
  7. ASER1NE

    ASER1NE Veteran Member

    Joined: Oct 15, 2001 Messages: 7,578 Likes Received: 3
    go outside , meet some ppl , drink some beer , have some sex .
  8. T.T Boy

    T.T Boy Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: May 18, 2001 Messages: 21,803 Likes Received: 41
    hit me up dogg, well have a nice long talk over coffee about this issue.
  9. railroadjerk

    railroadjerk Guest

    id like that, get on aim ya bum.

    SHELLTOES Member

    Joined: Feb 25, 2002 Messages: 499 Likes Received: 0
    im also depressed, but you gotta "roll with the punches".
  11. willy.wonka

    willy.wonka Guest

    if you recognize your depression...why are you still depressed?i used to go see shrinks and all they ever did to me was make me feel like shit..i was lucky enought to have one good shrink.
    masterbation will not help,but just add to the problem..not saying i dont do it,but i feel better when i dont.same with smoking.
    just know that everybody in this world has the same problems as you do..thats why most of these people find themselve in 12oz...cause its kinda like therapy..to be able to express ones self.
    you control you.dont worry about others..get in touch with self right now.self is the one.not the depression.break the depression down.recognize it..find what it feeds on and dont feed it anymore.
  12. Ski Mask

    Ski Mask 12oz Loyalist

    Joined: Apr 11, 2000 Messages: 11,114 Likes Received: 209
    whats your AIM name...I may actually use it later tonight for the first time in months. Got your pack...
  13. railroadjerk

    railroadjerk Guest


    get at me "dogg"

    glad you got the pack too...hope you liked it.
  14. ODW

    ODW Member

    Joined: Dec 28, 2001 Messages: 462 Likes Received: 0
    iv been in heavy depression for awhile. the mood swings just make u think negative about everything. but im on celexa and things have been goods since so yay for me. keep your head up dude.
  15. whoami

    whoami Guest

    It helps when you dont feel like doing something such as clean or someshit but do it then after you will feel like you accomplished something...