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being back from iraq has convinced me.....

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by WhAt_dA_fUcK, Feb 23, 2005.

  1. WhAt_dA_fUcK

    WhAt_dA_fUcK Senior Member

    Joined: Sep 30, 2002 Messages: 1,149 Likes Received: 0
    that i would want to go back......everything is alot more simple out there......out there i dont have to worry about bitches and shit....like my ex...the one i actually cared about....the one who cheated on me while i was in iraq....yea that one....shes over here fuckin with my head...and for me it feels like i just broke up with her the day i came home, im not used to having these feelings and shit....fuck i hate this fucking place....im ready to go back....and people have the fucking nerve to ask me how many people ive killed....people i dont know at a personal level...its used as a fuckin ice breaker....and everytime someone asks me that i actually get somewhat of a flashback/memory of it....and i sit there and the people ask me for their own personal gain/entertainment.....i dont know if they realize it or just dont care but having to be put in that kind of situation where you have to take a life....is the scariest feeling you could ever imagine....because you actually come to the realization that you could die....

    drunkin ramblings of a tired soul......

    i dont know its like describing the how sex feels to a virgin....
  2. HAL

    HAL Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: Oct 23, 2001 Messages: 5,002 Likes Received: 49
    Sorry, dude. That's a pretty weak move on your girl's part, seeing how you were off risking your life. You just have to keep your head up, bro. It's only temporary. Other fish in the sea and all that.
  3. Dick Quickwood

    Dick Quickwood 12oz Loyalist

    Joined: Aug 25, 2002 Messages: 14,783 Likes Received: 14

    KING BLING Guest

    That is so horrible I laughed hysterically and am responding now only because it will be gone in the morning
  5. The Leader

    The Leader Senior Member

    Joined: Jan 23, 2005 Messages: 1,591 Likes Received: 1
    Wasn't a good time to say that arcel, I'm sure.

    Good luck to you man. Just lay down the law with ol' girl. Let her know you have moved on, even though you haven't. Tell her even though you have moved on you need her to leave you alone so the chance of old feelings reappearing is not an option.
  6. Hoblow

    Hoblow Senior Member

    Joined: May 12, 2003 Messages: 1,618 Likes Received: 12
    If people persist on asking you how many people you've killed, ask them how many times they've jacked off this week and when theyb stutter, ask them if they like being asked questions they don't want to talk about with everyone.
    Drunker than i thought.
  7. coldmilkcup

    coldmilkcup Member

    Joined: Jun 10, 2002 Messages: 669 Likes Received: 0
    Hoblow likes the prince/twister combo.
    That is all.
  8. ASER1NE

    ASER1NE Veteran Member

    Joined: Oct 15, 2001 Messages: 7,578 Likes Received: 3
    If you actually want to go back there you my friend are crazy .
  9. ledzep

    ledzep Junior Member

    Joined: Feb 21, 2002 Messages: 146 Likes Received: 1
    Reminds me of Apocalypse Now.
  10. 2 blaazed

    2 blaazed New Jack

    Joined: Jun 28, 2002 Messages: 0 Likes Received: 3
    everyone i know who did time in iraq has comeback screwed up in the head.And i dont blame them.yall went through some shit that most people our ages have no idea about.But it will pass,and you will get back to your normal life doing your everyday things.and it will all be better.So just keep your head up.
  11. Good to hear you're back and safe man. You've been through hell and you come back to be broken by a girl...life is a fuckin weird thing like that. Fuck her, i know its really disloyal and assymetrical if you compare where you were and what she did but think about it for a minute. I supose you're on your 20's and so is she or younger, this thing could blow up anytime and under any circumstances cause thats just it. Fuck her, move on and enjoy life, i understand where you're coming from and i wont play it off like i can understand your experiences but its no solution to go back into survival mode to numb your self out and noy give a fuck. Get back at living good bro, you deserve it. Take care
  12. seeking

    seeking Dirty Dozen Crew

    Joined: May 25, 2000 Messages: 32,277 Likes Received: 235
    it's probably not the greatest solution, but i would kick the living shit out of the next person that asks you just to set an example.

    as for your girl...i know it seems like the whole world is crumbling aroun you or something, but trust me...it'll fall down another 7 times before it finally stablizes. this is just another drop in the bucket.

    good luck bro.
  13. deterrent

    deterrent Veteran Member

    Joined: Oct 20, 2004 Messages: 5,181 Likes Received: 43
    Sorry about your girl, we are at an age which we are not looking for the less ugly ones,
    we are looking for the less crazy ones.

    I know quite a few people that after there tours, volunteer another one.

    A close friend of mine did 2 tours and volunteered for another for many reasons. We all
    respected his strength and dedication to our country, but still asked him to reconsidered.

    He was killed yesterday and it's been all over the news by us.

    RIP John Olson.

    You do what you have to. Respect.
  14. !@#$%

    [email protected]#$% Moderator Crew

    Joined: Oct 1, 2002 Messages: 18,517 Likes Received: 623
    reminds me of the deerhunter.
    yeah, it's just a fucking movie
    obviously everyone who comes back from combat comes back a different person.

    i wish you the best whatdafuk
    i hope you get your head straight and some good things come your way, you certainly deserve it

    there's a lot of women out there though, try not to get too hung up on one.

  15. bobthebuilder

    bobthebuilder Member

    Joined: Nov 15, 2004 Messages: 295 Likes Received: 1
    Guess im not the only person who loves Iraq and killing Insurgents :/

    Where were you deployed, what unit and what company.