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Beind Cynical =(

Discussion in 'Channel Zero' started by postaholic, Aug 8, 2002.

  1. postaholic

    postaholic Guest

    life was all good until a year or so ago, when i lost faith in alot of people, and started to judge people again. i dont really judge them, well, i guess i do, but its because i analyze people alot, so if i see them being jerks to thier friends, or just assholes in general, i choose ahead of time not to involve myself with them.

    but that brings lonelyness around, which i find myself bieng lately. i'd like more friends, or atleast a change of pace from the normal situations or activities we do, and its not panning out because im so cynical it seems.

    maybe its me growing older, and due to the fact i always think of the reprocautions from my actions way before i do the intial act, and when i see kids having fun, but yet they are doing stupid shit like drugs and shit like that, i think to myself those kids are so stupid, dont they think about their futures an so on...

    i dont know where im going with this thought, but it just bugs the shit out of me that im so cynical these days, because its affecting me so much. i hardly ever have fun, or try to go out much, or meet people. things like that.

    any ideas, or anyone else like this?

  2. Dirty_habiT

    Dirty_habiT Administrator

    Joined: Mar 8, 2001 Messages: 18,132 Likes Received: 79
    FIRST! You analytical judgemental bastard.
  3. boogie hands

    boogie hands 12oz Legend

    Joined: Feb 15, 2001 Messages: 16,059 Likes Received: 13
    its growing up....you turn into an asshole, you realize all but three of your friends are actually worth keeping, etc, etc....

    it makes you sad at first but then you realize your better off.....
  4. Dirty_habiT

    Dirty_habiT Administrator

    Joined: Mar 8, 2001 Messages: 18,132 Likes Received: 79
    wow.... Much props Boogie, I agree with you completely. Read that man's words a couple of times, it's so true. That kid that just posted about losing his virginity is eons behind where we "are."
  5. BROWNer

    BROWNer Guest

    you're getting to the point in your life where you realize
    just about everything and everyone is full of shit, including
    yourself maybe, and you want no part of it. join the club.
  6. postaholic

    postaholic Guest

    that is to true man. very on point. i dont know if its myself included, but i have come to the point where i think i have split personalities. :D

    i dont know what to do with myself.

    and boogie speaks the truth as well, ive figured that out and as discouraging as it is, you are better off in the end.
  7. boogie hands

    boogie hands 12oz Legend

    Joined: Feb 15, 2001 Messages: 16,059 Likes Received: 13
    im saying...my girlfriend is going through the same thing right now...its upsetting when its happening but one day you get over the hump and then your set for a life of permenant cynical assholeness (not a word i know)....but the best part is its awesome!!! theres enough shit in life that consumes your time, the last thing you need is some flakey ass shit head of a "friend" hanging around to hinder you even more.....

    my mom always said "youll only really have 2 or 3 friends in your entire life"....when i was young i just though she was a dork, now i realize how right she was....if you have more than that you probably need to do some re-evaluating....

    treasure your true friends...they are the best thing you will ever have....
  8. postaholic

    postaholic Guest

    have you ever had a good friend, like a really good friend, but yall been cool for so long they to get annoying? :D

    my boy pisses me tha fuck off sometimes, but i still love him like a brother no doubt. he is one out of my 4 true friends that actually made it. ive got room for 2 more true friends. lol

    i guess i need to replace my fake friends with more broads. least that way i can look at fake friends with tits.

  9. Big Bruno

    Big Bruno Senior Member

    Joined: Oct 8, 2001 Messages: 2,472 Likes Received: 70
    i feel like that all the time, but then i think 'fuck that. i cant waste away my fuckin life thinkin bout tomorrow. i gotta have some fucking fun. i gotta experience as many situations as possible'. but alas, im sitting here on the computer, drinking a fucking mickey's 40oz to freedom.
  10. test pattern

    test pattern Elite Member

    Joined: Jan 21, 2002 Messages: 3,975 Likes Received: 0

    That happened to me when I was 15.
  11. postaholic

    postaholic Guest

    WOW!!! youre so fucking cool... ASSHOLE!

    ;) :lol: