^true.
You gotta focus and work on yourself and make yourself useful to you before you can be useful to anyone else.
I have been dealing with really wanting to use again as of late but with several friends going back out, I use as a wakeup call to snap myself out of that mindset and be useful to others.
Winter in Minnesota is no joke. A buddy of mine just got chased out of his house by his (potentially psychotic) roomate. I can't let him stay with me, my roomates won't let him since he's been hitting the bubble hard as of late, but for christ sake it's -5 f outside.
I've been meaning to check this thread more often; the Nonsense thread should stop being such a compulsion of mine.
Stay up y'all