honestly people. when i was out der,,i've only been up 4 like,,a few months i think. maybe even a couple months. yeahh i'm new. & i haven't been out der much anymore cuz got other things 2 worry about. like money,,jobs,,stuff like dat. den dis 'therapist' shit i'm goin thru. like 4 'vocational' schools or whatever. & also da reason y i'm not out der much anymore is cuz dese fuckin people rolled up on my & chadd & were aboutta kidnap us. idk chadd got inna small fight[aldoe nobody hit anybody]. so chadd grabbed me & told me ta run. so we both ran. & now he said dat da nxt time i'm goin out,,i -have- 2 have mace w/me. & right now we don't got da money 4 it :/ which totally sucks ass cuz i miss bombin.